Depressed Sirius Black FanFiction

And That Kids Is What We Call A "Bad Coping Mechanism"

And That Kids Is What We Call A "Bad Coping Mechanism"

G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Regulus Black & Sirius Black, Sirius Black & Remus Lupin & Peter Pettigrew & James Potter
Tags
Angst Suicidal Thoughts Self-Harm Regulus Black and Sirius Black Both Run Away Abusive Walburga Black Good Friend James Potter Depressed Sirius Black very vaugely fuck walburga
Slowly and deliberately he ran the blade across his arm. It really wasn't deep, no deeper than anything Mother had done to him, just deep enough to sting and bleed a little.
Under The Same Sky

Under The Same Sky

G
Updated
14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Sirius Black & James Potter, Sirius Black & Remus Lupin & Peter Pettigrew & James Potter, Sirius Black & Walburga Black
Tags
Angst Suicidal Thoughts Heavy Angst Hurt/Comfort Angst and Hurt/Comfort Implied/Referenced Self-Harm Suicide Attempt Angst and Feels Marauders Era (Harry Potter) Marauders wolfstar Self-Hatred
Back when he still lived at home, Sirius had been certain that he wouldn’t make it to eighteen. Those thoughts had stopped when he came to live with the Potters. He’d found hope again. Happiness. But that was over. So he would be proving young Sirius...
It Was Just Supposed To Be A Wellness Check

It Was Just Supposed To Be A Wellness Check

G
Updated
14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black/James Potter, Regulus Black, Harry Potter, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Marlene McKinnon, Regulus Black & Sirius Black, Remus Lupin & Marlene McKinnon, Remus Lupin & Peter Pettigrew
Tags
Angst Hurt/Comfort Implied/Referenced Self-Harm Suicide Attempt Fluff and Angst Anxiety Alternate Universe - Muggle Overdosing Good Peter Pettigrew Sirius Black Needs a Hug sirius black is a mess Depressed Sirius Black
“Officer Lupin.” Remus’s walkie crackled. "We have a citizen calling in for a wellness report. Caller said that he's a friend of the guy he's asking about but he's been acting off lately and now won't open the door or respond to texts or calls. Claim...
The Price of Betrayal

The Price of Betrayal

G
Updated
14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Sirius Black/Severus Snape, Remus Lupin/Severus Snape, James Potter/Severus Snape, Sirius Black & Remus Lupin & James Potter & Severus Snape
Tags
Young Severus Snape Young James Potter Young Remus Lupin Young Sirius Black Severus Snape Dies Depressed Sirius Black
On the night of the prank, Severus Snape’s life ends, but the consequences are far more devastating than anyone could have imagined
Chiuso in una tomba

Chiuso in una tomba

Other
G
Updated
14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Sirius Black, Sirius Black&JamesPotter
Tags
Angst and Tragedy Depressed Sirius Black Pain and Tears Sense of guilt
[Partecipante al 500themes col prompt 321, ossia Il mantello dell'oscurità.]Le lacrime, inesorabili, bagnano le sue guance. Non gli è rimasto ormai nulla.Crolla sul pavimento, le gambe strette contro il petto. La colpa, implacabile, dilania il suo cu...
Always and Forever

Always and Forever

Gen
M/M
G
Updated
14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Regulus Black & Sirius Black, Sirius Black & James Potter, Sirius Black & Remus Lupin
Tags
Depression Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms Grief/Mourning Alcohol Smoking Letters Five Stages of Grief No beta we die like regulus Depressed Sirius Black Also a complete lack of coping mechanisms regulus black is dead Sirius doesn't handle it well
Regulus is dead.Sirius's little brother is dead.
If You Jump I'll Follow (But I Really Wish You Wouldn't)

If You Jump I'll Follow (But I Really Wish You Wouldn't)

G
Updated
14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Regulus Black & Sirius Black, Sirius Black & Remus Lupin & Peter Pettigrew & James Potter
Tags
Angst Hurt/Comfort Suicide Attempt Not Beta Read Regulus Black & Sirius Black Have a Good Relationship Author Is Sleep Deprived Suicide Sirius Black Needs a Hug Protective Regulus Black Depressed Sirius Black
Sirius is depressed and Regulus is a good brother.
"I'm Not Fragile." "I know, let me help anyways."

"I'm Not Fragile." "I know, let me help anyways."

G
Updated
14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black/James Potter, Regulus Black, Harry Potter, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Sirius Black & James Potter, Remus Lupin & Peter Pettigrew
Tags
Angst Angst with a Happy Ending Hurt/Comfort Self-Harm Suicide Attempt Fluff and Angst Alternate Universe - Muggle Author Is Sleep Deprived The Author Regrets Nothing Suicide Good Peter Pettigrew Depressed Sirius Black
Muggle AU starring Police Officer Remus Lupin and depressed Sirius Black.
Shots

Shots

G
Updated
14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Regulus Black & Sirius Black, Sirius Black & James Potter
Tags
Angst Heavy Angst Angst and Hurt/Comfort Suicide Attempt Guns The Author Regrets Everything Alternate Universe - Muggle Hopeful Ending How Do I Tag Self-Hatred Bad Parent Walburga Black Abusive Walburga Black
Opening his phone Remus saw several messages from “Prongs” in his notification bar.someone from sirius’s family came in todayby time I got them out of the shop sirius was looking pretty rough so i sent him homei cant leave but you should go check on...
Through The Darkness Of Despair I Call Out To You

Through The Darkness Of Despair I Call Out To You

G
Updated
14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Regulus Black & Sirius Black, Euphemia Potter, Fleamont Potter, Sirius Black & Remus Lupin & Peter Pettigrew & James Potter, Sirius Black & Lily Evans Potter
Tags
Angst Implied/Referenced Self-Harm Suicide Attempt I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping The Author Regrets Everything Alternate Universe - Muggle How Do I Tag Regulus Black & Sirius Black Have a Good Relationship Past Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies Good Peter Pettigrew Past Drug Addiction
"I... I fucked up. Bad." There was a moment of silence."I'm on my way, I can be there in less than 10 minutes. Can you-""No. Please don't come over. I don't want your last memory of me to be like this."
A Scuff on the Bedside Table

A Scuff on the Bedside Table

M/M
G
Updated
14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Sirius Black, Rodolphus Lestrange, Rabastan Lestrange, Regulus Black (mentioned), Sirius Black/Rodolphus Lestrange, Sirius Black/Rabastan Lestrange, Walburga Black (mentioned), James Potter (mentioned), Peter Pettigrew (mentioned), Orion Black (mentioned), Sirius Black/Remus Lupin- mentioned, Remus Lupin (Mentioned),
Tags
Angst Suicidal Thoughts Whump Self-Esteem Issues Emotional/Psychological Abuse Dead Dove: Do Not Eat Rape/Non-con Elements Hurt No Comfort Pedophilia Child Abuse Physical Abuse Sexual Abuse
There’s a scuff on the bedside table. Sirius can’t stop looking at it.
rock n' rock suicide

rock n' rock suicide

G
Updated
14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Lily Evans Potter, Remus Lupin & Lily Evans Potter, Sirius Black & Remus Lupin & Peter Pettigrew & James Potter
Tags
Implied/Referenced Suicide Implied/Referenced Character Death Runaway Sirius Black Depressed Sirius Black Hurt Sirius Black
Sirius couldn't handle it all anymore. Everything was just too much.(this one's got some kick to it; i'm sorry in advance)
Word Vomit

Word Vomit

M/M
G
Updated
14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Minerva McGonagall, Severus Snape, Lily Evans
Tags
Depression Angst with a Happy Ending Hurt/Comfort Self-Harm Marauders Era (Harry Potter) Marauders Friendship (Harry Potter) Eating Disorders Post-Sirius Black's Prank on Severus Snape Sirius Black Needs a Hug Sirius Black Has An Eating Disorder Depressed Sirius Black Touch-Starved Sirius Black
Sirius Black exposes Remus’s biggest secret to Snape.Rightfully so the Marauders begin to ignore him and Sirius never really had positive or ‘good’ coping mechanisms.Therefore, he does what he knows best.He self destructs.
A Falling Star

A Falling Star

M/M
G
Updated
14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Sirius Black/ Remus Lupin
Tags
Suicide Attempt Emotional Hurt Marauders Era (Harry Potter) wolfstar Suicide Notes Depressed Sirius Black
The Hell That It Was

The Hell That It Was

M/M
G
Updated
15.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Walburga Black, Sirius Black & Remus Lupin & Peter Pettigrew & James Potter
Tags
Suicidal Thoughts Heavy Angst Blood and Injury Angst with a Happy Ending Nightmares Emotional Hurt/Comfort Angst and Hurt/Comfort Self-Harm Implied/Referenced Self-Harm Implied/Referenced Child Abuse Regulus Black & Sirius Black Have a Good Relationship Dissociation
Months after the prank, Sirius is still struggling to accept his friends' forgiveness and love, and after a particularly bad nightmare, he backslides into bad habits, while his friends race to save him from himself.This one is very angsty with a bit...
Smoky Memories

Smoky Memories

Gen
G
Updated
15.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Sirius Black
Tags
Hallucinations Short Sirius Black Lives Depressed Sirius Black James Potter But He Is A Hallucination He Will Not Die
Sometimes he receives a reply sometimes he doesn't. Even when he does, it disappears in a puff of smoke that's not really smoke.
A Little Star

A Little Star

F/F
F/M
M/M
G
Updated
15.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Dorcas Meadowes, Marlene McKinnon/Dorcas Meadowes, Regulus Black & Sirius Black, Evan Rosier, Barty Crouch Jr.,
Tags
Angst Angst with a Happy Ending Self-Esteem Issues Implied/Referenced Self-Harm Fluff and Angst Bullying Physical Abuse Marauders Era (Harry Potter) Bisexual Remus Lupin Gay Sirius Black Marauders Friendship (Harry Potter) Slytherin
All his life he was just trying to protect himself and his little brother. in the end he just made everything worse. for his boyfriend and his friends.but under all that cheerful and happy demeanor is a little boy who needed his mother.after the pran...
Sobbing In The Cold Waiting For Your Arms

Sobbing In The Cold Waiting For Your Arms

Gen
G
Updated
15.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Sirius Black, Lily Evans Potter, Minerva McGonagall, Dorcas Meadowes, Marauders (Harry Potter), Horace Slughorn, Sirius Black & Lily Evans Potter, Irma Pince, Sirius Black & Dorcas Meadowes
Tags
Angst Self-Harm Underage Drinking Underage Smoking Eating Disorders Bad Parent Walburga Black english is not my first language French Sirius Black Post-Sirius Black's Prank on Severus Snape Bad Parent Orion Black Potions Class (Harry Potter) Depressed Sirius Black
Sirius knew he fucked up. He was aware. He should have been better at occlumency, better at hiding the Secret, should have been faster on his way back from his detention with Slughorn, he should have not engage with Snivellus, responding to his taunt...
The Prank

The Prank

Gen
G
Updated
15.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Harry Potter, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin & Harry Potter, Sirius Black & Harry Potter
Tags
Magic Pranks and Practical Jokes BAMF Sirius Black Sirius Black is Not Okay Depressed Sirius Black Sirius Black is a good godfather
A prank goes well
127 days

127 days

G
Updated
15.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Remus Lupin & James Potter
Tags
Angst Angst with a Happy Ending Hurt/Comfort Emotional Hurt/Comfort Implied/Referenced Self-Harm Implied/Referenced Abuse I'm Bad At Tagging wolfstar How Do I Tag Post-Sirius Black's Prank on Severus Snape Sad Sirius Black Depressed Sirius Black
post prank, sirius is slipping and remus can see it. but he might be too late to stop it.