Self-Hatred FanFiction

Against All Odds

Against All Odds

F/F
F/M
Other
G
Updated
15.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Original Characters, Regulus Black, Original Female Character(s), Reader, James Potter/Lily Evans Potter, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Marlene McKinnon, Dorcas Meadowes,
Tags
Fluff Angst Slow Burn Other Additional Tags to Be Added Blood and Gore Eventual Smut Consensual Underage Sex Emotional Hurt/Comfort Angst and Hurt/Comfort Gender Dysphoria Self-Harm Chronic Pain
Maximiliana Lykoudis is an introverted teenage girl navigating the challenges of losing her mother, and joining Hogwarts. Little do her peers know, Max harbours a secret—she's a werewolf. Battling her inner nature, she struggles to conceal her transf...
Credits (For A Film)

Credits (For A Film)

F/M
M/M
G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Minerva McGonagall, Euphemia Potter, Fleamont Potter, Minor or Background Relationship(s), Regulus Black/James Potter/Lily Evans Potter
Tags
Self-Harm Suicide Attempt Polyamory Hurt Mild Hurt/Comfort How Do I Tag Author Is Sleep Deprived I Made Myself Cry Self-Hatred James Potter is Not Okay Protective Minerva McGonagall Supportive Minerva McGonagall
Basically a gut wrenching writing I started at nine and took me until 2 am to finish where James relapses, gets caught trying to kill himself
Rain Down On Me

Rain Down On Me

F/F
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
The Owl House (Cartoon)
Characters
Amity Blight/Luz Noceda, Amity Blight, Luz Noceda
Tags
Fluff Angst Depression Fluff and Angst Luz Noceda Needs a Hug Bisexual Disaster Luz Noceda Self-Hatred Amity Blight Needs a Hug Gay Disaster Amity Blight
Amity watched her girlfriend fading away. Since becoming trapped in the human realm, Luz has faded away, leaving a wisp of the person she used to be behind. She would do anything to help Luz and show her how much she loved her. But would she really d...
The Good Times are Killing Me

The Good Times are Killing Me

G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Lyall Lupin, Walburga Black, Orion Black,
Tags
Suicidal Thoughts Getting Together Past Child Abuse Hurt/Comfort Self-Esteem Issues Drug Abuse Heartache Self-Hatred Neglect Werewolf Remus Lupin POV Alternating Hogwarts Era
Remus struggles to deal his past and present through a slough of unhealthy coping mechanisms. Sirius just wants him to be ok.
Royal Wedding

Royal Wedding

F/F
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
Empires SMP
Characters
Katherine Elizabeth (Video Blogging RPF), Shelby Grace | Shubble, Shrub Berry (Empires SMP), Joel | SmallishBeans, Lizzie | LDShadowLady (Video Blogging RPF), Shelby Grace | Shubble/Lizzie | LDShadowLady, Joel | SmallishBeans/Lizzie | LDShadowLady
Tags
Suicidal Thoughts Hallucinations Emotional Hurt/Comfort Jealousy Not Actually Unrequited Love Crushes Useless Lesbians Mild Gore Weddings Self-Hatred Axolotl Hybrid Lizzie | LDShadowLady (Video Blogging RPF) Bad Decisions
Lizzie is getting married, and Shrub has a breakdown. Katherine helps!
An Angel and a Sinner

An Angel and a Sinner

F/F
F/M
Other
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
Original Work
Characters
Reader, Y/n - Character, You, original female characters/reader
Tags
Religious Imagery & Symbolism Sad Pain Hurt No Comfort Self-Indulgent What Have I Done Yearning Love One Shot Short One Shot Poetry I Made Myself Cry
She, who is the light, the sun. She who is everything.
What is it that you see?

What is it that you see?

F/F
M/M
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
Dangan Ronpa Series
Characters
Eva Tsunaka/Diana Venicia (Project: Eden's Garden), Diana Venicia (Project: Eden's Garden), Eva Tsunaka (Project: Eden's Garden), Cassidy Amber (Project: Eden's Garden), Wolfgang Akire & Eva Tsunaka (Project: Eden's Garden), Damon Maitsu (Project: Eden's Garden), Wolfgang Akire (Project: Eden's Garden), Kai Monteago (Project: Eden's Garden), Desmond Hall (Project: Eden's Garden), Eloise Taulner (Project: Eden's Garden), Toshiko Kayura (Project: Eden's Garden), Grace Madison (Project: Eden's Garden),
Tags
Angst Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Emotional Manipulation Hurt/Comfort References to Depression Self-Esteem Issues Bullying Unreliable Narrator What-If Violence Trauma Attempted Murder
You cannot fight against what is ingrained in your veins, nor can you ignore the hypocrisy of your actions. You cannot break what is already broken, nor can you change a mind that refuses to be moved. The scales of trust and distrust, truth and lies,...
fire with fire

fire with fire

F/F
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
Hades (Supergiant Games Video Games)
Characters
Melinoë (Hades Video Game), Arachne/Melinoë (Hades Video Game), Arachne (Hades Video Game)
Tags
Implied/Referenced Suicide Self-Esteem Issues POV Third Person Limited Enemies to Lovers Human/Monster Romance Self-Hatred POV Melinoë (Hades Video Game)
Melinoe, and her encounters with the monster who guards the gates of Erebus.(And what a monster she is.)
Barty Crouch Jr.'s Guide to Being Loved

Barty Crouch Jr.'s Guide to Being Loved

F/F
F/M
M/M
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, James Potter/Lily Evans Potter, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Severus Snape, Dorcas Meadowes, Marlene McKinnon/Dorcas Meadowes, Evan Rosier, Bartemius "Barty" Crouch Sr.,
Tags
Depression Unrequited Love Love Confessions Blood and Injury Blood and Gore Implied/Referenced Suicide Self-Harm Implied/Referenced Child Abuse References to Drugs Violence Aftermath of Violence Internalized Homophobia
It wasn't always easy being Barty Crouch Jr. The scarecrow son of the magnificent and envied Bartemius Crouch Sr.Yes, they carried the same name, had the same eyes, and similar-looking straw-coloured hair, but that really was where the similarities s...
Darlin' I'd Wait For You (Even If You Didn't Ask Me To)

Darlin' I'd Wait For You (Even If You Didn't Ask Me To)

F/F
F/M
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
Characters
Reader, Jinx (League of Legends), Ekko (League of Legends), Ekko/Jinx (League of Legends), Jinx (League of Legends)/Reader
Tags
Depression Unrequited Love Love Confessions Self-Esteem Issues Texting Reader-Insert Modern AU Hurt No Comfort Forbidden Love Self-Hatred The one left behind bed rotting and lack of self care kinda depression
the song to listen to while reading this is "j's lullaby (darlin' i'd wait for you)" by Delaney Bailey.Jinx and Ekko are together. They're happy, in love, and infatuated with each other. You should be happy for your best friend. You two had always ta...
Maybe I'm Not So Alone

Maybe I'm Not So Alone

F/F
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
OMORI (Video Game)
Characters
Aubrey/Kim (OMORI), Aubrey (OMORI), Kim (OMORI)
Tags
Depression Implied/Referenced Suicide Self-Harm Fluff and Angst Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms Pre-Relationship Child Abuse No Smut Lesbian Character Self-Hatred Coping Post-Mari's Death (OMORI)
"I don't get why you'd wanna stay by my side, but..."or, Kim helps Aubrey realise that not all her friends have left.
Heartbreak In Paris

Heartbreak In Paris

F/F
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
Miraculous Ladybug
Characters
Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug, Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir, Luka Couffaine, Zoé Lee (Miraculous Ladybug), Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug/Zoé Lee, Luka Couffaine & Zoé Lee
Tags
Angst Hurt/Comfort Self-Harm Hurt Hurt No Comfort Angst and Feels Implied/Referenced Homophobia Love Teen Angst High School Break Up Depressing
Zoe and Marinette go through a bad teenage breakup.
Please don’t leave me

Please don’t leave me

G
Updated
14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black/James Potter, Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter
Tags
Alternate Universe - Modern Setting Suicidal Thoughts Implied/Referenced Suicide Self-Harm Implied/Referenced Self-Harm Suicide Attempt Freeform Drug Use Author Doesn’t Know How To Tag Drug Abuse Author Is Sleep Deprived Self-Hatred
He stops. As if he’s waiting for James to stop him. As if he’s begging for James to say something. Anything.ORJames is relapsing, but Regulus is unaware that its happened before. Regulus goes to Sirius’ place and tells him what’s happening, Sirius un...
Bad Romance

Bad Romance

F/F
M/M
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
Characters
Harry Potter, James Potter, Lily Evans Potter, Ginny Weasley, Molly Weasley, Arthur Weasley, Bill Weasley, Fred Weasley, George Weasley, Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs), Petunia Evans Dursley,
Tags
Angst Implied/Referenced Suicide Self-Harm Implied/Referenced Self-Harm Implied/Referenced Child Abuse Light Angst I'm Bad At Tagging Abusive Dursley Family (Harry Potter) Female Harry Potter Reincarnation Lesbians Self-Hatred
Dazai Osamu committed Suicide at the age of 18, after his best friend's death.Chuuya Nakahara died at the age of 18, right after his Partner's suicide....Both will have a second chance at things. But not here...OR : Soukoku get reincarnated into HP,...
What if...October 31st, 1981

What if...October 31st, 1981

F/M
M/M
G
Updated
14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Harry Potter, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, James Potter/Lily Evans Potter, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Minerva McGonagall, Tom Riddle | Voldemort, Albus Dumbledore, Minor Characters,
Tags
Suicidal Thoughts Heavy Angst Murder Blood Self-Harm Hurt Violence Hurt No Comfort Minor Character Death Self-Doubt Injury Comfort
WHAT IF...we heard Peter's side of the story? What if there were severals ways the tragic night of October 31, 1981 could've gone? Peter's betrayal shatterd the lives of many, but why did it occur in the first place? Was he jealous, scared or perhaps...
Between the light and shadows

Between the light and shadows

M/M
Other
G
Updated
14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Hope Lupin
Tags
Depression Religious Guilt Self-Esteem Issues Self-Harm Implied/Referenced Self-Harm Implied/Referenced Abuse jily POV Remus Lupin Bisexual Remus Lupin Bipolar Disorder Self-Hatred Borderline Personality Disorder
He’s not blind. He’s seen his reflection. He knows that when she looks at him, all she can see is him.Introducing an Egyptian Remus!!He wakes up from a nightmare and it goes on from there
Under The Same Sky

Under The Same Sky

G
Updated
14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Sirius Black & James Potter, Sirius Black & Remus Lupin & Peter Pettigrew & James Potter, Sirius Black & Walburga Black
Tags
Angst Suicidal Thoughts Heavy Angst Hurt/Comfort Angst and Hurt/Comfort Implied/Referenced Self-Harm Suicide Attempt Angst and Feels Marauders Era (Harry Potter) Marauders wolfstar Self-Hatred
Back when he still lived at home, Sirius had been certain that he wouldn’t make it to eighteen. Those thoughts had stopped when he came to live with the Potters. He’d found hope again. Happiness. But that was over. So he would be proving young Sirius...
Good Intentions

Good Intentions

F/F
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
RWBY
Characters
Ruby Rose (RWBY), Cinder Fall, Weiss Schnee, Winter Schnee (RWBY), Klein Sieben, Cinder Fall/Winter Schnee, Weiss Schnee & Winter Schnee, Cinder Fall & Ruby Rose, mentioned Pyrrha Nikos/Weiss Schnee (onesided), minor Ruby Rose/Weiss Schnee - Relationship, mentioned Salem (RWBY) - Character, Mentioned Pyrrha Nikos - Character
Tags
Alternate Universe - Modern Setting Angst with a Happy Ending Hurt/Comfort Recovery Emotional Hurt/Comfort Self-Esteem Issues Found Family Major Character Injury Minor Character Death Injury Self-Hatred Injury Recovery
Cinder's life was finally looking up: her career as a metal singer was progressing steadily, she had the best girlfriend, what could go wrong? The answer: Everything. All it took was a car accident, and she had lost everything. Can she pick up the pi...
They think they know you

They think they know you

Gen
G
Updated
14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Harry Potter, Sirius Black, Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger, Ginny Weasley, James Sirius Potter, Scorpius Malfoy, Albus Severus Potter, Lily Luna Potter, Weasley Family (Harry Potter), Harry Potter Characters, Rose Weasley,
Tags
Angst Father-Son Relationship Time Travel Survivor Guilt Sirius Black Lives Self-Hatred Healing Harry Potter Needs a Hug Family Feels Alternate Universe - Time Travel Sirius Black Needs a Hug Sirius Black Needs Therapy
After Sirius fell through the veil, he popped out of another one only to find himself in a far off future where he never survived the Battle of the Department of Mysteries.(Note 1: basically a Sirius POV from "You think you know someone" since I feel...
heavenward | n.scatorccio

heavenward | n.scatorccio

F/F
F/M
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
Yellowjackets (TV)
Characters
Original Female Character(s), Shauna Shipman/Jackie Taylor, Shauna Shipman, Jackie Taylor (Yellowjackets), Natalie Scatorccio, Laura Lee (Yellowjackets), Lottie Matthews, Van Palmer/Taissa Turner, Misty Quigley, Taissa Turner, Van Palmer, Ben Scott (Yellowjackets),
Tags
Developing Relationship Slow Burn Suicidal Thoughts Revenge Medical Trauma Original Character(s) Character Death Gore Eventual Romance Hurt/Comfort Blood Fluff and Angst
The town of Wiskayok was uneventful, to say the least. The kind of place where everyone knew everyone, and gossip spread faster than wildfire. High school drama. PTA meetings. Life was quiet, predictable-some would even call it boring.The first sign...