Internalized Homophobia FanFiction

Even If No One Loves Me

Even If No One Loves Me

M/M
G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Severus Snape, Lucius Malfoy, Narcissa Black Malfoy, Albus Dumbledore, Sirius Black/Severus Snape, Avery Jr. | Severus Snape's Schoolmate,
Tags
Smut Mutual Pining Dysfunctional Family Unrequited Love Past Child Abuse Emotional Hurt/Comfort Self-Esteem Issues Implied/Referenced Child Abuse Unhealthy Relationships Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms Childhood Trauma Hurt No Comfort
Sirius Black has always had everything money, charm, attention. But none of it ever mattered. Not since the first day of boarding school, when he made a stupid joke and Severus Snape looked at him like he was filth—and never stopped.Severus has spent...
Love-40

Love-40

F/F
M/M
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black/James Potter, Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Dorcas Meadowes, Regulus Black & Sirius Black,
Tags
Modern Era age gap Hurt/Comfort Fluff and Angst Internalized Homophobia but not really Alternate Universe - Muggle Alternate Universe - Tennis Regulus Black-centric Rivals to Lovers Regulus Black & Sirius Black Have a Good Relationship Regulus Black is a Brat
The First time Regulus Black held a tennis racket in his hands, he was four years old. Now, barely 15 years later, he is one of the most famous Tennis players worldwide, ruthless, untouchable and utterly alone. He’s never seen the point in becoming f...
crush

crush

F/F
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
Starlight Express - Phillips/Stilgoe/Webber
Characters
Dinah (Starlight Express), Greaseball (Starlight Express), Slick (Starlight Express), Dinah/Greaseball (Starlight Express), Ashley/Buffy (Starlight Express), Buffy & Dinah (Starlight Express), Ashley (Starlight Express), Buffy (Starlight Express)
Tags
Internalized Homophobia Homophobia Alternate Universe - Human Gay Panic Dinah and Buffy are sisters
Greaseball had always been the toughest. Greaseball had always been the strongest. Greaseball, at times, could also be the meanest and scariest. And people liked her, whether that be through friendship, admiration or even fear. Despite her tough guy-...
I Do Not Like Him

I Do Not Like Him

F/F
M/M
Other
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga) 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
Characters
Getou Suguru/Gojo Satoru, Gojo Satoru & Ieiri Shoko, Getou Suguru & Ieiri Shoko
Tags
Blow Jobs Praise Kink Slow Burn Eventual Smut Alternate Universe - College/University Internalized Homophobia Feelings Realization Alternate Universe - No Curses (Jujutsu Kaisen) Sexuality Crisis Insecure Gojo Satoru Depressed Getou Suguru Ieiri Shoko is a Good Friend
Satoru Gojo does not like Suguru Geto.Let’s just get that straight.The guy’s got big weird ears, stupid earrings, and a face that’s way too smug for someone who’s not even that hot. (Not hotter than Satoru, anyway. Obviously.) And sure, maybe he's ta...
Against All Odds

Against All Odds

F/F
F/M
Other
G
Updated
15.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Original Characters, Regulus Black, Original Female Character(s), Reader, James Potter/Lily Evans Potter, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Marlene McKinnon, Dorcas Meadowes,
Tags
Fluff Angst Slow Burn Other Additional Tags to Be Added Blood and Gore Eventual Smut Consensual Underage Sex Emotional Hurt/Comfort Angst and Hurt/Comfort Gender Dysphoria Self-Harm Chronic Pain
Maximiliana Lykoudis is an introverted teenage girl navigating the challenges of losing her mother, and joining Hogwarts. Little do her peers know, Max harbours a secret—she's a werewolf. Battling her inner nature, she struggles to conceal her transf...
As One.

As One.

G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, James Potter/Lily Evans Potter, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Minerva McGonagall
Tags
Internal Conflict Internalized Homophobia Gay Sirius Black Werewolf Remus Lupin Peter Pettigrew is a Marauder Classics Sylvia Plath References
Barefoot Where The Gods Can See

Barefoot Where The Gods Can See

M/M
G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black/James Potter, Regulus Black, Harry Potter, James Potter, Euphemia Potter, Fleamont Potter, Past James Potter/ Lily Evans
Tags
Slow Burn Mutual Pining Internalized Homophobia Strangers to Lovers Coming of Age Coming Out Regulus Black-centric References to Ancient Greek Religion & Lore Alternate Universe - Non-Magical Regulus Black Needs a Hug Summer Romance Greece
Regulus didn’t come to Greece to fall in love. He came for ancient stones and quiet libraries, for dusty museums and a dissertation that might finally make his family feel like he’s enough. What he didn’t expect was James Potter, sun-kissed skin and...
SAILOR SONG

SAILOR SONG

F/F
F/M
M/M
Multi
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
Hunter X Hunter
Characters
Kurapika/Leorio Paladiknight, Kurapika & Leorio Paladiknight, Gon Freecs/Killua Zoldyck, Gon Freecs & Killua Zoldyck, Kurapika (Hunter X Hunter), Leorio Paladiknight, Killua Zoldyck, Kurapika's Mother (Hunter X Hunter)
Tags
Self-Esteem Issues I Can't Believe I Wrote This Internalized Homophobia Help I'm Bad At Tagging Male Homosexuality Astral Projection Commitment
◟𓎠𓎠𓎠𓎠𓎠𓎠𝜗♰𝜚𓎠𓎠𓎠𓎠𓎠𓎠◞Feelings. A feeling. Feelings of love. Feelings? What are Feelings?Questions in which ran through kurapikas mind, like a prayer he couldn't shake off no matter what thoughts he could undoubtedly think off. Songs like a siren, songs t...
American Pie

American Pie

M/M
G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Dorcas Meadowes
Tags
Slow Burn Mutual Pining Original Character(s) Hurt/Comfort Fluff and Angst Internalized Homophobia wolfstar jily 1970s Underage Drinking religious trauma Remus Lupin is Bad at Feelings
In a world where Sirius Black doesn't know James Potter, he decides to book a one-way ticket for the first flight he can get his hands on to escape his oppressive household. It just so happens that that flight takes him right to Remus Lupin's doorste...
You dug your grave (Now lie in it)

You dug your grave (Now lie in it)

F/M
M/M
G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Harry Potter, Sirius Black, Severus Snape, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy, Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger, Neville Longbottom, Tom Riddle | Voldemort, Hermione Granger/Ron Weasley, Draco Malfoy & Harry Potter, Hermione Granger & Harry Potter & Ron Weasley,
Tags
Self-Harm Implied/Referenced Self-Harm Implied/Referenced Child Abuse Dead Dove: Do Not Eat Implied/Referenced Character Death Hurt No Comfort Internalized Homophobia Child Abuse Homophobia Implied/Referenced Homophobia I'm Bad At Tagging Severitus | Severus Snape is Harry Potter's Parent
After Harry's name comes out of the Goblet of Fire, he's found by a good friend and a concerned adult on a ledge at the top of the Astronomy tower in the dead of night.How will they, and he, react to the trials yet to come? How will Harry react to th...
Everybody Talks (Too Much)

Everybody Talks (Too Much)

F/F
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
Persona Series Persona 4
Characters
Amagi Yukiko/Satonaka Chie, Hanamura Yosuke/Seta Souji, Hanamura Yosuke/Narukami Yu, Hanamura Yosuke/Persona 4 Protagonist, Satonaka Chie, Amagi Yukiko, Hanamura Yosuke, Narukami Yu, Tatsumi Kanji, Kujikawa Rise
Tags
Fluff Friends to Lovers Love Confessions First Kiss Small Towns Childhood Friends Internalized Homophobia Implied/Referenced Homophobia Everyone Is Gay Introspection Sleepovers love that tag
Yk I'm a girl, right?

Yk I'm a girl, right?

F/F
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
Hatchetfield Series - Team StarKid
Characters
Brenda/Stacy (Hatchetfield), Brenda (Hatchetfield), Stacy (Hatchetfield), Max Jägerman, Stephanie Lauter, Peter Spankoffski, Kyle Clauger, Jason Jepson, Grace Chasity, Ruth Fleming
Tags
Falling In Love Internalized Homophobia Teen Romance Girls Kissing Admiration Stacy IS homophobic
Stacy never wanted Brenda to have a boyfriend, just for them to be bffs forever and ever with no one else in the way!
Love Looks Good on You

Love Looks Good on You

Multi
NC-21
Updated
10.04.2025
Fandom
Sherlock (TV)
Characters
Sherlock Holmes/John Watson, Sherlock Holmes, John Watson, Mary Morstan/John Watson, Mary Morstan, Sherlock Holmes/Mary Morstan/John Watson
Tags
Fluff and Smut Polyamory Sherlock Holmes Has Feelings Internalized Homophobia Inexperienced Sherlock Holmes Implied/Referenced Drug Addiction Resolved Sexual Tension Awesome Mary Morstan Pining John Watson Exploration of sexuality Self-Indulgent PTSD
It did not stand to reason that if Mary loved John, and Sherlock loved John, and John forgave them both of every evil…that they were not all together.
When Pain Is The Only Comfort Left

When Pain Is The Only Comfort Left

M/M
G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy, Harry Potter/Original Male Character(s)
Tags
Porn with Feelings Angst Suicidal Thoughts Porn With Plot Rough Sex Anal Sex Implied/Referenced Child Abuse Bad BDSM Etiquette Unhealthy Relationships Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms Dead Dove: Do Not Eat Rape/Non-con Elements
Harry is so consumed by the shame of how his body responded during his sexual assault that he can no longer bare the thought of his own pleasure and instead engages in unhealthy sex in which his only rule is that he’s not allowed to get off.Only, he...
Alpha male test(Im going to change the title name)

Alpha male test(Im going to change the title name)

F/F
F/M
Gen
M/M
Multi
Other
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
Characters
Original Characters, Akutagawa Ryuunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs), Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs), Nikolai Gogol (Bungou Stray Dogs), Sigma (Bungou Stray Dogs), Fyodor Dostoyevsky (Bungou Stray Dogs), Jouno Saigiku (Bungou Stray Dogs), Edogawa Ranpo (Bungou Stray Dogs), Yosano Akiko (Bungou Stray Dogs), Minor or Background Relationship(s), Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs),
Tags
Masturbation Crack Temporary Character Death Internalized Homophobia Plot Twists Sexism Minor Fyodor Dostoyevsky/Sigma (Bungou Stray Dogs) Minor Dazai Osamu/Fyodor Dostoyevsky (Bungou Stray Dogs) crypto empire gaming squad Alpha Males Beta Males
INCEL GAMER STENCHMAXING JELQING LOOKSMAXING BETA MALE HACKER SCAMMER COMMUNIST BASEMENT DWELLER ORPHAN FYODOR X CAPITALIST CRYPTO BRO , ANTI WOKE MIND VIRUS CONSPIRACY THEORIST NIKOLAI + ELON MUSK GF ALIEN BRITISH POLISH TRANSMASC ROBOT SIGMAANDREW...
don't stop believing (hold onto that feeling)

don't stop believing (hold onto that feeling)

F/F
F/M
M/M
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Glee (TV 2009)
Characters
Regulus Black/James Potter, Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Severus Snape, Marlene McKinnon/Dorcas Meadowes,
Tags
Fluff and Angst Internalized Homophobia How Do I Tag Regulus Black & Sirius Black Have a Good Relationship Trans Regulus Black Black Family Trauma (Harry Potter) Remus Lupin Uses a Cane American Marauders (Harry Potter) Trans Remus Lupin
Marauders in a glee AU, I was originally supposed to start this ages ago but I never got around to it.Apologies for any spelling mistakes, grammatic errors, etc. I'm too lazy to beta read anything (walk with me).pr0ngschaser on twitter! feel free to...
The Noble House of Black

The Noble House of Black

F/F
F/M
M/M
G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black/James Potter, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Lucius Malfoy/Narcissa Black Malfoy, Bellatrix Black Lestrange/Rita Skeeter, Andromeda Black Tonks/Ted Tonks, Orion Black/Walburga Black, Cygnus Black III | Walburga Black's Brother/Druella Rosier Black, Druella Rosier Black & Walburga Black
Tags
Angst Motherhood Explicit Sexual Content Manipulation Canon Compliant Internalized Homophobia I'm Sorry Child Abuse Homophobia Arranged Marriage POV Multiple Marauders
After generations of maintaining status like royalty in pureblood society and lifetimes lived under Toujours Pur, the Blacks were finally dead. The family would remain an obscured mystery, with many details missing from record. No one would ever know...
To the Victor Goes the Spoils

To the Victor Goes the Spoils

F/F
F/M
M/M
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Characters
Eva Tsunaka/Diana Venicia (Project: Eden's Garden), Diana Venicia (Project: Eden's Garden), Eva Tsunaka (Project: Eden's Garden), Cassidy Amber (Project: Eden's Garden), Damon Maitsu/Kai Monteago (Project: Eden's Garden), Wenona/Ulysses Wilhelm (Project: Eden's Garden), Wolfgang Akire & Eva Tsunaka (Project: Eden's Garden), Damon Maitsu & Diana Venicia (Project: Eden's Garden), Wolfgang Akire & Diana Venicia (Project: Eden's Garden), Toshiko Kayura & Eva Tsunaka (Project: Eden's Garden), Minor Wolfgang Akire/Grace Madison (Project: Eden's Garden) - Relationship, evamon if you squint - Relationship,
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Angst Slow Burn Other Additional Tags to Be Added It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better Unhealthy Relationships Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms Character Study Unreliable Narrator Internalized Homophobia Time Loop Mental Instability Project: Eden's Garden Chapter 1 Spoilers
Eva wins the trial.Just when Diana’s fully prepared to stare death in the face, what she does instead is wake up beside the Tree of Ignorance all over again. And again. And again.But that’s fine. It doesn’t matter. She’ll do anything as long as she f...
Girl Who Taught Me God

Girl Who Taught Me God

F/F
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
House of the Dragon (TV) A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
Characters
Jacaerys Velaryon, Rhaenyra Targaryen, Daemon Targaryen, Laenor Velaryon, Lucerys Velaryon (Son of Rhaenyra), Viserys I Targaryen, Laena Velaryon (Daughter of Corlys), Helaena Targaryen, Alicent Hightower, Otto Hightower, Aemond "One-Eye" Targaryen, Aegon II Targaryen,
Tags
Modern Era Time Skips Angst Emotional Manipulation BAMF Rhaenyra Targaryen Bad Parent Viserys I Targaryen Bisexual Rhaenyra Targaryen Power Imbalance Repressed Lesbian Alicent Hightower Religious Guilt Bad Parent Otto Hightower Otto Hightower Bashing
(here's hoping the ao3 curse skips me)inspired by @alexsshittyworld on tiktokPLEASE DO NOT COPY TO OTHER PLATFORMSAlicent learned the guitar to get away from herself. Maybe then the stinging at her bitten nails would go away. Her father's head boomin...
Alone (but maybe not so)

Alone (but maybe not so)

M/M
G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Evan Rosier, Barty Crouch Jr., Barty Crouch Jr./Evan Rosier
Tags
Hurt/Comfort Internalized Homophobia Implied/Referenced Homophobia Barty Crouch Jr. Needs a Hug
Barty is having a bit of a mental breakdown and Evan tries to help.