Suicidal Thoughts FanFiction

when it’s cold i’d like to die

when it’s cold i’d like to die

G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black/James Potter, Regulus Black, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Dorcas Meadowes, Evan Rosier, Lily Evans, Barty Crouch Jr.,
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Angst Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Friends to Lovers Suicidal Thoughts Heavy Angst It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better Self-Harm Suicide Attempt Sort Of Drug Addiction Regulus Black Lives Regulus Black and Sirius Black Angst
“ Not knowing you changed from just one bite ;I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight”

“ Not knowing you changed from just one bite ;I fought them all off just to hold you close and tight”

M/M
NC-21
Updated
10.04.2025
Fandom
My Chemical Romance
Characters
Frank Iero/Gerard Way, Ray Toro, Gerard Way, Frank Iero, Mikey Way
Tags
Angst Suicidal Thoughts Swearing Hurt/Comfort References to Depression Suicide Attempt Unresolved Sexual Tension Guns Pain Kissing Gay Crying
a zombie apocalypse starts , Gerard is over prepared because h binges watched to many zombie shows and movies, will they live or will they die, I think you already know what will happen.......... bc it's mcr what do you expect. a bunch of emos runnin...
Why is it always Regulus?!

Why is it always Regulus?!

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G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Original Characters, Regulus Black/James Potter, Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Minerva McGonagall,
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Angst Slow Burn Betrayal Suicidal Thoughts Protective Siblings Original Character(s) Blood and Injury Hurt/Comfort Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD Implied/Referenced Torture Everyone Needs A Hug First Kiss
The Wizarding World was talking about it, the rumours were spreading faster than ever. People will always remember the day the darkest wizard of all time had fallen, the day he was defeated by just a baby.This is the story of the boy who lived,Regulu...
all i do is go back (it's all i do)

all i do is go back (it's all i do)

Gen
M/M
G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black/James Potter, James Potter, Harry Potter & James Potter, Harry Potter (mentioned), Regulus Black (mentioned), the only other actual character is a dog
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Suicidal Thoughts Implied/Referenced Suicide Hurt No Comfort Suicide POV James Potter Brazilian James Potter Regulus Black is Harry Potter's Parent Sad James Potter Song: 31 (Sydney Rose) it's not explicitly written out the ocean as a metaphor (repeatedly)
James doesn't know how he ended up at his parents' house. He doesn't know why he's here, but he knows where he's going. The finish line has been set out in front of him for years, and he's finally reached it.  i have a feeling that i'll miss itand...
Leave a Seat for Me on the Train

Leave a Seat for Me on the Train

F/M
M/M
G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Minerva McGonagall, Severus Snape, Lucius Malfoy,
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Angst Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Suicidal Thoughts Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD Nightmares Implied/Referenced Child Abuse Flashbacks Abuse Marauders Era (Harry Potter) Marauders Friendship (Harry Potter) Eating Disorders Regulus Black and Sirius Black Angst
"Sirius Black did not cry that night.He watched the skull with a snake coming out of its mouth drawn on his leftarm." What would happen if Sirius Black hadn't been able to escape from Grimmauld Place and go to James Potter?What would happen if Sirius...
I smoke to die

I smoke to die

M/M
G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Minerva McGonagall
Tags
Mutual Pining Suicidal Thoughts Hurt/Comfort Fluff and Angst Enemies to Lovers Panic Attacks Alternate Universe - Boarding School Alternate Universe - Muggle Remus Lupin Needs a Hug Smoking Sirius Black Needs a Hug
Remus had been moving schools all his life, his father has seen to it. When he is enrolled at Hogwarts he doesn't expect anything to be different, but before he even steps foot onto the train and into his new life he locks eyes with a mysterious dark...
Drowning, he was drowning

Drowning, he was drowning

M/M
G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter
Tags
Suicidal Thoughts Self-Harm Eating Disorders The Prank Sirius Black Needs a Hug
The prank was going to ruin his life.Sirius was drowning,Drowning in self pity,Drowning in sorrow,But most of all guilt,He was drowning in guilt and he didn't know how to save himself.He had done something bad, really bad.He told Snape.Of all people...
The Reign of King Maegor the Murderous

The Reign of King Maegor the Murderous

F/F
F/M
NC-21
Updated
10.04.2025
Fandom
A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
Characters
Dreamfyre | Helaena Targaryen's Dragon, Maegor I Targaryen/Tyanna of the Tower, Maegor I Targaryen/Alyssa Velaryon, Alys Harroway/Maegor I Targaryen, Alysanne Targaryen & Maegor I Targaryen, Ceryse Hightower/Maegor I Targaryen, Melony Piper/Rhaena Targaryen (Daughter of Aenys I), Alysanne Targaryen/Jaehaerys I Targaryen, Maegor I Targaryen, Alyssa Velaryon, Joffrey Doggett, Alysanne Targaryen,
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Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Dragon Riders King's Landing (A Song of Ice and Fire) Forced Marriage Polygamy Targcest | Targaryen Incest (A Song of Ice and Fire) Kinslaying (A Song of Ice and Fire) Domestic Violence Forced Pregnancy Execution Faith of the Seven (A Song of Ice and Fire) Child Murder
An alternate history where, instead of Prince Aegon the Uncrowned flying against his uncle King Maegor alone, he is accompanied by his sister-wife Princess Rhaena. This simple but heartbreaking decision brings immense ramifications both for the Targa...
Funerals Are For The Living; Dreams Are For The Dead

Funerals Are For The Living; Dreams Are For The Dead

F/F
F/M
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
Characters
Caitlyn/Vi (League of Legends), Vi (League of Legends), Jinx (League of Legends), Ekko (League of Legends), Viktor (League of Legends), Powder from s02e07 AU (Arcane: League of Legends), Ekko/Jinx (League of Legends)
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Mutual Pining Depression Suicidal Thoughts Eventual Romance Grief/Mourning Enemies to Lovers Vi Needs a Hug (League of Legends) Jinx Needs a Hug (League of Legends) Jinx Needs Therapy (League of Legends) Tired Ekko (League of Legends) Ekko Needs a Hug (League of Legends) Machine Herald Viktor (League of Legends)
Dreams are very mysterious things.Naturally, people may claim that:The dead can use them as medium to talk with the living.They can predict your future better than tea leaves and phone psychics canThey contain windows into other worlds, into other wh...
I'll make it through the winter if it kills me

I'll make it through the winter if it kills me

F/F
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
Yellowjackets (TV)
Characters
Shauna Shipman/Jackie Taylor, Shauna Shipman, Jackie Taylor (Yellowjackets), Natalie Scatorccio, Misty Quigley, Taissa Turner, Van Palmer, Shauna Shipman & Jackie Taylor, Natalie Scatorccio & Jackie Taylor, Shauna Shipman's Wilderness Baby
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Angst Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Depression Suicidal Thoughts Hurt/Comfort Suicide Attempt Lesbian Jackie Taylor (Yellowjackets) Jackie Taylor Lives (Yellowjackets) Bisexual Shauna Shipman Shauna Shipman Needs a Hug Childbirth Postpartum Depression
Shauna is struggling, and Jackie is there for her.Prequel to my other fic, an angel in the snow until it kills me, but it can be read stand-alone.
Everyone love Minori!!!

Everyone love Minori!!!

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G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
Characters
Akiyama Mizuki/Shinonome Ena, Akiyama Mizuki, Shinonome Ena, Shiraishi An, Azusawa Kohane, Hatsune Miku, Hanasato Minori/Momoi Airi, Hanasato Minori/Hinomori Shizuku, Hanasato Minori/Yoisaki Kanade, Hanasato Minori/Hinomori Shiho, Hanasato Minori/Kusanagi Nene, Hanasato Minori/Ootori Emu,
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Suicidal Thoughts Murder Suicide Attempt Yandere Obsession Misunderstandings Lesbian Character Lesbian Sex Dirty Thoughts
Just every girl love Minori (no boys). But they love make them do bad stuff or go more insane.Please notice that there are a lot of misunderstanding🤍🤍🤍
In The Blink Of A Crinkling Eye (Everything Has Changed)

In The Blink Of A Crinkling Eye (Everything Has Changed)

F/M
M/M
G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Harry Potter, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, Minerva McGonagall, Severus Snape, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy, Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger, Lucius Malfoy, Neville Longbottom,
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Suicidal Thoughts Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault Sexual Assault Child Abuse Abusive Dursley Family (Harry Potter) Slytherin Harry Potter Possible Character Death Good Draco Malfoy Child Neglect Harry Potter Needs a Hug Food Issues Good Pansy Parkinson
After a summer spent at the Dursleys with little to no contact with the Wizarding World, Harry is exhausted. He's been attacked by Dementors, his cousin got hurt and just to add insult to injury, Harry is stuck with an angry Vernon Dursleys for the r...
The Good Times are Killing Me

The Good Times are Killing Me

G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Lyall Lupin, Walburga Black, Orion Black,
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Suicidal Thoughts Getting Together Past Child Abuse Hurt/Comfort Self-Esteem Issues Drug Abuse Heartache Self-Hatred Neglect Werewolf Remus Lupin POV Alternating Hogwarts Era
Remus struggles to deal his past and present through a slough of unhealthy coping mechanisms. Sirius just wants him to be ok.
When Pain Is The Only Comfort Left

When Pain Is The Only Comfort Left

M/M
G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy, Harry Potter/Original Male Character(s)
Tags
Porn with Feelings Angst Suicidal Thoughts Porn With Plot Rough Sex Anal Sex Implied/Referenced Child Abuse Bad BDSM Etiquette Unhealthy Relationships Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms Dead Dove: Do Not Eat Rape/Non-con Elements
Harry is so consumed by the shame of how his body responded during his sexual assault that he can no longer bare the thought of his own pleasure and instead engages in unhealthy sex in which his only rule is that he’s not allowed to get off.Only, he...
why is my skin so tight?

why is my skin so tight?

F/F
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
James Potter, Barty Crouch Jr./James Potter
Tags
Suicidal Thoughts Gender Dysphoria Suicide Attempt Dead Dove: Do Not Eat How Do I Tag Suicide James Potter is Not Okay Trans James Potter supportive barty Internalized Transphobia Author is trans
first fic so if its bad dont hate, james is trans and extremely dismorphic. also if ur in a bad head space about ur trans-ness or mental health in general dont read i just wrote to project the issues of dysporphia and internalized transphobia. from t...
Royal Wedding

Royal Wedding

F/F
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
Empires SMP
Characters
Katherine Elizabeth (Video Blogging RPF), Shelby Grace | Shubble, Shrub Berry (Empires SMP), Joel | SmallishBeans, Lizzie | LDShadowLady (Video Blogging RPF), Shelby Grace | Shubble/Lizzie | LDShadowLady, Joel | SmallishBeans/Lizzie | LDShadowLady
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Suicidal Thoughts Hallucinations Emotional Hurt/Comfort Jealousy Not Actually Unrequited Love Crushes Useless Lesbians Mild Gore Weddings Self-Hatred Axolotl Hybrid Lizzie | LDShadowLady (Video Blogging RPF) Bad Decisions
Lizzie is getting married, and Shrub has a breakdown. Katherine helps!
beyond the river, above the grave

beyond the river, above the grave

F/F
G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Harry Potter, Tom Riddle | Voldemort, Harry Potter/Tom Riddle | Voldemort, Charon
Tags
Suicidal Thoughts Death Female Harry Potter Alternate Universe - Gods & Goddesses POV Harry Potter Alternate Universe - Mythology Female Tom Riddle | Voldemort Tom Riddle is Hades Tired Harry Potter
Weary from battle and loss, Harry Potter pays the ferry’s fare, seeking a quiet death in the Underworld.
Pull Me Out of this Darkness

Pull Me Out of this Darkness

F/F
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
Wicked (Movie 2024) Wicked - All Media Types Wicked - Schwartz/Holzman
Characters
Elphaba Thropp/Galinda Upland, Elphaba Thropp, Glinda the Good/Wicked Witch of the West, Glinda the Good, Madame Morrible, The Wizard (The Wicked Years)
Tags
Suicidal Thoughts Imprisonment Isolation Minor Character Death Captivity Dark Loneliness Drama & Romance Hopeful Ending glinda the good needs a hug Happens off page Dual POV
'She certainly hadn’t been thinking when she’d sent the child who killed Nessa off to the Emerald City on a wild goose chase in her supposed quest to return home to whatever land she’d come from.She hadn’t been thinking when she’d gone to Kiamo Ko to...
Testardo

Testardo

M/M
G
Updated
13.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, Severus Snape, Molly Weasley, Arthur Weasley, Albus Dumbledore, Sirius Black/Severus Snape, Sirius Black & Remus Lupin, Order of the Phoenix, Remus Lupin & Severus Snape
Tags
Mutual Pining Suicidal Thoughts Oral Sex References to Depression Implied/Referenced Torture Implied/Referenced Child Abuse Unhealthy Relationships Not Beta Read Sex Kind Of Marauders Era (Harry Potter) How Do I Tag
PeròSe ancora un po' mi piaciLa colpa è dei tuoi baciChe mi hanno preso l'animaDe li mortacci tua
Gold Purple

Gold Purple

F/F
F/M
M/M
Multi
Other
G
Updated
11.04.2025
Fandom
House of the Dragon (TV) A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
Characters
Rhaenyra Targaryen, Daemon Targaryen, Rhaenys Targaryen Velaryon, Viserys I Targaryen, Original Characters, Original Male Character(s), Mysaria | Lady Misery (A Song of Ice and Fire), Daemon Targaryen/Rhaenyra Targaryen, Alicent Hightower, Otto Hightower, Alicent Hightower/Rhaenyra Targaryen, Gwayne Hightower,
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Loss of Virginity Slow Burn Targcest | Targaryen Incest (A Song of Ice and Fire) Suicidal Thoughts Heavy Angst Father-Son Relationship Dragon Dreamers & Dragon Dreams (A Song of Ice and Fire) High Valyrian (A Song of Ice and Fire) Implied/Referenced Suicide Self-Harm Implied/Referenced Self-Harm Explicit Sexual Content
In the filthy streets of King’s Landing a boy known only as Vaenor grows up with no past no family only the blood of dragons in his veins. With beauty too striking for a man hair like ivory and eyes glinting in gold and violet Vaenor is both a curse...