Even If No One Loves Me

Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
M/M
G
Even If No One Loves Me
Characters
Regulus Black, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Severus Snape, Lucius Malfoy, Narcissa Black Malfoy, Albus Dumbledore, Sirius Black/Severus Snape, Avery Jr. | Severus Snape's Schoolmate, Lily Evans Potter & Severus Snape, Sirius Black & Remus Lupin & James Potter & Lily Evans Potter, James Potter/Severus Snape, Severus Snape/Original Male Character(s)
Tags
Smut Mutual Pining Dysfunctional Family Unrequited Love Past Child Abuse Emotional Hurt/Comfort Self-Esteem Issues Implied/Referenced Child Abuse Unhealthy Relationships Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms Childhood Trauma Hurt No Comfort Internalized Homophobia First Time Enemies to Lovers Homophobia Religion Boarding School Alternate Universe - Muggle Not Actually Unrequited Love My First Fanfic Emotional Baggage Unrequited Hate Sex Emotional Sex POV Sirius Black Morally Grey James Potter Lily Evans Potter & Severus Snape Friendship Morally Grey Sirius Black Alternate Universe - No Magic POV Severus Snape
Summary
Sirius Black has always had everything money, charm, attention. But none of it ever mattered. Not since the first day of boarding school, when he made a stupid joke and Severus Snape looked at him like he was filth—and never stopped.Severus has spent his whole life hiding bruises and swallowing words. He doesn’t have time for boys like Sirius—boys who shine, boys who’ve never had to fight to be seen, boys who wouldn’t know pain if it kissed them on the mouth.And yet... Sirius can’t stop looking at him. And Severus can’t seem to look away from James Potter—the one person who always makes him feel like maybe he belongs. And Sirius? Sirius watches it all from the background, falling for someone who hates him more than anyone else ever has.Severus is cold, quiet, brilliant. Sirius is loud, reckless, and hiding more than he lets on.
Note
hi, this is my first fanfic so I’m a bit nervous, started reading a few fics about them and I loved it. This popped in my head and I wanted to try at least once. I already have the idea fully flushed out.

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