The words that haunt me

One evening, Clint and Natasha are not at home, Bucky recieves an anonymous call - and what the stranger says to him drives Bucky into madness. The sudden realisation that the first attempt to remove the Winter Soldier Program from his brain didn't work crashes over their home in Bedford–Stuyvesant without a warning.One thing is clear - they need to go to Wakanda again, to start an new attempt.

DISCLAIMER:CN: panic attacks, vomiting, graphic description of violence, very brief mentioning of raping (Chapter 10)Honestly, I am so excited to share this with you. It literally took me 2 1/2 years to finish this one because, you know, life happened and I often didn't find the time. Therefore I am even more happy now to finally being able to publish this story. I really put my heart into it and I really hope you like it. I'd love to read some comments, so feel free to give me your opinion on my work.A few more words before you can start reading:First of all Loki is non-binary, which means Loki uses they/them pronouns, don’t be confused by it. They’re neither a man nor a woman, just like myself.Second of all I am neither a psychologist nor an expert on PTSD or highly complex brain surgeries. Still, I tried to research every medical and psychological process to a certain extend and tried to write it as realistic as possible. But of course, we are talking about superheroes here so don’t take the actions in this story as a guideline to proceed in reality.If you are suffering from mental health issues and need somebody to reach out to, you can find phone numbers here:https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lineshttps://checkpointorg.com/global/All information is subject to change. I don’t own any of these characters, settings etc.All rights reserved in terms of the plot.