Internalised Homophobia FanFiction

Eyeliner, gay panics, and “how do i look?”

Eyeliner, gay panics, and “how do i look?”

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14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black/James Potter, Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Regulus Black & Sirius Black, Minor or Background Relationship(s),
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Fluff Love Confessions Getting Together I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping The Author Regrets Everything first fanfic Regulus Black & Sirius Black Have a Good Relationship The Author Regrets Nothing No Angst French Sirius Black Remus Lupin is So Whipped Internalised Homophobia
“I’m so fucked,” Remus said to Peter, groaning as he looked at James and Sirius entering the Great Hall.Because they had Quidditch Training in the mornings, Peter and Remus go to breakfast alone and the other two join them after.Well, now, Sirius an...
Tell me we weren't just friends

Tell me we weren't just friends

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Updated
14.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black/James Potter, Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Dorcas Meadowes, Evan Rosier,
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Alternate Universe - Modern Setting Slow Burn Suicidal Thoughts Other Additional Tags to Be Added Suicide Attempt Miscommunication Idiots in Love Major Character Injury Mental Health Issues How Do I Tag Exes POV Barty Crouch Jr.
3 years they had been in love and now 6 months since they had last spoken. Secret relationships never end well, Evan really should have known that. But he couldn't shake the thought that maybe if he had tried a little harder, pushed a little more, Ba...
Bigger Boys and Stolen Sweethearts

Bigger Boys and Stolen Sweethearts

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Updated
15.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Original Female Character(s), Evan Rosier, Barty Crouch Jr., Barty Crouch Jr./Evan Rosier
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Miscommunication Not Beta Read Cheating How Do I Tag Oneshot Songfic Rosekiller Title from an Arctic Monkeys Song Asexual Evan Rosier Internalised Homophobia lazy writing Supportive Barty Crouch Jr.
Based on the song 'Bigger Boys and Stolen Sweethearts' by Arctic Monkeys!! Evan struggling in relationships due to being ace. Barty being in love with him and trying to convince him to love him back :DIk this is two rosekiller posts in a row but ive...
I was good. I was really good.

I was good. I was really good.

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Updated
15.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black/James Potter, Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Dorcas Meadowes, Marlene McKinnon/Dorcas Meadowes,
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Depression Not Canon Compliant Implied/Referenced Suicide Self-Harm Suicide Attempt Implied/Referenced Child Abuse Unreliable Narrator Drug Use Child Abuse Alternate Universe Eating Disorders Rosekiller
Evan Rosier was never a social butterfly, most people would say it was because of his pessimistic aura.But when he is forced to move too a new strict boarding school, Evan finds a group of people that (somehow) want to be his friend, the frontline of...
My light

My light

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Updated
17.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, Sirius Black/Mary Macdonald, (mentioned) - Relationship, Mary Macdonald (mentioned)
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Fluff and Angst First Kiss Happy Ending wolfstar Gay Sirius Black Gay Remus Lupin Denial because I said so Internalised Homophobia you can’t change my mind I love wolfstar kind off ?
This is inspired by the kiss scene in bohemian rhapsody. Ignore how bad I am at tagging, I don’t there are any trigger warnings ?? If you find some, please let me know. Enjoy ! :)
Lay Down The Knife

Lay Down The Knife

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Updated
12.04.2025
Characters
Celeste (YHS), Yumi | Yandere-chan (YHS), Yumi | Yandere-chan (YHS)/Celeste (YHS)
Tags
First Kiss Internalised Homophobia Mentions of Murder
Celeste looked horribly beautiful in her eyes, and she did not like that one bit.
[Podfic-TTS] Enigma Variations

[Podfic-TTS] Enigma Variations

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Updated
17.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, James Potter/Lily Evans Potter, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Minerva McGonagall, Severus Snape, Dorcas Meadowes, Dolores Umbridge, Albus Dumbledore,
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Oral Sex Implied/Referenced Child Abuse Period-Typical Homophobia Mystery Alternate Universe - Non-Magical Period-Typical Sexism World War II Internalised Homophobia Podfic Audio Format: MP3 Audio Format: Streaming Audio Format: M4B
Podfic Text-to-Speech (TTS) reading of Enigma Variations by CoriariaAuthor's SummaryWhen Sirius Black is unmasked as a spy, it seems that nearly everyone in Bletchley Park knew all along that something wasn't right about him. But Lily Evans thinks ot...
Can You Figure Me Out?

Can You Figure Me Out?

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Updated
18.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Dorcas Meadowes, Kingsley Shacklebolt, Alice Longbottom, Emmeline Vance, James Potter/Evan Rosier, Marlene McKinnon/Lily Evans Potter,
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Fluff Mutual Pining Texting Light Angst Anxiety Lesbian Marlene McKinnon Teenagers High School Plot Twists Coming Out Alternate Universe - High School comphet
Marlene is tired of losing the people she likes — after crushing on her past best friend and figuring her sexuality out; she’s been more aware of the signal of liking someone, the problem is when that signals pointed out to her best friend’s ex crush...
Your Beauty Never Ever Scared Me

Your Beauty Never Ever Scared Me

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Updated
18.04.2025
Fandom
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Characters
Regulus Black/James Potter, Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Severus Snape, Petunia Evans Dursley, Mary Macdonald/Lily Evans Potter,
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Angst Angst with a Happy Ending Jealousy Lesbians Platonic MoonWater Marylily Internalised Homophobia Toxic friendship Accidental Outing Platonic BelovedStar Fuck you Petunia Lily Running away from her feelings
After, what was supposed to be, a fun party goes wrong. Lily and Mary are forced to confront things they were trying to avoid.Mary has always loved Lily, perhaps more than herself. The idea of the feelings being reciprocated is almost insane to her h...