Should Be Higher

Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
F/F
M/M
G
Should Be Higher
Characters
Regulus Black/James Potter, Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Dorcas Meadowes, Marlene McKinnon/Dorcas Meadowes, Evan Rosier, Barty Crouch Jr., Rita Skeeter, Pandora Lovegood, Sybill Trelawney, Mulciber Jr. | Severus Snape's Schoolmate, Avery Jr. | Severus Snape's Schoolmate
Tags
Angst Friends to Lovers Hurt/Comfort Alternate Universe - Rock Band Alternate Universe - Muggle english is not my first language A LOT of Angst Poet Regulus Black Bartender Dorcas Meadowes Guitarist James Potter Drummer Peter Pettigrew Bassist Marlene McKinnon Sirius Black Sings but that’s not really the main main thing sirius is on drugs thats the main thing remus lupin is a drug dealer but it’s not a toxic love story my boy Sirius is traumatised he needs help its really sad But the comfort is making us wait please it talks about deep stuff be aware drugs mostly sirius black is a drug addict it goes downhill there’s a lot of Depeche Mode references I’m not apologising How did I forget I can’t even say the tropes friends to friends but not that much to lovers? idk it’s complicated I don’t even understand and then there’s whatever Sirius and Remus are experiencing they are around nineteen
Summary
“You know it’s a bad idea.” He says nevertheless.“Is it?”“Of course it is. Come on, you cannot genuinely think it’s a good idea.”He shudders, “Why not?”“You know why.” Remus sighs.“Tell me anyway.” The boy says with something in his eyes that makes Remus want to cry.“It won’t be healthy.”“I don’t care about not being healthy.”“Yeah, that’s the problem.”ORRemus Lupin deals drugs to live.Sirius Black takes drugs to do the same.They are not supposed to fall in love. But love is never something you chose.
Note
This is not the beginning of a toxic relationship, I swear. This is not a dark wolfstar fanfiction.I’m not going to put trigger warning at each chapters so I’m doing to do a BIG TW nowWhen it is going to be really deep I’ll put a TW at the beginning and what it corresponds to at the endSo, general trigger warnings:Consommation of drugs (addiction)Consommation of alcohol (addiction)References to childhood abusesReferences to all sort of abusesReferences to sexual assaultReferences to violenceReferences to deathSuicide and/or suicidal thoughtsI think that’s all (that’s a lot), if there is anything else I’ll add it. Please be careful reading this.Love!

Chapters