Characters
Regulus Black/James Potter, Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Minerva McGonagall, Severus Snape, Dorcas Meadowes, Evan Rosier, Barty Crouch Jr., Pandora Lovegood, Barty Crouch Jr./Evan Rosier, Poppy Pomfrey
Tags
Self-Harm
Trans Regulus Black
Regulus Black and Sirius Black Angst
Self-Hatred
Werewolf Remus Lupin
Young James Potter
Remus Lupin Needs a Hug
Post-Sirius Black's Prank on Severus Snape
Title from a Taylor Swift Song
Genderfluid Sirius Black
POV Sirius Black
Sirius Black Has BPD | Borderline Personality Disorder
Trans Male Regulus Black
Young Remus Lupin
Sirius Black's Prank on Severus Snape
Young Sirius Black
Young Regulus Black
Sirius Black Angst
Remus Lupin Deserves Better
Sirius Black Has An Eating Disorder
Sirius Black Has Issues
Sirius Black is Not Okay
Sirius Black/Remus Lupin Angst
Dark Marauders (Harry Potter)
Sirius Black is So Done
Sirius Black Being an Asshole
Sirius Black Uses He/Him and She/Her and They/Them Pronouns
Summary
A more tragic, cruel and angst story after the prank. There are triggering warrings before each chapter whose content may be triggering. If you're looking for fluff or consolation, you won't find it here. If you like suffering and a lot of pain, you've come to the right place.
Note
Tw: lack of any clear triggers, a lot of screaming, arguments, wand threats, a spell against a friend, a lot of mental pain