Suicidal Peter Parker FanFiction

Reckless Behavior

Reckless Behavior

Gen
G
Updated
27.04.2025
Fandom
Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
Characters
Tony Stark, Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Peter Parker, Aunt May Parker (Marvel), The Avengers (VERY minor)
Tags
Angst Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Suicidal Thoughts Hurt/Comfort Peter Parker Needs a Hug Irondad Protective Tony Stark Peter Parker is a Mess I'm Bad At Tagging One Shot Sort Of No Beta
Following the anniversary of his Uncle Ben’s death, Peter Parker starts to feel old guilt creeping back in. This has consequences.Set in a AU where Thanos never existed, but Uncle Ben did.Warning: some suicidal ideations/thoughts.
It's been one of those weeks again

It's been one of those weeks again

G
Updated
27.04.2025
Fandom
Marvel Cinematic Universe
Characters
Tony Stark, Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Peter Parker, Michelle Jones (Marvel), Michelle Jones & Peter Parker
Tags
Depression Suicidal Thoughts Tony Stark Has a Heart Parent Tony Stark Peter Parker Needs a Hug Peter Parker-centric Emotional Hurt/Comfort Mental Health Issues Anxiety Anxiety Disorder Kinda Mental Instability
Three times Peter experiences a mental health crisis and his loved one's aren't sure what to do.ORA realistic look at mental illness and how it impacts a person's viewpoint and life experience.
Not Alone (3)

Not Alone (3)

F/M
Gen
G
Updated
28.04.2025
Fandom
Marvel Cinematic Universe The Avengers (Marvel Movies) Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
Characters
Tony Stark, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Peter Parker, Avengers Team Members & Peter Parker, Michelle Jones/Peter Parker, Michelle Jones & Ned Leeds & Peter Parker, Ned Leeds, Michelle Jones (Marvel), Peter Parker & Natasha Romanov, Avengers Team Members (Marvel), Avengers Team & Peter Parker,
Tags
Angst Heavy Angst Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault Peter Parker Needs a Hug Angst and Hurt/Comfort Self-Harm Suicide Attempt Fluff and Angst Hurt Peter Parker Natasha Romanov Acting as Peter Parker's Parental Figure Implied/Referenced Child Abuse Protective Tony Stark
part 3: Peter begins to heal, but that doesn’t happen without another tsunami of emotions, troubles and trauma first.Fresh after a suicide attempt - in which he revealed his identity, was broadcasted on the news and gave a speech he can’t turn back f...
When You Fall

When You Fall

Gen
G
Updated
28.04.2025
Fandom
Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
Characters
Tony Stark, Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Peter Parker, Michelle Jones/Peter Parker, Michelle Jones & Ned Leeds & Peter Parker, Ned Leeds, Michelle Jones (Marvel), Avengers Team Members (Marvel), Ned Leeds & Peter Parker, Michelle Jones & Peter Parker
Tags
Angst Depression Suicidal Thoughts Angst with a Happy Ending Sad References to Depression Suicide Attempt Memory Loss Happy Ending Tony Stark Acting as Peter Parker's Parental Figure Suicide Sad with a Happy Ending
When you slip and fall, you're supposed to get back up again, right?And that's exactly what Peter does with a few extra steps and memory loss added to the mix.(Happy Ending)
The smallest caskets are the heaviest

The smallest caskets are the heaviest

F/M
Gen
G
Updated
28.04.2025
Fandom
Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies) Spider-Man - All Media Types Spider-Man (Comicverse)
Characters
Tony Stark, James "Bucky" Barnes, Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Peter Parker, Natasha Romanoff, Peter Parker & Natasha Romanov, Original Female Character, Captain America - Character, Black Widow, Winter Soldier, Peter Parker/Original Female Character(s), The Avengers - Character,
Tags
Depression Heavy Angst Not Canon Compliant Angst with a Happy Ending Hydra Peter Parker Protective Avengers Dead Dove: Do Not Eat Attempted Rape/Non-Con Angst and Tragedy BAMF Peter Parker Protective Peter Parker Attempted Suicide
As the Avengers infiltrate a Hydra base they come across two teens who seemed to be experimented on.They take them in, only to realize that they had a lot more baggage than they thought.And that maybe they weren't as innocent as they look.-----Peter...
Lonely (English version)

Lonely (English version)

F/M
G
Updated
28.04.2025
Fandom
Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
Characters
Pepper Potts/Tony Stark, Tony Stark, Pepper Potts, Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Peter Parker, Peter Parker & Pepper Potts, Michelle Jones/Peter Parker, Morgan Stark (Marvel Cinematic Universe), Ned Leeds, Michelle Jones, Ned Leeds & Peter Parker, May Parker (Spider-Man),
Tags
Suicidal Thoughts Peter Parker Needs a Hug Tony Stark Needs a Hug Tony Stark Acting as Peter Parker's Parental Figure Suicidal Peter Parker
Peter really hated feeling alone and hated the word Lonely even further.
What could perfect look like if this already existed?

What could perfect look like if this already existed?

Gen
G
Updated
28.04.2025
Fandom
Marvel Cinematic Universe Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
Characters
Tony Stark, Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Peter Parker, May Parker (Spider-Man), May Parker (Spider-Man) & Peter Parker, May Parker (Spider-Man) & Tony Stark
Tags
Angst Suicidal Thoughts Tony Stark Has a Heart Parent Tony Stark Peter Parker Needs a Hug Peter Parker-centric Whump Suicide Attempt Hurt Peter Parker Peter Parker is a Mess One Shot Survivor Guilt
The sound of Tony Stark's heart slowly stop beating was something Peter would never forget as he stared with wide, tearful eyes at the form of his dead mentor. The soft noise of Tony's cold hand sliding off Pepper's and landing on the ground would al...
To touch the sky (to fall from it)

To touch the sky (to fall from it)

G
Updated
28.04.2025
Fandom
Marvel Cinematic Universe Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies) Spider-Man - All Media Types
Characters
Peter Parker
Tags
Angst No Dialogue Hurt No Comfort Suicide but only kinda Flying Suicidal Peter Parker no beta we die like peter I felt like angst so I wrote angst honestly could be better
Peter knew death. He was intimately familiar with it, even if he didn't want to be. The view was beautiful, though.
A concave of low points

A concave of low points

G
Updated
28.04.2025
Fandom
Marvel Cinematic Universe Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
Characters
Tony Stark, Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Peter Parker
Tags
Suicidal Thoughts Blood and Injury Tony Stark Has a Heart Peter Parker Needs a Hug Self-Harm Suicide Attempt no beta we die like men Tony Stark Acting as Peter Parker's Parental Figure Depressed Peter Parker Suicidal Peter Parker
"From the moment Ben died his entire life had spun out of control. His world shattered, and picking up the pieces left his hands covered in blood."
Secrets Make You Sicker

Secrets Make You Sicker

Other
G
Updated
28.04.2025
Fandom
Marvel Cinematic Universe Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
Characters
Tony Stark, Pepper Potts, Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Peter Parker, Happy Hogan, Peter Parker & Pepper Potts, Michelle Jones & Ned Leeds & Peter Parker, Morgan Stark (Marvel Cinematic Universe), Ned Leeds, Peter Parker & Morgan Stark (Marvel Cinematic Universe), Michelle Jones, Flash Thompson
Tags
Angst Suicidal Thoughts Swearing Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault Implied/Referenced Suicide References to Depression Implied/Referenced Self-Harm Suicide Attempt Mental Health Issues Anxiety Disorder Anxiety Attacks Blackmail
Peter was excited but nervous to start his senior year of high school. He had high hopes this year since he was in a much better place mentally and he had a family that loved him. He was finally going to have a normal life - so he thought.It didn...
what it feels like to fall

what it feels like to fall

G
Updated
28.04.2025
Fandom
Marvel Cinematic Universe Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies) Spider-Man - All Media Types
Characters
Peter Parker
Tags
Depression Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault Peter Parker Needs a Hug Implied/Referenced Suicide References to Depression Suicide Attempt Implied/Referenced Child Abuse Hurt No Comfort Introspection Sad Peter Parker Mentioned Tony Stark Suicidal Peter Parker
Peter never knew what it felt like to fall. Really, truly fall. To fall and know he wouldn’t survive the crash at the end.
Not alone (1)

Not alone (1)

Gen
G
Updated
28.04.2025
Fandom
Marvel Cinematic Universe Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
Characters
Tony Stark, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Peter Parker, Michelle Jones & Ned Leeds & Peter Parker, Ned Leeds, Michelle Jones, Peter Parker & Natasha Romanov, Avengers Team & Peter Parker, Avengers Team, Skip Westcott
Tags
Angst Heavy Angst Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault Peter Parker Needs a Hug Angst and Hurt/Comfort Self-Harm Suicide Attempt Fluff and Angst Hurt Peter Parker Natasha Romanov Acting as Peter Parker's Parental Figure Implied/Referenced Child Abuse Peter Parker is a Mess
Part 1:Peter Parker, your average nerd struggling with bullies at school, having to deal with living in an abusive orphanage whilst juggling a secret identity to remain hidden in the horrors of the night.Okay, maybe not so average...Peter is a mess,...
He was looking for his angels but their a little hard to find

He was looking for his angels but their a little hard to find

Gen
G
Updated
28.04.2025
Fandom
Marvel Cinematic Universe Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
Characters
Tony Stark, Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Peter Parker, Happy Hogan, Ned Leeds, May Parker (Spider-Man), May Parker (Spider-Man) & Peter Parker, Mary Jane "MJ" Healy
Tags
Suicidal Thoughts Self-Harm Implied/Referenced Self-Harm Suicide Attempt Suicide Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism Suicidal Peter Parker
Peter Parker can't take anymore and makes a permanent decision - Peter parker commits suicide roughly based on the song Sara by we three
Hidden

Hidden

Gen
G
Updated
28.04.2025
Fandom
Marvel Cinematic Universe The Avengers (Marvel Movies) Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
Characters
Tony Stark, James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Bruce Banner, Clint Barton, Wanda Maximoff, Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Peter Parker, James "Rhodey" Rhodes, Thor (Marvel), Avengers Team & Peter Parker,
Tags
Angst Suicidal Thoughts Hurt/Comfort Peter Parker Needs a Hug Self-Harm Implied/Referenced Self-Harm Suicide Attempt Hurt Peter Parker Protective Tony Stark Author Is Sleep Deprived Suicide Notes Depressed Peter Parker
Peter Parker is struggling with self harm and Tony Stark finds out after a mission went south.
With Deadly Smiles And Bloody Tears

With Deadly Smiles And Bloody Tears

G
Updated
28.04.2025
Fandom
Marvel Cinematic Universe Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies) Spider-Man - All Media Types
Characters
Pepper Potts/Tony Stark, Tony Stark, Pepper Potts, Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Peter Parker, Happy Hogan, Ned Leeds, Michelle Jones, Flash Thompson, Ned Leeds & Peter Parker, Michelle Jones & Peter Parker, May Parker (Spider-Man)
Tags
Angst Depression Suicidal Thoughts Heavy Angst Other Additional Tags to Be Added Tony Stark Has a Heart Peter Parker Needs a Hug Self-Esteem Issues Self-Harm Hurt Peter Parker Peter Parker is a Mess Mental Health Issues
Peter was struggling and he had been for a long time.Every day he could feel himself cracking a bit more. Every mistake, every failure, pushing him deeper into the dark that consumed him. He used to be able to keep his head above water, but now?Now h...
let me just give up, let me just let go

let me just give up, let me just let go

G
Updated
28.04.2025
Fandom
Marvel Cinematic Universe
Characters
Tony Stark, Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Peter Parker, Happy Hogan, Happy Hogan & Peter Parker, Michelle Jones/Peter Parker, Ned Leeds, Michelle Jones, Ned Leeds & Peter Parker, May Parker (Spider-Man), May Parker (Spider-Man) & Peter Parker
Tags
Angst Depression Suicidal Thoughts Heavy Angst Angst with a Happy Ending Hurt/Comfort Tony Stark Has a Heart Peter Parker Needs a Hug Sad Self-Harm I'm Sorry Tony Stark Acting as Peter Parker's Parental Figure
Peter Parker can't do this anymore. Every day is the same. Get up, wish he hadn't, pretend, pretend, pretend. And rinse and repeat. He can't do this anymore, he doesn't want to. (Or, Peter has depression and is in need of serious help.)
It’s not a problem it’s just something i got used to it

It’s not a problem it’s just something i got used to it

Other
G
Updated
28.04.2025
Fandom
Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
Characters
Peter Parker, Peter Parker - Relationship
Tags
Suicidal Thoughts Peter Parker Needs a Hug tw Depressed Peter Parker Sad Peter Parker Suicidal Peter Parker peter parker pov suicidal idealization referenced self harm
some days it burns and grips at my chest and it hurts so much and i want to scream but i can’t, i have to be quiet. if i scream people will see , and if people see what i see, it’s like i’m burning all over again.
i'm fine but i'm pretending (my hands are cold and tired)

i'm fine but i'm pretending (my hands are cold and tired)

G
Updated
28.04.2025
Fandom
Marvel Cinematic Universe
Characters
Tony Stark, Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Peter Parker, Ned Leeds, Michelle Jones, Ned Leeds & Peter Parker, Michelle Jones & Peter Parker, May Parker (Spider-Man), May Parker (Spider-Man) & Peter Parker
Tags
Depression Suicidal Thoughts Heavy Angst Angst with a Happy Ending Hurt/Comfort Peter Parker Needs a Hug References to Depression Emotional Hurt/Comfort Self-Harm Implied/Referenced Self-Harm Hurt Peter Parker Peter Parker is a Mess
"Hey, Ned?" "Yeah?" His friend glances away from the computer for a moment to look at him. "I feel heavy." "Huh? No offense, dude, but I could pick you up with, like, my pinky.""No," Peter scowls slightly at his friend's misunderstanding. "I mean lik...
5 times Peter Parker ignores Flash and 1 time he didn’t

5 times Peter Parker ignores Flash and 1 time he didn’t

G
Updated
29.04.2025
Fandom
The Avengers (Marvel Movies) Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies) Iron Man (Movies)
Characters
Tony Stark, Pepper Potts, Bruce Banner, Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Peter Parker, James "Rhodey" Rhodes, Happy Hogan, Happy Hogan & Peter Parker, Ned Leeds, Michelle Jones, Flash Thompson, Helen Cho (Marvel),
Tags
Time Skips Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Suicidal Thoughts Pre-Canon Tony Stark Has a Heart Past Rape/Non-con Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD Parent Tony Stark Peter Parker Needs a Hug It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better Implied/Referenced Suicide Suicide Attempt
Flash is known for being a bully, and most of the time Peter ignores it. But what happens when he dosen't ignore Flash?Or 5 times Peter Parker ignores Flash and 1 time he didn’t.
1-800-273-8255

1-800-273-8255

G
Updated
29.04.2025
Fandom
The Avengers (Marvel Movies) Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies) Spider-Man - All Media Types
Characters
Tony Stark, Sam Wilson (Marvel), Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Peter Parker
Tags
Depression Tony Stark Has a Heart Suicide Attempt Hurt Peter Parker Protective Tony Stark Tony Stark Acting as Peter Parker's Parental Figure Suicide Trigger Warnings Slight Canon Divergence Post-Avengers: Endgame (Movie) Not Avengers: Endgame (Movie) Compliant Depressed Peter Parker
Peter has been tired for a long time now. He just wants to give up, but before he goes he wants to hear another human's voice one last time. orPeter is contemplating suicide and calls the National Suicide Prevention Hotline and Sam Wilson picks up th...