
January 10 1972
I still haven’t heard from Sirius. I asked Narcissa to deliver a message to him like five days ago and I have yet to hear from him. I would be nervous that there was something wrong with him, but the only place that he could be is school so I’m not too concerned. I’m still disappointed that he hasn’t contacted me and never contacted me to let me know that he wasn’t going to be home for winter holidays.
I managed to get through the holiday parties and dinners with few punishments from mother. I still wish that Sirius was here or at least could give me some explanation as to why he stayed at hogwarts either by himself or with his friends.
I suppose there is no reason for me to be so sullen, either he will write me back or he won’t. I will survive either way, and there is nothing more that I can do but hope for him to write me back soon.
-RAB