Chapter 5
(2 days later)
Winter break is over, and they heading back to hogwarts, for some that only means classes and boring things for others that means getting away from the place that made you want to kill your self twice.
All of the gryffindors all made it back to the common room, all except James and Sirius. Marlene and Remus had no idea where Sirius had been but they knew James was probably checking up on their stranger, they looked at each other and hugged to say hello not knowing they were basically thinking the same thing.
James had gone where Regulus told him to meet, and he saw the three of them near a corner, With Dorcas leaning against the wall,talking and walked over to them.
“Hi James” Regulus said.
“Hello” he said back and turned to Dorcas and Sirius.
“I know its a stupid question to ask but, Are you both alright” He said with genuine concern that shocked both of them, they didn’t understand why someone they didn’t even know would care so much about them.
“As alright as i can be” Sirius said and Dorcas just shook her head to agree with him.
“Yeah” she added soon after
“Thats good, so did Regulus tell you the plan” He asked looking at one than the other.
“Yea” Dorcas said
“I just hope it works cause if it doesn’t than we’re actually fucked” Sirius said he laughed when he said it but they all know that was to hide the nerves.
“Yea, he's not wrong, also until summer when we actually leave NO ONE can see us talk, ESPECIALLY not Bellatrix, shes a snitch” Dorcas said bitterly
“Yea, we should probably go now before anyone sees us now” Sirius said while tugging dorcas’s arm, at first James thought maybe it was because they were really close after everything they have gone through but as Drocas started walking he quickly realized it was because she couldn’t walk on her own, he could tell by her massive limp and the fact that sirius was practically holding her up.
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Cunt & IWasRight
(8:46 am)
IWasRight: Hey…
Cunt: HI
Cunt: YOU SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME.
Cunt: how are you feeling?
IWasRight: I’m ok for now ig
IWasRight: Listen, I just wanted to apologize for…That.
IWasRight: I shouldn’t have put you through that.
Cunt: dont apologize. idk if anyone would have gotten to you in time if you didn’t say anything to me
IWasRight: Yea…
IWasRight: Well still i’m sorry
Cunt: you didn’t do anything wrong but its okay
IWasRight: I'm glad that we’re ok after… that.
IWasRight: one question tho what exactly was i right about?
Cunt: that im a girl
Cunt: and you can always talk to me about it if you need to, okay?
IWasRight: Thank you, i appreciate it
IWasRight: Also there is no way i actually changed my name on this because i guessed you were a girl 😭
Cunt: you did😭
IWasRight: that might be more embarrassing than failing to kill myself twice in the span a year.
Cunt: twice?!
IWasRight: Forget i said that
Cunt: please know that u can talk to me about anything
IWasRight: I know and Thank you, i'm really just hoping that i can just move on from this part of life and leave it the past, especially if my plan to leave this summer works out
Cunt: i hope you can too
IWasRight: thank you, now i think it's time to get rid of this god awful name
IWasRight: Any ideas?
Cunt: now that i know you’re a girl, i think the name Pretty bitch would work
IWasRight: Well its settled then, would u like to do the honor, since i know you have been dying to.
(Cunt Changed “IWasRight” to “PrettyBitch”)
HotMF🤍 & Moony<3
(9:02 am)
HotMF🤍: i'm so sorry
HotMF🤍: idk wtf possessed me to text you but im SO sorry
Moony<3: its fine, im glad you texted me because i was able to help or get someone to help
Moony<3: And as for the possessed you part that might have been a little thing called a bottle of wine
HotMF🤍: im still sorry for bothering u
HotMF🤍: and for scaring u and putting you through that
Moony<3: you did not bother me, i told you i am GLAD it was me you texted
Moony<3: and yea i'm not gonna lie it did scare the shit out me but that's ok because YOU are ok now
HotMF🤍: i honestly didn’t think u were gonna be able to get anyone to help💀
Moony<3: well, i know people who care about other people and as for the people who know and refuse to help i hope they get torn apart by a werewolf
HotMF🤍: don’t disrespect werewolves like that they didn’t do anything wrong :(
Moony<3: trust me im not disrespecting them i am SURE they would LOVE to tear apart those people
HotMF🤍: so many people know about it moony
Moony<3: and they all suck and will get what's coming to them eventually for now you just need to worry about yourself and what ur going to do now, because you CAN'T stay there with those people.
HotMF🤍: i know i know i promise we have a plan
HotMF🤍: and as for “they’ll get what’s coming to them” i just simply dont think thats true. i mean fuck dumbledore has known for years and his life just gets better and better
Moony<3: WAIT, DUMBLEDORE KNOWS AND HE HAS DONE NOTHING FOR YOU OR THE PERSON YOU WERE WITH
Moony<3: btw how are they?
HotMF🤍: he’s given them advice to get away with it. nobody cares.
HotMF🤍: she’s okayish she cant really walk that great. i think thats from when we fell maybe im not sure
Moony<3: well please tell her i hope she gets better soon and fuck dumbledore
HotMF🤍: its not just dumbledore. its SO SO SO obvious that barty crouch jr has home problems too but nobody gives a fuck.
Moony<3: so basically what your saying is ‘these people’ have the headmaster and minister of magic in their pockets and he is even one of the abusers too.
HotMF🤍: yes. bc they get money from ‘these people’
Moony<3: Noble Families?
HotMF🤍: yeah
Moony<3: Damn fucking people
HotMF🤍: ANYWAY. thank u ig for talking to whoever u spoke to to save me and my friend leading to us EMBARRASSING OURSELVES BY FAILING FUCKING TWICE.
Moony<3: ofc, and just remember you can talk to me about ANYTHING
Moony<3: IM SORRY TWICE????
Moony<3: YOU DIDN'T TELL ME U HAVE ATTEMPTED BEFORE
HotMF🤍: yesyes the first time was poison, it was an incredibly lame way to almost die
Moony<3: …
Moony<3: I'm going to get you a therapist
Moony<3: Hello? Please tell me you know what that is
HotMF🤍: listen i just sat here desperately trying to figure out what u meant to say and im PRAYING that you DID NOT mean the only possibility that i can think of so PLEASE tell me what a fucking therapist is
Moony<3: an individual who has been trained in and practices one or more types of therapy to treat mental or physical disorders or disease
Moony<3: WHAT DID U THINK WAS????
Moony<3: 🤨
HotMF🤍: I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT.
Moony<3: Nope, now you have to tell me
HotMF🤍: LISTEN I'VE NEVER SEEN THAT WORD BEFORE OKAY? SO IT LOOKED LIKE YOU FORGOT TO PUT A SPACE IN BETWEEN “THE” AND SMTH ELSE.
Moony<3: DEAR FUCKING LORD, IM GETTING U A MUGGLE DICTARNARY TOO
HotMF🤍: IM SORRY ITS NOT MY FAULT
HotMF🤍: can i ask u smth tho-?
Moony<3: yeah ofc, what?
HotMF🤍: since u were able to tell someone what happened which ended up with us being saved, do u know who i am now?? or like have u always known??
Moony<3: I actually don’t know who you are because I didn't ask because you have the right to decide when and how you want to tell me or if you even want to at all.
HotMF🤍: i wanna tell u eventually just not yet. i don’t want who i am to make u think differently of me
Moony<3: And im ok with patiently waiting until your ready and plus I dont think anything could make think of you differently unless you are one of three people.
HotMF🤍: who are the three people-?
Moony<3: Severus Snape- he's a greasy little slime ball and was a bitch to my friend, Bellatrix Black- she's just really rude, and Rita Skeeter- she started a rumor about Pandora Rosier and i happen to like Pandora(but honestly who doesn’t)
Moony<3: Hello?
Moony<3: your not one those people are you, i dont think u are you, you are way to nice
HotMF🤍: NO!!!
Moony<3: ok good, then why did you disappear
HotMF🤍: just started thinking about how much i wanna wash snapes hair🙁
Moony<3: IKR, ALTHOUGH I WOULDN'T TOUCH HIM WITH 100 FOOT POLE
HotMF🤍: REAL!! And yeah bella is a bitch but i personally don’t think its entirely her fault and I LOVE PANDORA SM :(
Moony<3: thats fair i dont know her that well, BUT SAME WITH PANDORA, SHES SO SWEET
HotMF🤍: i dont either but shes from the Black Family so she was kinda screwed the minute she was born
HotMF🤍: SHE REALLY IS
Moony<3: Yea, i feel for all the kids from the Black family i hope they all get the life they deserve(in the good way) also as much as i would love to continue the conversation but i have to start unpacking im getting a new roommate, hes my year but just switching rooms, i think it was because of friend
Moony<3: Anyways BYE!!!!!
HotMF🤍: BYE BBG HAVW FUN🤍
Sirius & James
(9:30 am)
James: ugh, this damn black dog
James: also how are settling in?
Sirius: excuse me?
Sirius: good!! peter is really nice- i already knew i liked remus
James: Thats good!! And yeas Pete’s great and hes super trustworthy, one of the most loyal people i know.
James: Anyways about the black dog, there is this black dog and Silver fox that are really starting to annoy me, they have been here since our first year
Sirius: HOW ARE THEY ANNOYING YOU? HMM?
James: THEY ARE ALWAYS CHASING ME AND PETER!!!
Sirius: MAYBE U SHOULDNT RUN SO WEIRD AND THEY WOULDNT DO IT.
James: …
(James changed “sirius” to “padfoot”)
James: you’re the black dog aren’t you?
Padfoot: ..possibly?
James: you want to join mine and Pete's illegal animagus club?
James: We call it the Marauders
Padfoot: WHAT ANIMALS ARE U TWO? IS REMUS AN ANIMAGUS? AND TY FOR NAMING ME PADFOOT. MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN CALLING ME FUCKING SNUFFLES.
James: SNUFFLES?????
James: they would no longer be my friends
James: and no remus is not
James: i'm the stag and Peter’s the rat
Padfoot: ..uhm if Peter remembers Padfoot trying to trample him while he was a rat pls tell him im sorry
James: ehh your friend trying to eat him as a fox is more of a core memory for him, u should be fine
James: DOES SHE HAVE A NICKNAME, CAUSE IF NOT I CAN GIVE HER ONE????
Padfoot: no she doesn’t
Padfoot: im also sorry for trying to chew on your antlers while you were sleeping in the forest
James: THAT WAS YOU, OH FUCK
James: I BLAMED THAT ON MOONY
(James deleted a chat)
James: sorry typed the wrong thing and also ur forgiven
James: OH AND TELL UR FRIEND ILL HAVE A NAME FOR HER BY THE END OF THE DAY
Padfoot: tyty i thought they were weirdly shaped sticks😔
Padfoot: OKAY :D
James: weird shaped sticks, im lowkey offend 🫤
Padfoot: good u should be
Fiancé & Fiancée
(9:40am)
Fiancée: hey
Fiancée: hows everything going?
Fiancé: really really good!!
Fiancée: Thats good!! Im happy
Fiancée: Bella is death glaring me rn, so is my cousin
Fiancé: do u wanna come here?
Fiancé: ALSO. never call me SNUFFLES again i was given a new name. james is gonna think of a name for u.
Fiancée: so Mackinnon can glare at me, no thanks
Fiancée: but snuffles is great
Fiancée: ALSO SINCE WHEN DID JAMES POTTER KNOW WE ARE ANIMAGUSES
Fiancé: my name is Padfoot now. HE KNOWS BC HE WAS COMPLAINING ABOUT A DOG AND FOX CHASING HIM AND PETER AND I ACCIDENTALLY TOLD HIM IT WAS ME AND ONE OF MY FRIENDS AND THEYRE ANIMAGUS TOO. PETER IS THE RAT U TRIED TO EAT. JAMES IS THE STAG WHO’S ANTLERS I TRIED TO CHEW ON AND BRING BACK TO PANDORA TO PLAY FETCH.
Fiancée: NO FUCKING WAY, WE HAVE BEEN PLAYING WITH THOSE FUCKERS SINCE FIRST YEAR AND WE NEVER KNEW 😭
Fiancé: no bc this means one night in first year i literally slept on james animagus’s back.
Fiancée: AWWWW, YOU TWO ARE BESTIES 🥹
Fiancé: NO WHAT IF HE REMEMBERS THAT THATS SO EMBARRASSING
Fiancé: also peter remembers you trying to eat him.
Fiancée: now thats embarrassing
Fiancé: if it makes you feel any better i never said ur name so they dk its u. honestly based on the fact that u tried to eat him they probably think the fox is barty😭
Fiancée: well if we are gonna live with him he's gonna find out eventually 😭
Fiancée: Barty would
Fiancé: we’ll just say barty possessed you
Fiancée: honestly id believe it
??? & ???
(10:00am)
( ??? changed name to “PeaseDontChewMyAntlers” & “???” to “Alpine”)
PeaseDontChewMyAntlers: HIIII DORCAS
Alpine: who in the fuck
PeaseDontChewMyAntlers: james!
Alpine: OH! Hi James
Alpine: also technically the antlers was Sirius or “Padfoot” as u named him
PeaseDontChewMyAntlers: yes but u were usually with the rat so i couldn’t think of anything else
PeaseDontChewMyAntlers: and yes Padfoot bc i like my friends and would never call them snuffles.
Alpine: ok well he may hate it but his dog form did not!!!
Alpine: also who the fuck is Alpine
PeaseDontChewMyAntlers: you! thats your name for your animagus!!
Alpine: why Alpine tho, not that i hate it, i actually really like it but like why?
PeaseDontChewMyAntlers: its pretty
Alpine: Thank you for giving me a pretty name.
PeaseDontChewMyAntlers: :D
Cunt & PrettyBitch
(10:25 am)
(PrettyBitch changed “Cunt” to “Cunt<3”)
Cunt<3: awww so romantic
PrettyBitch: shut up
Cunt<3: okay:)
PrettyBitch: ok but like don’t actually
Cunt<3: wasn’t going to
PrettyBitch: Well, how's your day going?!
Cunt<3: really good now
PrettyBitch: OH! What happened?
Cunt<3: not much i just like talking to u
PrettyBitch: Oh, same!
PrettyBitch: are you excited to continue the project she who must not be named 🙃
Cunt<3: idk. shes not AS bad as i thought she was but i still dont like her.
PrettyBitch: what did she do?
Cunt<3: well she seems a lot less rude than she was at first. we figured out what our project was gonna be about and we stopped arguing. she painted one of my nails yesterday bc the nail polish got chipped and it was bothering me. so shes not as bitchy as i thought she was.
Fiancé & Fiancée
(10:28 am)
Fiancée: NOOOOO
Fiancée: NOO
Fiancée: noooo
Fiancé: hello to you too?
Fiancée: MY STRANGER THE ONE I THINK I REALLY LIKE IS MARLENE FUCKING MCKINNION
Fiancée: AAHHASHGJDEFKUGFEWGIUE
Fiancé: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Fiancé: I JUST FELL OFF MY BED FROM LAUGHING
Fiancée: THIS ISN'T FUNNY
Fiancée: SIRIUS, I REALLY LIKED HER AND SHE LITERALLY HATES ME
Fiancé: WELL HOW DO U KNOW ITS HER
Fiancée: I ASKED HER HOW IT WAS GOING BETWEEN HER AND HER PROJECT PARTNER AND TOLD A STORY HOW HER PARTNER PAINTED HER NAIL BECAUSE IT CHIPPED, THAT WAS ME AND MARLENE
Fiancé: WAIT STOP U GUYS HAVE BEEN COMPLAINING ABOUT EACH OTHER TO EACH OTHER 😭
Fiancé: IT DOESNT SOUND LIKE SHE HATES U ANYMORE THO??
Fiancée: OMFG WE HAVE TO WORK TOGETHER IM GONNA KMS AND SUCCEED THIS TIME
Fiancé: girl ill stop u and then u will have failed THREE TIMES.
Fiancée: “idk. shes not AS bad as i thought she was but i still dont like her.”
Fiancée: HER WORDS
Fiancée: DONT U FUCKING DARE
Fiancé: listen, just keep talking to “Cunt<3” as “PrettyBitch” and to Marlene as Dorcas and over time she’ll realize that she was completely wrong about you and everything will be okay
Fiancée: UGHH BUT I DONT WANT TO LIE TO HER
Fiancé: its not technically lying unless she asks you “hey are u dorcas meadows” okay? i have to go get to know my new roommates you’re gonna be okay ily🤍
Fiancée: ugh alr, and good luck ily!
HotMF🤍 & Moony<3
(10:32 am)
Moony<3: HEY!
HotMF🤍: HI MR.MOON ILY AND I WOULD LOVE TO TALK BUT I WAS ABT TO GO GET TO KNOW MY NEW ROOMMATES AND I REALLY CANT PUT THAT OFF ANYMORE BC I DESPERATELY NEED TO KNOW WHY ONE OF THEM HAS A PICTURE OF CHEESE ABOVE HIS BED.
Moony<3: …
Moony<3: that must be an interesting roommate
HotMF🤍: YES DEFINITELY THEY’RE ALL A LITTLE STRANGE BUT I LIKE THEM- I REALLY NEED TO GO THO MAYBE AFTER ME AND U COULD PLAY 2 TRUTHS AND A LIE ??
Moony<3: Yea, that should be fun, i hope u have a good time with ur new roommates
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Remus looked up from his phone just in time to see Sirius walk over. James called out to him.
“Hey Sirius over here” Sirius walked over, Remus looked him up and down. He was wearing a band tee, ripped black jeans, a leather jacket, and lots of bracelets. When he looked at his face he noticed his makeup, it was just eyeliner but still.
“Hey Remus, Peter” he said and waved at them, Peter said hi back but Remus just froze, he pushed back the realization and said to himself ‘tons of people have pictures of cheese above their beds’. He was so lost in thought he hadn’t realized they started to walk, if it wasn’t for his long legs he would have struggled to catch up. They had gotten to their destination, it was a shop in hogsmeade, Remus still thinks it was stupid to sneak here when they could so easily get caught but he was out voted. They got a table in the back so no adult would see. They had been there for a little under an hour when Peter asked the question.
“So Sirius, what did u do for christmas break” James glared at him and Remus had finally started listening to the conversation.
“Just getting drunk and tried to kill myself” Sirius said while taking a sip of his tea. Remus was trying not to explode, it was not going well.
“WHAT?!” Peter practically shouted.
“It's nothing really” Sirius said with an awkward laugh, and Remus just looked at him thinking about all the people who had failed him.
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Cunt<3 & PrettyBitch
(10:36 am)
Cunt<3: hello?
Cunt<3: pretty bitchhhh??
Cunt<3: helloooo
PrettyBitch: oh yea sorry, my friend texted me with an emergency
Cunt<3: is everything okay?
PrettyBitch: yea everything is fine now, he just had a gay panic crisis
PrettyBitch: nothing big
Cunt<3: that’s actually so real
PrettyBitch: yea, so how has everything else in ur day been going?
Cunt<3: i’m so bored all my friends abandoned me
PrettyBitch: that's rough
PrettyBitch: same, my one went out with his roommates, the others are out getting high 😞
Cunt<3: well that’s rude :(
PrettyBitch: yea but i'm the one told them to go, the one wanted to stay but honestly after everything that happened i just wanted to be alone, now i regret that decision
Cunt<3: that makes sense- i wish we could hang out :/
PrettyBitch: yea, well maybe one day
Cunt<3: hopefully
PrettyBitch: yea :)