Bucky's Arrival

Ketturukka said: "Third fic I’d like to read is about Bucky being incontinent. He arrives peacefully to the Tower, smelling of pee. Bucky doesn’t talk much, mostly nods or shakes his head and maybe a few words. Steve takes him to bathroom and tells him to take a bath/shower. Bucky doesn’t know how/he thinks he isn’t allowed to, and Steve helps him. Bucky is scared when Steve undresses and washes him, because he has been raped so much. A bit later Bucky wets himself, and shows no reaction, he just continues whatever he was doing. Steve is embarrassed and says he needs to shower/bathe again. Bucky doesn’t understand why, until Steve explains to him that he had an accident and after getting dirty people need to wash themselves. So Steve washes scared Bucky again. Soon Bucky has another accident, and he doesn’t notice it either. Steve has to point it out, face burning and wondering what’s wrong with Bucky. After showering Bucky’s lower half again&dressing him Steve calls Sam and asks for advice. Sam explains that it could be stress, or brain damage, or other medical reasons, and soon he arrives with a packet of diapers and lots of wipes. Sam and Steve google how diapering is done, and go to find Bucky. They ask if Bucky wore diapers with Hydra, and Bucky just shrugs but agrees to wear them now when Sam explains what diapers are for, that he just can’t walk around peeing everywhere, that diapers save time because cleanup is easier. Steve diapers Bucky. Later in the evening, before going to bed, Steve checks Bucky’s wet diaper and changes him, speaking calmly because Bucky panics again when his genitals are touched. Steve brushes his teeth and puts him to bed and goes to sleep himself. Soon Bucky wanders to his room and lies down on the floor. Steve wakes up and says Bucky can come to bed with him if he wants and if he does Steve promises not hurt him in any way, and Bucky comes. He timidly cuddles next to Steve, and Steve thinks that even though things are not perfect, they are finally okay and with each other."Lol you basically wrote the story for me! But seriously, having the situation and stuff already outlined is a big help because it's less things I have to figure out, so, thanks. I know I'm not going in order of people who gave prompts first and stuff, but I'm still thinking on a lot of them don't worry. I have to run it through my head for a while before I can come up with energy to write, at least if I want to do a good job. When I rush myself to write when I'm not ready I know my works aren't as good. I also recently started a new anti depression medication which is making it easier to do things like focus, and have motivation. So I may or may not write more often.