Downbound Train

The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
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M/M
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Downbound Train
author
Characters
James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes & Sam Wilson, James "Bucky" Barnes & Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel), Clint Barton, Scott Lang, Sharon Carter (Marvel), Natasha Romanov, Helmut Zemo, Hydra Agents, James "Bucky" Barnes & Sam Wilson & Helmut Zemo
Tags
Angst Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Slow Burn Angst with a Happy Ending Eventual Romance Hurt/Comfort Torture Past Rape/Non-con Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD Emotional Hurt/Comfort Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug Bucky Barnes & Sam Wilson Friendship Drug Use Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism Timeline What Timeline Rape Aftermath Finished Mentions of Suicide I don’t know what this is yet I’ll add stuff as I go no plan just feelings Natasha is alive because she deserved better the sexual assault is past hydra
Summary
Bucky begins dealing with crippling flashbacks and panic attacks. Reality and memory blur. Can he ever lead a normal life? Can he ever learn to forgive himself?
Note
Hello, I’m still very new at writing fanfic so please please please tell me if I need to tag any additional trigger warnings or if I’m violating any customs. Comments, kudos and constructive criticism all welcome and valued. I just live for that little hit of dopamine from seeing a new person has liked my writing!UPDATE 12/27/21 - this work is finally finished. Thanks for going on this journey with me! I’m still working on another couple of things, so hopefully you’ll stick around and keep reading. Thank you to everyone who commented and left kudos, you’re the real MVP.

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