How can I live without the sun?

Warrior Nun (TV)
F/F
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How can I live without the sun?
Summary
Ava comes back from the other Realm with more questions than answers, knowing more than everyone else but not enough, she goes back to Cat's Cradle to get help from her Sisters and Mother Superion, she enters the place without making a single sound, surprising Mother Superion, she explains the situation and eventually Camila, Yasmine and even Lilith are in the same place to discuss what to do and interrogate Ava, there's just one person missing, Beatrice, but Ava doesn't want Beatrice to come back to the Cat's Cradle.No one understands her decision, but they don't question it, they simply follow the instruction. But the universe, or God, or fate, was always against Ava, so one day, Beatrice comes back, and finds Ava. When she discovers that Ava didn't want her back, they argue, and Ava finally says the truth of why she wanted things to be that way. Beatrice can't understand, she doesn't understand how Ava wanted her to live without the sun.
Note
So I saw a post about something like this a few days ago, but I was busy with other things and I just got free time, so yeah, I just know this will hurt me, a lot, I mean I simply imagine the scene and I cry so, let's see how this turns out.Hope you enjoy :)

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