My soul and thoughts on a page

I’m leaving
When will I be back?
When my tears stop falling
But they fall year-round

I’m leaving soon
Don’t tell me you’re sorry
Sit with me and smell the breeze
The salty ocean air

It's too cold to swim
But too hot for a fire
You’re in your sweater
I’m huddled up in your arms
Hoping to grasp onto your warmth
In our last moments together

You put your head
On mine
With a sharp inhale
The last moments together
The only moments we'll ever have

Sitting in the sand
Just the two of us
Nothing around
No tears
Just quiet
Slow deep breaths

And yet
Here I am
Tears on my cheeks
Fast panicked breaths
I’m surrounded by people
But none of them are you

You’re in my mind
You never leave
You cause me
Pain
But I can’t leave,
In our last moments