October 4 1971
It’s been nearly a month and still I have yet to receive any letters from Sirius. I can’t help but think that Mother has somehow stopped any correspondence between us. I wonder if I could convince Narcissa to get a message to Sirius.
If Mother is interfering she would be checking any owls going in or out and I con’t imagine a reason as to why she wouldn’t allow me to keep in contact with Narcissa. Especially considering Narcissa’s plans to marry Malfoy after they graduate. I’m not totally convinced that Narcissa wouldn’t tell Druella who would tell Mother. Narcissa has always had odd loyalties and had never really spoken on Sirius’ unusual sorting, so I don’t know what she would do if I were to request her to get a message to Sirius.
I would be more worried about Sirius if I didn’t know that he was at school. There isn’t much that Mother can do to him from here. I can’t imagine how Sirius is feeling having not heard from me for a month or worse. Mother certainly could have fabricated a letter from me that told him that I no longer wish to interact with him at all.
I don’t know that I could even consider that Sirius simply chose to stop sending letters. It’s just not something that he would do to me. I hope he somehow gets a letter to me soon, I miss him dearly.
-RAB