Characters
Regulus Black/James Potter, Regulus Black, James Potter, Evan Rosier, Minor or Background Relationship(s), Pandora Lovegood/Lily Evans Potter, Bartemius Crouch Jr., Remus Lupin/Peter Pettigrew, Bartemius Crouch Jr./Evan Rosier, THAT ONE IS VERY VERY MINOR OKAY, IT IS BARELY THERE I PROMISE, DO NOT LEAVE BC OF MY BOYS, Pandora Nott, referenced other characters - Character
Tags
Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
Unrequited Love
Other Additional Tags to Be Added
Blood
Miscommunication
Fluff and Angst
First Kiss
Pining
but not really
Kinda
Hanahaki Disease
Mild Gore
Major character death - Freeform
Rosekiller
it's complicated - Freeform
Trans Evan Rosier
who knows - Freeform
Foreshadowing
Or Is It?
yayyyy
you'll have to read it to see
Barty is an idiot
Evan is an angel
No set time period
it is being posted now but I dated it a January for a reason
trans pandora nott
she/they pandora
he/they evan
iconic
jegulus are iconic
so are pandalily
boys crying
tell me if I missed any!
Summary
Larded With Sweet FlowersWhich Bewept To The Grave Did Not GoWith True-Love Showers.-Ophelia, Hamlet-Much to his embarrassment, Barty has been in love with Evan for as long as they have known each other. It just takes a few arguments, frequent make-up cuddles and a plant growing in his chest for him to notice that. Now he has to try to hide an extremely rare disease from his two very worried best friends, unless he is willing to confess his feelings. Which, no matter what Pandora says, he will not be doing. As far as he is concerned, a slow and painful death is much better than the mortifying idea of confessing his love to his best friend of seven years.And he doesn't plan on changing his mind about that, regardless of how much worse the pain gets or how desperately he wants to tell Evan everything, just to stop him from worrying.Merlin, his life was shit.
Note
IT IS FINALLY HEREFor anybody new and unaware of the ridiculous backstory behind this project, I started writing this fic on tumblr all the way back in late January, and then abandoned it for other works. A rosekiller popularity surge, two depressive edpisodes, a lot of procrastination, many tumblr drama sessions, and 10 long months later, it is here!I will add warnings at the start of this chapter because they do carry through the entire fic, so putting them all at the start of each chapter is pointless as they are quite literally the entire fic. For any that do need mentioning at the start of the chapter, like the increase in 'gore' (it isn't really but idk how else to describe it) in chapters 7-8 and the MCD in chapter 10 will get warnings but the rest of it will be covered at the bottom of the notes on this chapter for simplicity's sake.This project has taken fucking ages and I have spent my entire life force on it so if you are here to leave hate, compare it to the work of another, or complain about a hc that came about after I started writing it, please leave now.I am posting chapters 1-6 in one go and then all the rest individually, as I write them, so I hope that is okay!RIGHTNow that is all out of the way, I can get to the warnings!WARNINGS FOR THE ENTIRE FIC:- Blood (obviously)- A whole lot of choking up unnatural things. It's a hanahaki fic, what do you expect?- MCD (sorry not sorry)- neglect of health- slight starvation (not on purpose, he struggles to eat bc there are thorns in his throat lmao,, be careful reading it anyway though)- mild gore- he is literally in agony the entire time, don't expect kittens and rainbows guysI think that is it!ENJOY!!! (This is so exciting lmao)