Should i stay or should i go?

James always thought that he was supposed to be with Lily Evans the girl he had found amazing since the beginning. Or maybe he was just stupid and had let his parents Relationship interfere,but how could he not, it was all he ever knew until Remus came out to him in 5th year while it was just the two of them. James didn’t really understand to begin with, and he kept asking what it meant. Remus was a wreck apparently it was a big deal to like guys. James hadn’t really felt love or attractiveness for anyone yet. So naturally he didn’t really know how to grasp it. They grew a closer bond after this, with Remus trying to educate James on what love was and how to identify and James trying his best to understand it.

This Fic was formerly named This side of paradise.The song from the title is Should I start or should I go by The ClashAll the Poems Are written by me unless stated otherwise.Please be aware that this is a very graphic Fanfic.Please read or reread the tags and make sure you want to read I am Serous (no pun intended).Please leave kudos if you like y work It’ll be very appreciated :)I might quote Dead poets Society so be aware of potential spoilers. James, Remus, Sirius, Peter, Benji are 6th years, Caradoc 7th year and Regulus, Evan and Barty are 5th years. James is Quidditch captain for Gryffindor.“Carpe Diem” – Dead Poets SocietyFanfic Playlist:- Should I stay or should I go- This side of paradise – Coyote theory- Snow – Ricky Montgomery- Partners in crime - FINNEAS- This is gospel – Panic! At the disco- Only a lifetime – FINNEAS- Vampire – Olivia Rodrigo- She moves in her own way – The Kooks- The middle – Jimmy eat world.- Everybody wants to rule the world – tears for fears.- Stairway to heaven – led zeppelin.- Teenage Kicks - The undertones- Lola – The KinksThanks for clicking on my fic. I write all my stuff while mostly traveling or late at night so it may not be all that well written it should also be mentioned that English is not my native language but rather one, I’ve learned, but public school can only do so much, so if my grammar is shit that’s probably why.Hugs Carly_08_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________