Should i stay or should i go?

Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
G
Should i stay or should i go?
Summary
James always thought that he was supposed to be with Lily Evans the girl he had found amazing since the beginning. Or maybe he was just stupid and had let his parents Relationship interfere,but how could he not, it was all he ever knew until Remus came out to him in 5th year while it was just the two of them. James didn’t really understand to begin with, and he kept asking what it meant. Remus was a wreck apparently it was a big deal to like guys. James hadn’t really felt love or attractiveness for anyone yet. So naturally he didn’t really know how to grasp it. They grew a closer bond after this, with Remus trying to educate James on what love was and how to identify and James trying his best to understand it.
Note
This Fic was formerly named This side of paradise.The song from the title is Should I start or should I go by The ClashAll the Poems Are written by me unless stated otherwise.Please be aware that this is a very graphic Fanfic.Please read or reread the tags and make sure you want to read I am Serous (no pun intended).Please leave kudos if you like y work It’ll be very appreciated :)I might quote Dead poets Society so be aware of potential spoilers. James, Remus, Sirius, Peter, Benji are 6th years, Caradoc 7th year and Regulus, Evan and Barty are 5th years. James is Quidditch captain for Gryffindor.“Carpe Diem” – Dead Poets SocietyFanfic Playlist:- Should I stay or should I go- This side of paradise – Coyote theory- Snow – Ricky Montgomery- Partners in crime - FINNEAS- This is gospel – Panic! At the disco- Only a lifetime – FINNEAS- Vampire – Olivia Rodrigo- She moves in her own way – The Kooks- The middle – Jimmy eat world.- Everybody wants to rule the world – tears for fears.- Stairway to heaven – led zeppelin.- Teenage Kicks - The undertones- Lola – The KinksThanks for clicking on my fic. I write all my stuff while mostly traveling or late at night so it may not be all that well written it should also be mentioned that English is not my native language but rather one, I’ve learned, but public school can only do so much, so if my grammar is shit that’s probably why.Hugs Carly_08_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
All Chapters Forward

WELL… IT MAKES YOU FEEL GOOD, LIKE REALLY GOOD.

 

“The pain was there when you came, it was there when you left, but most importantly it was there in between. I made a List of why It pains me that you left.                                                                                     

. 1. It pains me the way I love the way you say my name, the way it leaves your mouth like it was a gift from the gods.

  1. It pains me the way you look at me with love clear on your face.
  2. It pains me the way you touch me with stars in your eyes.
  3. It pains me The way you praise as If I had completed a Quest from the gods.

 And lastly,

  1. It pains me the way you aren’t Even real, and your fictional touch still holds my reality.”

 

James had not been ready for what was about to happen. Now Barty’s logic was that because James didn’t get his permission to cum then he had to be the one punishing Him. That kind of makes sense, James thinks. guess Regulus and Evan must have fun now. huh

Barty looked very pleased with himself James was not sure if it was because of what he was planning or because James was looking terrified. “Ok, now James this is my little corner of the dorm, sit down on the bed for me please.” Barty said then walking away James walked over to the bed it was neatly made James was close to not wanting to ruin it, but he obliged in fear of what Barty may do if he didn’t.

 

Barty returned from his trunk with something that looked very … weird… shapy… thingy. “Do you know what a vibrater is?” Barty questioned while sitting down besides him. “No not really.” James said looking sheepishly at the weird object. “Well… it makes you feel good, like really good.” Barty explained “but they can get intense. Are you up for it?” he asked James with concern clear on his face. “Uhhhm, okay I guess.” James replied thinking it will be nice, good, and easy. “Take off your trousers and boxer for me please. Babe” James did as asked and moved quickly. Soon after he had discarded his clothes was Barty feeling him up, talking and praising James when he did good. “I’m going to put it in now, okay?” Barty told James while moving James to lie on his stomach, “Arch your back, for me babe” Barty said while massaging James Thigh. And James obliged afraid of what would happen if he didn’t, he could safe word his way out of it, if needed and Barty wouldn’t do anything too bad

 

James was not sure he liked the feeling of the vibrater in him. It had hurt a little when Barty pushed it inside of him adjusting it, so it was sitting right. And when James had stopped whimpering had Barty started praising him telling James how good he was and how fast he obliged to Barty’s commands. Saying he was better than Regulus already but only whimpering.

Then the door opened and in walked a very pleased Evan and well more like Regulus was limping inside. “You waited for me? How nice of you.” Said Evan has he took his shirt of regulus was limping over to participate but he was stopped by evan. “nope, Reggie you are to sit and watch, your punishment is not over.” Evan said. While throwing himself on top of Barty’s bed. “Why don’t you go join Reggie?” Barty said, it wasn’t really a question, James fought to get up from his position on the bed. Slightly wincing when he moved his body. Both James and Reg were then blindfolded and sat on a chair each and then undressed. They were tied to said chairs and then James heard a buzzing and Regulus squirming.

 

“You ready?” Barty asked and began explaining what he was going to do, “I’m going to start it slow okay.” James immediately tensed up and got hard, the feeling came from his ass, and it never stopped. “Want me to turn it up a little?” Barty asked James still couldn’t see anything, but he could hear Regulus grunting, “Like Regulus!” James said through gritted teeth “oh babe you cannot handle that, besides you’ve never tried a vibrater before, we don’t want you over stimulated too quickly, but I’ll turn it up, okay?” Barty did as he had said, and James wished he would keep turning it up. But Barty didn’t he stepped away from James and then He could not focus on anything that Regulus grunting, were they not allowed to moan? Could he cum now? What was Barty and Evan doing surely this could not be it. His questions were answered soon after by Evan while Barty was doing something to Regulus.

 

“You are not to Moan, touch yourself or Cum unless we say you can.” Evan explained. James shuddered how was he supposed to not moan he was starting to grunt too. Barty came up behind him “Babe, can I put a gag in your mouth?” James heard what Barty was saying He nodded. Barty opened James’s mouth for him, and pushed a ball of… socks? Into his mouth. He wouldn’t be able to safe word it now. James started to panic, “Begin tapping if it gets too much” Barty told him. James relaxed knowing he could get out.

 

And then the blindfold was lifted from Regulus and his eyes. In front of them were Evan Sitting on the edge of the bed his legs spread so they could see his huge Dick, it was hard, and James found it very difficult to not moan right then and there, Barty walked over and fell down on his knees in front of Evan. Evan took hold of Barty’s Head by grabbing His hair at the roots. James was fucked Evan began tugging Barty’s face closer to his Cock and then said, “each time you break the rules we turn up both of you let’s see who tabs first?” To Evan this was a game for him to enjoy, the only thing he had to do was turn up their vibrators and watch them squirm and turn in their seats.

 

Barty Started putting Evan’s Dick in his mouth. It didn’t take long before Barty was choking, not that Barty cared he kept him on his cock until He came and made Barty drink up and then Made Barty put his legs on the bed and hands on the floor Evan started to spank him making Barty cry out while moaning Barty was just as hard as James and Regulus. Oh, how James would love to suck Barty Dry and that made him moan Evan looked up faster than James could think Fuck “oh Jamie could you not keep it in you, now we got to punish you both and then Regulus moaned wanting revenge on James knowing James was so close to climax already. James knew that too of course.

 

Barty started to squirm wanting Evan to keep going, so Evan quickly turned up the vibrators in Regulus and James, he wanted Evan to keep turning it up but Evan left for Barty who had taken all of his clothes of now lying on the bed with his ass up fuck James wanted to fuck Barty so hard right now and to get fucked by Evans huge cock and for Regulus to suck his dick. Evan went back to Barty and without preparing him thrusted into him, Making Barty nearly scream out from pain and pleasure. Still sore from the spanking earlier. And then regulus caved and tapped pretty aggressively on his chair Evan stopped fucking Barty, he pulled out and stopped regulus vibrator they then made him bent over the bed and untied James. “winner get to fuck the looser” Barty said out of breath still looking longingly at Evan. James went over to regulus held Regs hips in place while pushing into Regulus. Evan creeped up behind James and without warning. Pushed into James was now sandwiched in between Regulus who was pushing against James for him to get fucked harder and Evan who was thrusting into him Barty sat down at the chair James had been sitting on a few moments later. When James had come inside of Regulus Evan pulled out of James and pushed back into Regulus. James panted and walked over to Barty dropped in front of him and took his member in his mouth James sucked and Barty Grabbed James Hair and James held Barty’s legs massaging them while sucking him. Evan and Regulus must have finished because they started cleaning each other up.

Then out of nowhere came Barty. Barty tried to pull James’s head off his dick but James kept sucking and swallowing Barty’s cum until Barty came again still drinking all of it up not wanting to waste any of it. Regulus started to clean James while Evan threw a washcloth at Barty and begun massaging James.

Forward
Sign in to leave a review.