
The engagment party
POV Valerian
I woke up the next day, feeling strong arms around me. Omnis was still fast asleep. I smiled as I loved waking up hat way.
I looked for my wand andd when I grabbed it, I could see his shadow lying next to me.
My movements woke him up and the first thing he did was pull me closer to him and kissed my forehead not quite awake yet.
« Good morning » I said softly.
« Good morning my love » he replied lovingly as he stroke my cheek.
« Good morning to you too » added another voice from the floor.
We all laughed.
« Merry Christmas boys » I announced.
« Our very first Christmas together » confided Ominis.
I chuckled.
« And one of many more to come » I replied.
He then kissed my shoulders, making his way up to my neck, then my lips as I moaned in pleasure.
« Don’t you two start please. I’m right here and I can see you » declared Sebastian as he got up.
Ominis gave me one last kiss, then we got out of bed. I headed to the bathroom to get ready while the boys did the same.
The boys finished first so they apparated in the kitchen, and I only met them a bit later.
When I enered the kitchen, my parents were there as were the boys. I sat next to my father wishing everyone a merry Christmas.
An owl flew in with the regular morning paper.
I heard Ominis whisper to Sebastian to put the paper away for now. Naturally the images on the newspaper were in motion, unlike the muggle’s papers.
Or maybe it was because he didn’t want them to see the front page covered with bad news about the faceless monster and worry them.
So when we were almost done eating breakfast, Sebastian went out in the garden to read it. He wanted to keep up to date with the monster situation.
My father told us it had stopped snowing, and the sun was out, so suggested we went out for a stroll. My heart started pounding to his words. I didn’t wish for people to stare at me, even though I was blind, because my parents were there, and they would notice and would start asking questions. Sebastian had told me my mark was not so visible, but I believe he was trying to spare me.
Ominis suggested we go for a walk by the river to the opposite side of the village. I guess he found out I was uncomfortable with my latest trace on my cheek. I hadn’t expressed my feelings on the matter yet because I knew how Ominis was upset when Miss Parkes imprinted it and I didn’t want to add fuel to the fire. He’s been under so much stress lately what with the faceless monster, his family, That Malfoy girl now adding my father to the list, so if I could spare him for once, I would.
Sebastian came back in the house warning us there was quite a lot of snow out there. So we dressed accordingly, putting on warmer clothes on. Ominis held the door as we made our way out and closed it behind us.
We still had to go through a part of the village to access the river, and I felt nervous to the thought of people observing me.
Ominis took his scarf off and placed it around my neck, settling it high enough so it would cover my cheeks, therefore my mark.
He was just so thoughtful and I thanked him dearly.
My parents were walking behind us, and Sebastian came up to us to give us some bad news.
« Guys, I need to tell you what was in the papers this morning » he said quietly so my parents wouldn’t hear.
« What happened now ? » asked Ominis.
« The faceless monster attacked one of the sanctuaries and hundreds of people died » stated Sebastian.
« What ?! » we both shouted.
« Shhht ! » reminded Sebastian.
« Which sanctuary was it ? » I asked.
« The one in France » precised Sebastian.
« Oh my god. And no one survived ? » I demanded heavy-hearted.
I actually new some people there. Some of my old friends from school took refuge in the sanctuary. There was only one in each country. And that one was in Paris.
« No. They’re all dead sadly » detailed Sebastian.
I was grief-stricken. I knew this might happen, but when it actually does, it just hits you harder.
« But I thought the monster only killed one person at a time ? » stated Ominis.
« Maybe because there weren’t so many muggle-borns in once place » reflected Sebastian.
« There were many children there I recall » told Ominis sorrowful.
How terrible. All these poor young children. I tried my best not to shed a tear or my parents might find it odd. I couldn’t even cuddle Ominis.
« There’s more. I spoke to Hay… Miss Parkes through the mirror and she spoke with the aurors who were in charge of their protection. Apparently, they cast numerous spells on the monster, not one worked. They just went right through him. They even tried Lumos Solem, but nothing hapened alas. She also mentionned how the faceless monster proceeds. She said it sucks the victims’ faces like a waves of heat and then that person’s features appears on his … faceless’ face and then his visage goes blank again. I don’t know how else to explain it » stipulated Sebastian.
« He litterally steals people’s faces then ! » I uttered in stupefaction.
« Yeah. Apparently the scene was hurendous. People just ran into eachother in horror when they lost their faces desperately seeking air. And she also added it sucked all the faces at once » notified Sebastian.
« Not one by one ? » asked Ominis alarmed.
« No. Strange isn’t it ? » claimed Sebastian.
« Does Miss Parkes have a theory on that ? » I demanded.
« No. Not yet anyway » replied Sebastian concerned.
We all had a tought for these poor people. I could just imagin the kids confused and terrfied, their mothers desperately looking for them but couldn’t see nor breathe. I guess they couldn’t even cry. I felt a shiver run through my body to that horrifying thought.
« By the way, I read the letter, it was from Malfoy. She’s got a date » notified Sebastian.
God I hated hearing her name. I disliked her from the begining, but since I met her, I despised her even more. The way she treated Ominis was reprehensible. And yes, I might detest her becasue she is fakely engaged to my fiancé. And the day she will learn about our little scheme, I’ll be more than happy to remind her that he is mine. It did make it easier for me to know that Ominis loathed her and that she did too.
« When ? » just asked Ominis emotionless.
« On new years day » he detailed.
Ominis quept quiet. What was he thinking about ?
« Sebastian, while you’ll be … alone with my brother, I want you to steal the ring if he has it on him » he demanded.
« Oh don’t worry, I will » told Sebastian.
« How are you going ti lure him away from the party ? » asked Ominis.
« Don’t you wory. I have an idea » assured Sebastian.
I wasn’t sure I wanted to know what devious plan he came up with.
My parents were catching up with us, so we quickly changed the subject.
We strolled down the river, Sebastian telling us about the village’s history, and on our way home, Mrs Matthews screamed in fear.
« What is it Ma ? » shouted Valerian.
« What is that ? » asked M.Matthews alarmed.
« That ? It’s just a puffskein ! » giggled Sebastian as if it were obvious.
« Sebastian ! » murmured Ominis angrily.
« It’s okay. It’s just one of the creatures from the wizard world. It’s very friendly and soft » I said approching one of the puffskein as it climbed onto my hands and I then pet it.
« They aren’t dangerous. You’ll be fine » added Ominis.
« Would you like to pet it ? » I demanded kindly.
« I’m not touching that » declared Da in disgust.
« Ma ? » I asked.
She approached slowly as she reached out her hand, closing her eyes in fear. Then the puffskein brushed itself against my mother’s hand.
I could hear her chuckle as she stroke the creature.
« Well done Mrs Matthews. You’re a natural » said Ominis genuinely.
But I knew Da would think he is sucking up to Ma.
« It’s actually, quite cute » declared Ma.
I was glad Ma decided to make the effort to pet it, as I knew Da wouldn’t. I was nice to show that they were making an effort to aprehend less the magical world. They’d have to get used to it anyway as I would marry Ominis.
Later, we arrived home. We got started on cooking lunch with Ma and Ominis. I also dragged Sebastian into the kitchen to help us.
« It’s about time you learn how to cook something descent » I stated.
In the end, he was glad to stay with us rather than keep my father compagny.
When lunch was over, we all sat near the fireplace on the sofas or armchairs for some tea.
Ominis fell asleep on his little corner of the sofa he had.
I felt sorry for him. He must have been so tired due to all the stress and his anxieties. I realised how little he must have been sleeping since the faceless monster story as he was concerned for my safety.
I got up and grabbed a blanket from Sebastian’s bed and placed it over him to keep him warm.
I wanted to kiss him, but held back as I knew Da was wathcing.
Then Da asked for an alone time with me. I was hoping he would want to discuss our engagment. We put our coats on and headed for the garden. There was a table and chairs, probably to enjoy the outdoors lunches for when the sunny days were upon us.
I sat on a chair, next to my father.
« Your suitor fell asleep quickly » he said probably not knowing how to start the conversation.
« He’s not my suitor. He’s my boyfriend » I stated gently.
« I don’t understand that word » he simply replied.
I knew wizards were far more advances than muggles on many scores, relationships being one of them. But my father couldn’t and wouldn’t understand that.
« Did you want to talk to me about something ? » I started.
« Straight to the point as always » laughed Da.
I smiled still wondering what he wanted to discuss.
« We need to talk about M.Gaunt » he warned.
« You mean Ominis » I rephrased.
« … yes » he replied.
I waited for him to ask his questions or speak his truth.
« You understand I’m only trying to do what’s best for you, right ? » he affirmed.
« You’re reffering to Ominis’ family, aren’t you ? » I asserted.
« I am. But I know you also love him » added Da.
« I do » I confirmed.
« So I have a difficult choice to make between your safety and hapiness » he expressed.
« No you don’t. I can look after myself. And Ominis will always have my back. » I precised.
« You can’t guarantee he can keep you safe ! » he said bothered.
« Neither can you » I said frankly.
I knew I struck a corde here.
« … You’re right » he answered.
« You need to think about this differently. Would you rather give me away to Ominis, whom you know will look well after me and will love me, or to some random person I’d never love and feel miserable only to end the relationship badly ? » I opined.
« His family is dangerous ! » he exclaimed.
« And me being miserable is also dangerous Da. It’s my choice, but I truly hope you’ll approve » I said emotionally.
« Does that mean you’ll marry him either way ? With or without my approval ? » he demanded with such a sorrowful voice.
I felt my chest tighten. I didn’t mean to crush his heart by telling him the truth.
So I just looked down instead.
« I see. So you’ve chosen your path and I don’t get a say in the matter » he said roughly.
« Da, please. I beg you. I need your blessing because it matters to me. And I’ll be heartbroken without it. Surely you don’t want me to start my life in that way ? I want you to be at my wedding, at any future events Ominis and I will hold together » I cried.
He didn’t reply. I guess he was reflecting on his options.
« I’m asking you to think sensibly. Do you realy think that’s what’s best for yourself ? Answer truthfully » he insisted.
« It is. I can’t live a life where I’d be unhappy Da. He is what’s best for me, despide the dangers around his family. We’ll deal with them. And if God decided to call my soul back to heaven, then I want to die happy, not miserable » I explained honnestly.
I could hear him exhale in defeat.
Then he chuckled.
« I guess you win, as always » he replied tenderly.
« Oh Da, really ? » I said my eyes becoming damp.
« I guess I’m giving you my blessing, yes » he said astouned.
I got up and hugged him dearly, truly grateful. Tears were running down my cheeks. I knew I would remember this day always.
« Thank you. This means so much to me » I confessed.
« I know » he just replied with a smile.
I was ecstatic. I couldn’t wait to share the news with Ominis !
« I’d like you to let me tell him though » he demanded.
« What ?! So you can torment him a little longer ? No ! » I scolded.
« Hey, he wants to be part of the family, so it is within my rights as his future father-in-law » he said with a serious yet humourus voice.
I just rolled my eyes.
« Fine. But you must tell him now, because I won’t be able to wait until later to discuss this with him » I insisted.
« Fine. Why don’t you go and get him then ? » he said challengingly.
« Fine » I replied audaciously.
I was about to go in, but gave a sweet kiss on my father’s cheek to thank him and show him how grateful I was.
I had totally forgotten that Ominis fell asleep. But as I walked in, he was now wide awake and laughing with Sebastian and Ma.
I loved hearing him so happy. It lifted my heart.
I rushed by his side, telling him my father wanted to speak to him.
« Has he come to a decision ? » Ominis interrogated.
« I think he has » I said unable to contain my exitment.
I tried to respect Da’s wishes by not revealing the good news.
He rushed to the back door, putting his coat on, and then I heard the door close.
I felt nervous, though I wasn’t sure why as I knew Da had agreed to our union.
I asked Ma to come in the kitchen so I could tell her the good news. She was over the moon that Da had agreed becasue she already knew we were engaged.
I refused to tell Sebastian, as I thought Ominis would like to do the honours.
We then came back in the living room as if nothing had happened.
Later, we heard the men come back in the house. Ominis shouted loud and clear the good news as he rushed to me and swept me off my feet, swirling me around as he kissed me on my lips. I was surprised to not hear my father protest. I guess he would have to get used to it.
Sebastian was motionless while my mother hugged Ominis dearly, overjoyed by the news.
Then Sebastian embraced Ominis, congratulating him.
He then came to me and did the same.
Sebastian took out the alcohool to celebrate. In an event like this, women in the muggle world could drink. And Sebastian had insisted so much I had a glass of champaign. He probably conjured it with magic discretely in the kitchen.
And my father and Sebastian were drunk before to long. Ma and I had to prepare the dinner without their help while Ominis looked after the men.
We shared a delightful dinner and I went to bed happier than ever.
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POV Sebastian
Ominis and I were getting ready for Ominis’fake engagment party.
The Matthews had left a few days after Christmas, and before M.Matthews departed, he reminded Ominis that wizard or not, if he hurt his daughter, he’d take special care of him. I guess it was his job to threaten his future son-in-law. I thought it was quite fun !
I was just glad to retrieve my room. I couldn’t take anymore of these two lovers smooching thinking they were doing it discretely.
Ominis had insisted Valerian accompagny Haley (Miss parkes) so she could keep an eye on her, as the party was during the night. He refused she stay alone and I encouraged that decision. And I think Valerian was quite glad to be useful. So both of them were to seek for clues with other aurors, though I’m not sure how Valerian will be helpful on that score.
I had a special mission tonight, and I would make sure to attain my goal, go into Marvolo’s mind to find out more about the order and the prophecy along with stealing the ring. But for it to work, we would both have to withdraw from the party without anyone noticing.
I had thought a while about this. Marvolo had no morality and was evil, but he was no fool. He would easily suspect I’d be up to something if I weren’t careful.
I had to admit my own weakness in order to dupe him, and that was my love for my friends. But Marvolo would never strike a deal if his own brother were concerned. He was eager to taunt him until the day he dies. No. I had to use Valerian, imploring him to help me find a way to save hrt from the faceless monster as Ominis was too fragile emotionally to do what needed to be done. He’ll definitely believe that. And he will probably question my motives. The only thing that would make it plausible is by making him believe I was in love with her and I’d do anything to save her, even use dark magic. That’s how desperate I’ll sound therefore he’ll fall into my trap.
That’s why I didn’t really fancy telling Ominis all the details. He wouldn’t have liked that, reprimending me on how I could so easily I could be persuaded to use dark magic, and mostly because Valerian was his. The idea that Ominis could think I had feelings for his future wife bothered me. I feared his perspecive on me could change.
So I kept my ideas to myself. It was just better for everyone that way.
Ominis and I exited the bedroom. We were both looking deviously handsome, wearing a black tux for such a big event.
« Wow, looking handsome guys » said a familiar voice.
Haley must have got here while we were getting ready.
« Good evening Miss Parkes » said Ominis politely.
« Good evening boys » she replied looking at me with a smirk as she winked.
She had only been there for a few minutes and she had already begun seducing me.
Haley was often very busy due tu the case. But we had managed to have some good time together here an there. It was facinating to spend that kind of intimate time with her, she knew so much about men and I learnt a lot from her.
« Please take good care of her, Miss Parkes » begged Ominis sounding worried.
Of course he was, he wouldn’t be able to keep an eye himself on her tonight. They hadn’t been separated in so long I knew Ominis was dreading it.
« Don’t worry. I’ll make sure she’s safe. If you’re brother is distracted, he won’t be able to use the ring, therefore summon the faceless monster. Don’t forget we need time to search the catacomb, and you, M. Sallow have an important mission at hand. Don’t mess things up, remember to not let your emotions take over your objective » she reminded me.
I nodded in agreement.
« Time to get this show on the road then ! » I directed.
Ominis looked distressed. Valerian whispered him something, probably the right words to soothe him a little. Then they both kissed like there was no tomorrow. I didn’t understand how one could be so passionate and devoted to a person. Actually, I took my words back. I new exactly what that was like, when Anne was still alive. But their love was so … intense. And I envied that, to discover what is was like to be loved romantically in this way.
Haley came my way while the lovers were snogging.
« Be careful tonight, I know Marvolo enough to know he is dangerous and not easily fooled » she warned.
Of course she worked with him at the ministry, so she knew him.
« I see. Don’t tell me know you’re worried about me ? Watch out, one could think you’re developping feelings for me » I teased.
« You wish » she replied boldly with a smile.
I then looked at Valerian and Ominis again. His forehead was resting on hers as they stroke eachother’s faces. And jealousy came rushing back. How tiresome it was to feel that way.
« Time to go » I said blasé.
Ominis looked in my direction. I was sure I saw tears well up in his eyes. He embraced Valerian so roughly and tightly I thought he would crush her ribs. Then they finally separated slowly as Valerian stepped back, their hands touching until the very end. Ominis looked at her one last time before she and Haley disappeared.
He now looked so glum.
« You need to cheer up, you can’t look despairing tonight ! Don’t worry Hay… Miss Parkes will look after her. She’s actulally safer with her than with us » I reminded him.
Ominis took a deep breath to cool down.
« Ok. Let’s do this » he declared trying to convince himself that he was feeling better.
He took my arm and we apparated in the great entrance of the Gaunt Manor.
« Greetings Master Gaunt » said the house-elf.
He startled me with his little figure and unexpected voice.
« Good evening Bing. I believe my family is expecting me » said Ominis sounding like he was dreading this moment.
« They are, Master Gaunt, if you’d like to follow Bing » he said detached.
We followed him through the great hall. The walls were made of grey marble and the house looked so luxurious. The were many portraits exhibing the pwerful Gaunt ancestors. Bing opened these tall doors to let us in.
I followed Ominis in and as expected, the greetings were cold and bitter.
The room was vast and tall. You could easily hold hundreds of people in here. They called it the ball room. It also looked sumptuous and expensive. The family had hired servants for the night, or more likely used the imperius curse on them to do their bidding.
There were tons of nice-looking food. You had a wide range of deserts and drinks too, whatever you’d fancy they shall have it.
The Gaunts and Malfoys were there, but no other guest yet.
« There you are. You couldn’t have arrived sooner to your own engagment party that your beautiful fiancé aranged for you ? » said Marvolo bitterly.
I could see Ominis clentch his fists, trying to contain his rage. His bitterness was comprehensive, but what fuelled his fury was knowing that Marvolo was the one who blinded Valerian. He had the confirmation of it when he cast the legilimens spell to train on Valerian, and recognised his brother’s voice as one of the two assaliants.
How I would have loved Ominis to just punch him in the face. That’s all that scum rat deserved.
But there was more at stake, Ominis knew that.
« I’m here, am I not ? » he just replied indignantly.
« My dear fiancé, there you are. I was wondering when you’d show up » said Destiny superficiously as if she was concerned.
Destiny was wearing a long emmerauld green dress. Her hair was plattered and had dangling emmerald earings.
« Here I am » replied Ominis fiercely.
« Good evening M.Gaunt and M.Gaunt’s friend » said Destiny’s mother.
Ominis just gave a fake smile in return.
Then the door-bell rang. Bing would probably be the one to get the door.
Mistress Gaunt approched Ominis, probably to threaten him.
« I expect you to behave tonight and represent our family with honnour Ominis » she said tactlessly.
« Of course Mother » he derided.
Then Bing opened these huge white doors as he let in the first guests. It was the Minister himself.
He was greeted warmly by Ominis but heartlessly by the others.
I felt sorry for him in a way. The minister had aprroved Ominis’ father’s ideas, but not willingly. He was probably being blackmailed by the Gaunts. He would never have agreed to such terms , for instance the muggle-borns being shamed in that way through the mark. Truth be told, he wasn’t in control any longer. M.Gaunt was the one pullin gthe strings, which was quite clever. He made all the decisions without being blamed for them, the Minister was.
Then came in the Lestrange family. Corvus Lestrange IV came in first, our main suspect in the murder of these poor people in the family’s vault in France and member of the order. He was accompagnied by a nice-looking woman. She was from the Kama family, a French-Senegalese pure blood clan. They were greeted warmly by the Gaunts and congratulated Ominis and Destiny. But there was something … off about the Kama woman, a feeling I couldn’t quite make out. She seemed … distant, not quite there.
It was the first time I saw Monsieur Lestrange without his mask on. He looked stuck between an old and young age, his skin was flawless and youthful, but his hair was grey. These unique features made him quite handsome. He wasn’t as tall as Ominis or myself.
Then Bing announced the Blacks had arrived. There were so many of them. I recognised our former headmaster who was accompagnied by his wife Mrs Flint and their 5 children Sirius II, Phineas, Arcturus, Belvina and Cygnus. It was odd to think of him having a life, yet a family. He is so peculiar, frank and tactless. His children looked just like him. They all had dark hair and shared the same eyes. I remember mostly Sirius from Hogwarts, as he is the eldest. He used to sneek up into the girl’s doorms. Oviously he was a Slytherin. I believe it is his last year at Hogwarts. I also recall his younger brother, Phineas, who is two years younger, also attended Hogwarts. He should be in 5th year now.
Arcturus is now in his first year at Hogwarts. Belvina was 8 and Cygnus was 5. I couldn’t help wonder if Headmaster Black’s kids would also become dark wizards. I wouldn’t be surprised if Sirius was also a member of the order. He is so much like his father, they both share a sneaky mind.
The whole family congratulated Ominis and Destiny and joined the party.
Headmaster Black said he couldn’t believe we made it that far in our course, especially me as I had not attended my last years at Hogwarts and chose to flee instead.
Charming as always.
We were then met by Morphina Gaunt, who was Marvolo’s wife and Ominis’ cousin. She had long fair hair with green eyes. She resembled her own husband. No wonder, Gaunts marry Gaunts after all, that’s probably why they are all deranged, exept for Ominis. Fortunately he was clever enough to not be like his lunatic family.
I heard Ominis say Marvolo and his wife were trying to have children, but proved to be a challenge as she had two miscarriages. I found it hard to express compassion for them as they are abominable people. I think producing heirs isn’t a simple task is the Gaunt family. Ominis once told me his father had an older brother but only lived for a few years as he was … different mentally. That’s what you get for trying to keep a pure lineage.
Morphina was accompagnied by their other cousin, Metis. She was thin and had short pink hair. Her mind was the most twisted of all. She had a soft spot for torturing muggles.
Then came Rasalas Gaunt, Ominis’ grandfather. If you thought Master Gaunt was horrendous, wait until you saw him. I guess cruelty had been passed down from generation to generation. He was now old and bitter. Won’t be long until he finally depated this life.
His sister, Ralya Gaunt was also there with her husband.
The whole family had gathered for the occasion. And when they passed by the pretended happy couple, they only congratulated Destiny, ignoring Ominis, though he seemed unbothered by it. Hewas probably so use to it by now.
Then the rest of the Malfoy family made their arrival.
Nicholas Malfoy was Destiny’s uncle, and his wife was apparently Amelie Lestrange. I had no clue both family were united. And now they want this union between the Malfoys and the Gaunts to add one more powerful name to their resume. One could think they are after power. If this alliance happened, they would become untouchable. Luckily for Ominis, all this was just an illusion. I was looking foward to see the look on their faces when Ominis would cancel the engagment. That would be truly satisfying to watch.
They had a little girl, Lillian Malfoy who looked just as evil as her cousin.
We then had Brutus Malfoy, Destiny’s grandfather, and Medusa Malfoy her grandmother.
All of them had light blond hair and all looked alike.
They put on a good show, praising Ominis and sucking up to the Gaunts.
The room was now crowded with spiteful and manipulative people.
Ominis had to remain by Destiny’s side and I could tell he was repulsed by the idea of holding her arm. I wouldn’t like to be in his shoes for once.
I was keeping an eye on Marvolo. He was conversing with Monsieur Lestrange for the time being. He was wearing gloves so I couldn’t tell if the ringwas on his finger.
I was hoping Marvolo would be the one to come to me, it would make it less suspicious. But how ? I needed to appear desperate to save Valerian. I then knew the way. I would have to look jealous of Ominis, and Marvolo won’t resist the urge to medle if there was a opportunity to torment his brother.
So I just stood by the table, alone with a drink I grabbed to make it look more dramatic as I observed him with my poker face on. And I would sip my drink making me look pittyful.
After a while, Marvolo took the bate and was now marching towards me. He looked so much like Ominis, yet was so different.
« Are you on guard dog duty ? » he joked.
« What do you want ? » I replied with a monotone depressed voice.
« Just wondering why you’re here » he said suspuciously.
« I know you struggle with the concept of friendship so let me explain it to you. When your best friend’s throwing an engagment party, you make sure you clear your agenda and show your support, because he’s gonna need it with Malfoy » I said arrogantly.
He just chuckled.
« Looks like my dear brother is moving on with his life, getting married, having a life of is own, and where does that leave you ? We both know no one could love a murderer. You’re just doomed to spend the rest of your life alone » he said cruelly.
« Well someone was stupid enough to marry you so I’d say I have my chances » I confessed mischievously.
I couldn’t be kind with him, firstly because I despised him, secondly because he would have thought it odd.
He just laughed.
« I love how twisted you actually are. A true Slytherin. Such a shame you’re waisting your time with my brother » he declared viciously.
I then looked at Ominis again, trying to look envious once more. And that was easy to do. I felt it constantly.
« Look at that horrid display, Destiny is far too good for my little brother. He doesn’t even appreciate his luck » he stated resentfully.
He said the perfect sentence to start my manipulation.
« I see. Would you rather he had married Valerian instead ? » I teased.
« I couldn’t care less if he married a mudblood because that’s all he deserves, just not your filthy little friend » he detailed hatefully.
« Don’t call her that » I tackled hoping he’d read something in it.
I then looked down and turned my head slightly as if I were trying to conceal my feelings from him.
He observed me attentively as his face lit up.
« What an interesting turn out this is ! Does Ominis know you’re in love with his girlfriend ? » he said with a huge evil smile.
I looked at him as I leaned against the wall, arms crossed looking annoyed not giving him an answer to emphesize the drama.
« I see. And here I thought you were an honnest and descent guy. After all you did refuse my help once before out of descency » he reminded melodramatically.
He was referring to his offer he made to save my sister’s soul though an orcruxe a few years ago.
« She is not available. And I can’t betray my best friend, not after everything he has done for me » I told emotionally.
« You mean keeping your little secret ? Marrying Destiny so he can save you from your fate and prevent his petty little girlfriend from seeing his true colours ? » implied Marvolo corruptly.
« She knows about the muggles Ominis tortured you know, and loves him despite it » I revealed.
« Yes, well she won’t be a problem for much longer » he announced.
« What do you mean ? » I asked sounding worried.
« Haven’t you heard ? There’s a monster in town killing mudbloods » he said sarcastically.
« Of course I’ve heard. A girl died in our school. We thought it was Valerian at first, fortunately she’s still alive » I retold.
« Perhaps, for now » he implied wickedly.
I tried to look terrified as he would believe I was thinking about how to save her.
« Is there a way to save her from it ? » I demanded calmly but emotionally.
« And why would I want to tell you anything ? She’s just a worthless mudblood, I couldn’t care less if she died » he exclaimed.
« Trust me, you don’t want to kill her. She won’t be Ominis’ girlfriend forever, as he is getting married. Valerian is not the sharing type. And when she’ll realise that, she’ll be crushed, I’ll be there to pick up the pieces, to be the shoulder on which she can cry on. And Ominis will be heart-broken, firstly because he’ll have to marry Destiny, there’s no escaping that, and secondly because he’ll have to watch her be happy with me » I said trying to convince him.
« What a devious mind you have. I love it ! Wait a minute, I thought you didn’t want to betray your so called brother ? » he asked skeptical.
I stood properly pointing my finder at him appearing angry.
« HE doesn’t have the guts to do what is necessary to save her ! He’s just following her around thinking he can protect her, while we both know that he can’t » I expressed harshly.
« And … you’d be willing to do anything to save her ? » he said with an evil smile.
That’s the moment I was waiting for, my opening. He was falling for it. Now was my big acting part to play, I had to prove to him that I was serious and desperately in love with her.
« I’d do what is takes to keep her safe. Even if that means using dark magic to save her life. That’s how Ominis and I differ. I’m not afraid to do the dirty work. They could both hate me for it, but in the end I will be the one that would have saved her, and that is what unconditional love is ! » I shouted fiercely.
My own words scared me. I thought that way before, trying to save Anne. That’s what I told myself everytime I felt guilty for using dark magic. And we all know how that worked out for me.
« How feisty » he said enjoying this moment.
I looked around as I had raised my voice to check that no one had heard me. That was my first signal to him encouriging him to suggest a more discrete place to speak.
Then I murmured to him.
« So, do you know a way to save her, or not ? » I demanded souding more desperate.
He cossed his arms looking intreegued.
« I do in fact » he replied calmly.
I was now whispering and observing Ominis as Marvolo would think I was hoping Ominis wouldn’t have heard me plotting against him, my second signal.
« Then, will you help me ? » I demanded fiercely.
« Well, I must say this new twist sounds like a lot of fun and a great way to torture my brother » he said as he was thinking aloud.
I put on the best anguished and tortured face I could.
He probably thought he could have his fun first and have Valerian killed whenever he felt like it.
« Alright. Follow me » he approved.
Bingo. All was going well for now.
I marched by his side as we exited the ball room, walked through the endless corridors and entered the boudoir room.
All these rooms looked the same to me.
I closed the door with a magical seal discreetely while he poured us some drinks.
Alone at last.
I then took out my wand and cast Petrificus Totalus as he fell rigid to the floor. That would give me enough time to bind his hands and feet with the magical spell Haley tought me. Then I soundproofed the room with my wand.
When he could move again, he looked pissed. He was wiggling around, trying to release himself, but it was pointless. I then dragged him roughly on a chair and made him sit down while he was shouting furiously calling me all sorts of names.
« You and I are going to have so much fun together » I said preparing him for what was yet to come.
I suddenly realised how much I was relishing that moment and how exited I was to the idea of torturing him. These feelings also worried me. I always knew I had a dark side in me that I had been trying to keep under control my entire life. But Marvolo had hurt the people I loved, and for that, I wouldn’t just rummage his mind, I would make sure he’d pay for it.
I started by taking off his gloves violently, and there it was, the ring. It was quite simple, gold with the resurection stone placed on the top of it. The stone was a extremely dark purple colour, almost black.
I took it off his middle finger as he protested.
« Give me my ring back you scum bag ! » he shouted abruptly.
« I think I’ll keep it. It will look better on Ominis anyway » I joked viciously.
I then took out a truth potion from my pocket, and shoved it down is thoat to his surprise as he tried to spit it out, but I placed my hand on his mouth so he had no other choice but to drink it.
I waited a few seconds so I was sure it would be efficiant.
Then I could start the interrogation.
« Tell me about the ring. Is this truly the ressurection stone ? » I demanded showing him the ring.
« Uh….. It …. It is ! » he uttered.
He was trying to resist the potion, but I had made a strong one, knowing he was well trained to resist it.
« Does the ring control the faceless monster ? » I asked savagely.
« … Yes ... » he struggled saying.
So we were right.
« Tell me how it works. I know you must probably sommon it somehow » I urged.
« You …. must … turn the stone … three times … and call it » said Marvolo as he was shaking his head desperately trying to stop himself from speaking.
« Three times ? Why does this number sound familiar ? The box at Noctua’s house ! Valerian ! What did she say that sentence in latin was again ? Something about a sacrifice, that would be Valerian’s blindness, three it requires and death shall be no more. That’s it ! Three turns and the faceless monster becomes alive somehow again. Valerian was right about the death part I misunderstood » I thought out loud.
« And how do you make the monster disappear ? » I odered.
« … Once it’s been summoned, you can’t. It has to kill first, then it will vanish » detailed Marvolo bitterly.
« Why fuse the stone with that potion you made ? » I questioned.
« So the monster could be partially alive. Ghosts can’t kill » he explained saring at me with dark eyes.
So we were right about that too.
« Tell me more about that prophecy. How did you find out about it ? » I queried.
« The prophecy has been passed down from generation to generation since Salazar Slytherin’s time » he replied.
« So why didn’t Ominis know about it ? » I asked.
« Because he is pathetic, the weak branch of this family and he doesn’t deserve to share our legacy » said Marcolo in disgust.
I just rolled my eyes.
« Did you touch the orb then ? » I quized.
« What ? What orb ? » responded Marvolo puzzled.
He wasn’t aware there was an orb of that prophecy then.
« Never mind. What does the prophecy say ? » I urged.
« I don’t know all of it. Just that the dark lord, our descendant will be the strongest wizard the world has even seen as he will aquire the elder wand, and will purge the world of filthy mud-bloods and muggles leaving us, pure bloods to live in a more worthy society » narrated Marvolo brutally.
« Your descendant ?! Why am I even surprised when it actually makes sence. You’re all evil after all » I exclaimed.
If this dark lord get his hands on the elder wand, the world was doomed. But that wand was a legend, a fairytales for kids. But if the resurection stone was real, why wouldn’t the other two relics be real ?
« Did you know that your future descendant and precious dark lord will be a muggle-born wizard ? » I teased.
« What ? No ! That’s impossible. Gaunts are pure bloods, always ! You’re lying ! » he souted enraged.
« I’m not. Somehow in your future lineage, your blood won’t remain pure. Wait a second, that would mean … will he be your descendant or Ominis’ ? » I wondered.
If the dark lord was a muggle-brn, it would probably be Ominis’ and Valerian. But it’s hard to imagin their descendants being the greatest murderer the world has known. They were both so kind and beheld great morality.
I shook my head to focus on the task at hand.
I grabbed his arm and lifted his sleeves to check if he had the snake with the wand tatoo. And he did.
« What does this tatoo mean ? » I inquired.
« … it’s the … Order’s mark. We are … the … deatheaters .. devoted to our … dark lord » he elucidated.
« Well your dark lord isn’t even born yet, so why do all this ? » I asked.
« To prepare … for his arrival, so we can raise our children so they can raise their children to become deatheaters too and serve our lord when the time comes » he described.
« You’re all nuts ! Now who is part of the order ? » I commanded.
« … go to hell ! » he shouted infuriated.
The potion’s effects were wearing off.
« Ahh, you need another drink » I said calmly.
Fortunately, I had made several.
As I approched his mouth, he sealed his lips tightly, refusing to cooperate.
« Open your mouth » I barked.
But he still refused, nodding his head.
I tried to forcefully open his mouth, but was unsuccessful.
How would I make him drink it ? I knew threatening him would be useless. So now what ?
My first thought was to use Impero to make him drink it. I immediatly felt guilty to that reasoning. I promised Ominis I wouldn’t use dark magic anymore. Even so, he had to drink it, we needed answers in order to stop the order and save many lives including Valerian’s. I felt my heart pump rapidly as I felt conflicted. Was there no other way ? Come on ! Think Sebastian !
I was running out of options and time. Marvolo couldn’t be gone for too long or people will notice. But I didn’t know any other spell that could help me in this moment. I was mentall torturing myself now. I knew I would regret this, but I’d have to tell Ominis the truth, he’d understand surely. The situation demanded it, I had no other choice. This wasn’t like when I killed my uncle, I was out of control and blinded by hatred. I still despised Marvolo of course, but that’s not why I wanted to cast this spell. It was to obtain information, for the good of all. That’s what I was telling myself to feel guilt-free. Yes, being honnest with Ominis is how I would make up for it.
I took out my wand reluctantly and cast Impeo on Marvlo. A flash of blue light came out of my wand.
Culpability was rushing through my heart. I was terrified to the idea of what Ominis would say. What if he would put an end to our friendship ? I couldn’t blame him if he did, I’m the one who broke my promise to him.
I felt terrible, but I had to focus.
« Open your mouth » I commanded.
He had no choice but to obey, and opend it.
I poured the potion in as I rose his head by pulling his hair violently to make sure the potion would go down his throat.
I then put an end to the imperius curse as he insulted me once again.
« Shut up. Now, Who is part of the order ?! Answer me ! » I shouted in despair.
I could feel my anger escalating.
« I … only … know a few. Confidenciality is our policy. That’s why we wear masks » he explained.
« Surely there’s a way to know who’s part of it » I exclaimed furiously.
« The tatoo » he precised.
I knew that already, but I was hoping there’d be a list with names.
« Is Corvus Lestrange part of the order ? » I demanded.
« … Yes »
« And M.Malfoy ? » I added.
« … yes »
No surprise there.
« I have one last question. How did you know I killed my uncle ? You weren’t even there » I inquired.
He laughed.
« Easy enough. When I came to see you a few years ago, offering you my help to save your precious sister, I knew I could use you somehow to get to my brother. So I went through your mind, in search of something juicy, and I didn’t expect to find this memory, I must say. I never thought of you as a murderer » he said as he chuckled evilly.
I was now fuming. I was holding my wand so tightly I thought it would break in my hand.
« But why don’t I remember any of this ? » I asked in a wrath.
« Because I made you forget » he said with a twisted look in his eyes and a devious smile.
These words were enough to trigger my dark side. I rose my wand pointing it to his face.
I felt that familiar rage rush through my body as it quivered in outrage.
He used me to get to his brother, he had tortured Valerian and she was now blind because of him, he blackmailed Ominis just for fun making his life miserable !
I wanted to hurt him, or worse, kill him, yes, this is what I truly wanted, to consume that towering rage and direct it into my wand and let it all out.
When I glanced at my wand, I could see a green bolt of light flashing on the tip of it. That’s when my heart skipped a beat and regained consciousness. Seeing that green light meant I was about to end Marvolo’s life. And to use a dark curse, you must want to inflict pain, or want to kill. And I had wanted to kill him. My body was trembling as I breathed rapidly. My head was spiraling in shock. I was about to repeat the same mistake again. I dropped my wand to the floor in terror as tears were running down my cheeks. I couldn’t believe what I had been about to do. Ominis was right, I was too impulsive and I was uncontrollable when it came to dark magic. That thought petrified me. I couldn’t move. Was I really evil, like Ominis’ family ? Was I a dark wizard in the making ?
Marvolo was just laughing.
« Let go of your guilt, Sebastian. Ominis is just holding you back with his righessnous. You were ment for greater things. Pick up your wand, and finish what you started » he said roughly.
« No ! I’m not like you ! » I cried in fear.
« Not yet. You’ll realise soon enough the truth Sebastian. Do you think Ominis will ever forgive you for using dark magic on his brother ? As soon as he finds out you almost killed me, he’ll just end your friendship. And who will protect you then ? He fears dark magic, he doesn’t understand it like you and I do. Embrace your inner darkness Sebastian, it will make you stronger » he confessed.
« I only wanted to use dark magic to save my sister, for the good of others ! » I shouted angrily.
« Ohh, come on Sebastian, you’re lying to yourself. You know deep down you enjoyed our little tete a tete, using a dark curse to force me to reveal my dark secrets. The adrenaline running through your body, how powerful it makes you feel, it’s all so thrilling and it just makes you crave for more »
« N-no ! ...You’re … wrong ! » I said lying to him and mostly myself.
Because I did feel all this.
« But you forgot to ask me one very important question, how did that undetectable toxin reach your parent’s cellar while they were in it and killed them both ? » he said remorseless.
My heart litterally stopped to his words. Was he responsible for my parents’ death ?!
« You … you did this ? » I asked in pure rage.
He just laughed even louder. My chest tightened as my heart beat fatster.
My whole body was shaking in madness to his revelation.
My legs were becoming weak I fell to the ground in tears.
I couldn’t think straight.
The only thing I could see was my wand right in front of me. These voices in my head were telling me to grab it and cast the ultimate unforgivable curse to end this once and for all, to end his life because that’s all he deserved.
I was fighting my inner deamons, I felt this urge to do this, the temptation was extreme but I knew deep down it wasn’t right. Ominis would never choose to kill, he would chose to walk away.
« Pick up your wand Sebastian, do it, you know you want to » declared Marvolo in ecstacy.
His voice was torture to me. I covered my ears with both my hands as I closed my eyes curling up as I sobbed in madness.
I knew if I grabbed my wand, I would finish the job. I had to walk away, now or it would be too late. But I couldn’t leave without casting Obliviate first or our whole plan would be ruined. I was in no state to cast that spell, I was so disoriented and resentful I would make him forget down to his deepest core. And our plan would also be screwed, people would figure out someone had tried to cast the forgetting spell on him.
What should I do ? Help. Yes. I need help. But who ?
There was one person I knew could assist me and wouldn’t juge me. I raised myself upwards, grabbed Marvolo’s foot and apparated us to the catacomb.
As we arrived, aurors all pointed their wands at us.
« No, don’t ! He’s with us » shouted Haley.
The aurors slowly lowered their wands. I couldn’t even make out what was happening around me as my head was spinning out of control, my body shaking in trauma.
I saw Valerian run to me. She looked worried and placed her hand on my arm..
« What happened ? » she asked concerned.
« I … I ... » I tried to speak but my voice was gone.
My face fell into my hands as I sobbed uncontrollably.
Valerian embraced me as she threw her arms behind my neck, pulling me against her as she placed one hand behing my head stroking it gently.
« It’s ok Sebastian. Calm down. I’m right there » she murmured sofly.
« How did you find out about this place ?! » asked Marvolo in disbelief.
« Hey you ! Shut up » exclaimed Haley casting the soundproof spell on his mouth.
Valerian didn’t let go of me despide being interrupted.
She then placed her hands on each sides of my face whiping my tears with her thumb.
« Did you get the answers you were looking for ? » she demanded calmly with a smile.
Her touch and her delicate voice helped me relax a bit, but not enough to speak.
So I just nooded my head to say yes as I sniffed still feeling upset.
« Good, did you go through his memories ? » she asked gently.
I shook my head to say no as my tears were soaking her soft hands.
« Ok. So you used the potion then ? » she demanded.
I nodded for yes once again.
« Did you cast Obliviate yet ? » she added.
« N-No » I said heart-broken with a shaky voice.
« Ok. Miss Parkes, can you cast the spell ? » inquired Valerian as she now looked at Haley.
« No, I can’t. I haven’t lived whatever happened between them. Only Sebastian can » declared Haley staring at me.
Valerian looked surprised to hear her pronounce my name and not my surname like she usually did.
Then she looked in my direction again.
« Do you think we could have a minute Miss Parkes ? » demanded Valerian with her cute puppy eyes.
« I’m afaid not. Every minute counts and what just happened could jeopardise the whole mission, I’m sorry » said Haley authoritarian.
She was right, I had screwed up big time. And though Haley’s tone voice sounded harsh, she was only trying to do her job, and she always made it clear that there were to be no feelings between us. Still, it pained me a little.
But I knew I could count on Valerian.
« Ok, Sebastian, you can do this. Take me back to the Gaunt Manor with you, and you’ll cast the spell there, then I can return here » suggested Valerian.
I nodded.
« Guide me » she murmured sweetly.
I felt so grateful she was there to help me clean up my mess.
I took her hand and Marvolo’s arm as we apparated back to the boudoir.
I saw Valerian examining the room, then her face locked on Marvolo.
« So you’re Ominis’ brother » she declared severely.
It was strange to hear her voice now bitter. She was always so calm and her voice perfect. But she had every right to be upset. For some reason, her anger soothed me and helped accept mine, maybe it reminded me that it was ok to be resentful.
She then unspelled Marvolo from the soundproof charm.
« And you’re the mudblood my dear little brother’s in love with. I must thank you. You have given me a new opportunity to crush his soul for good » confessed Marvolo evilly.
She approched him slowly as she looked at me.
« The less we respond to negative people, the more powerful our life becomes » she just said wisely.
« You think you’re so clever, you’re just a filthy mudblood » tauted Marvolo.
How dare he talk to her that way ! I was still high on adrenaline and waisted no time taking out my wand to point it at him.
« Sebastian, no ! He’s taunting you and you’re playing his game. Don’t waist your time on toxic people. He’s so not worth it. Don’t give him your energy nor your attention » she advised.
« But he insulted you ! » I shouted.
« But I don’t feel offended in the slightest. How could someone so worthless upset me ? His words hold no value over me » she explained calmly.
I just looked at her, unable to comprehend her way of thinking, though I wished I did.
I guess that’s why she was far better and smarter than I was.
« Sebastian, now focus. Close your eyes and reach out your wand » she instructed.
I looked at her first, spellbound by her voice, then I did as she told.
« Now breathe in and out and focus on the sound of my voice. Don’t let your emotions get the better of you. Put them aside for now. Remember what you have learnt tonight about the order or the ring, how many lives your valuable information could save. Think about how much you wish to help, not how much pain you want to inflict » she narrated.
Her words were remarkable. It soothed my worries for now. She was so gifted when it came to helping people. I was now focusing on the positive, rather than the negative thanks to her. I recalled tonight’s events in my mind.
« Now cast the spell » she directed kindly.
I did exacty as she said.
« Obliviate »
When I opened my eyes, a white light was coming out of my wand, blinding Marvolo who screamed savagely.
« I’ll make you both pay for this ! » he shouted.
« I must go before his mermoies are whiped out. I’ll see ou later » said Valerian in a rush.
I nooded before she disappeared and I forgot she couldn’t see that.
I cancelled the binding spell and the soudproof charm before I disappeared quickly.
I would have to check on him later to see if the spell worked.
I apparated in a corridor, now heading back to the party discretely.
Before I entered, I took in a deep breath, trying to put aside my remorseful feelings for now.
My head was still all over the place. All these emotions and the shock wore me out.
I found Ominis, who looked bored and glum by Destiny’s side probably longing for the party to be over.
Everytime I would look at him now, I could feel my heart race out of betrayal and guilt.
Marvolo entered the room again, looking confused. Maybe the spell worked after all.
I could see him talk to his mother. I was hoping no one saw us leave together.
I sneaked closer to hear their conversation.
« I think I drunk too much, mother, that’s all. I passed out on the couch in the boudoir » he expressed.
« Get a grip, please darling. I need your help to keep Ominis in check tonight » she replied gently.
How odd it was to think she actually had a softer side, almost frightening. I knew Marvolo was her little prince. So I shouldn’t be surprised.
I guess that meant that the spell worked and he couldn’t remember a thing. But he’ll be wondering where his ring was. And that’s when they’ll start asking questions.
It should give us enough time to decide what needs to be done with it.
The rest of the party was boring as hell. I was getting sick of hearing these fake people pretending they liked eachother, or pretending to cared about Ominis.
So I was delighted when the last guest left. That meant Ominis and I could go home. But in my heart, I was distraught and feeling anxious. I knew I had to expalin myself to Ominis, Valerian and even Haley. I was dreadind this. But a part of me wanted to keep it a secret. I knew it was wrong, but the fear of losing my friends was a far worse feeling.
Ominis came up to me, letting me know we could depart in a few minutes. I was thankful he couldn’t see my face right now. It proably looked washed-out and I felt like the words TRAITOR were written all over my face.
Mistress Gaunt forced Ominis to kiss Destiny’s hand goodbye.
« Thank you for the engagment party, Lady Malfoy » struggled to say Ominis fakely.
She gave a fake smile in return as he made his way to me, not making his farewells to his family.
I gave Marvolo one last dark vengeful look before Ominis and I disappeared.
We apparated back home at Feltcroft where we were met by Valerian and Haley.
The first thing Ominis did was to hug his fiancé dearly. I felt envious of Ominis, having someone that cared so much about him. I knew Haley would never greet me that way. It’s not that I was in love with her, I just felt the growing need to find someone to share my life with.
They were now kissing, their bodies pressed together and arms around eachother. They looked like hey hadn’t seen eachother in weeks.
I just stared at them, as if I were trying to engrave this moment in my mind forever, my friends in love and happy, because I knew it wouldn’t last. Ominis would soon end our friendship because of what I had done. I began to cry again.
« Sebastian ? What’s wrong ? » asked Ominis perplex letting go of Valerian.
The thought of him hating me was unbearable. Ominis had already forgiven me once before. He won’t give me a second chance.
I wanted to leave, hide like a coward and ignore my problems like I did before.
But I knew this was not the answer.
I looked at all of them, feeling like trash.
« Sebastian, why don’t you wait for us in the kitchen ? » suggested Valerian kindly.
I nodded, my eyes swolen from all my crying.
She was probably going to detail tonights events to Ominis, how I pathetically nearly screwed the entire mission.
I could hear their voices through the half opened door.
After a while, they both came into the kitchen and sat opposite me.
My heart was pouding so fast as I was sweating.
I felt like in a tribunal, being juged for my sins they were not yet aware of.
« Miis Pakes had to leave. Urrgent buisnees to attend to.Valerian told me you encountered some difficulties and needed help ? » stated Ominis concerned.
No words could come out of my mouth.
« Was it my brother ? Did he get into your head ? You know he does that ! » exclaimed Ominis sounding furious.
Once again, my voice was gone. I felt so ashamed and regretful, just like when I killed my uncle.
« Ominis, please » said Valerian as if they could read eachother’s mind.
He just looked into her direction with sorrowful eyes.
« I’m sorry. Please, tell us what happened » he demanded.
My cheeks were wet from my tears.
I first took he ring out of my pocket and gave it to Ominis.
« You stole it ? Well done ! » said Omonis impressed.
I was hoping he’d be less mad if he saw the mission was accomplished despite my nervous breakdown.
« Sebastian, what happened ? » insisted Valerian focusing on the subject.
« … you know how sincerely I regret my past actions. I realised lately that I still hate myself, and anger and self-loathing has been growing in my heart for a while now. I only have myself to blame, I know that. But recently, I felt envious, of you both. I know I will never find someone that can love me like you two do, because no one could ever love a murderer. That’s how it started. But tonight, I have broken a promise I held dear. I felt like I had no other choice, I panicked and you were right Ominis, I’m too impulsive. My emotions always get the better of me. And your brother knew exactly which button to press to make me lose all self-control. I realise these are just excuses. I’m a broken person, with so many flaws. I don’t even know how to handle myself anymore » I cried.
Ominis and Valerian looked perturbed by my revelations, I was distressed to my own words.
« Marvolo scanned my mind meticulously years ago when he came to me to offer his help with Anne. That’s how he discovered what I did and used it to blackmail you. Then he made me forget. How ironic as I did the same to him tonight. I manage to lure him out of the room. We went to the bodoir, where I binded him, and made him drink the truth serum. I first took the ring. It controls the faceless monster and you’ve got to turn it three times to summon the monster. It will only dissapear when it had killed. Then I asked him about the prophecy. He said he knew about it because it was passed down from generation to generation in the Gaunt family. He knew nothing about the orb. But he confessed the dark lord is in fact a Gaunt descendant. And he will aquire the elder wand and kill all the muggle-borns and the muggles. He didn’t know that the dark lord would in fact be a muggle-born. He talked about the order, they call themselves deatheaters. There is no way to know who is part of the order, there is no list, Marvolo couldn’t tell me who was part of it besides Malfoy, Black and Lestrange. The tatoo is the only way to recognise them. That’s when the potion stopped its use. So I had to make him drink another ... » I narrated.
Here comes the confession. My heart was pouding loudly as was once again experiencing trembling accompagnied with a feeling of self-loathe, guilt and fear.
Ominis and Valerian were silent, listening anguishly.
« I … I didn’t know … how, Marvolo wouldn’t … open his mouth … I didn’t know … what spell to use … time was running out … I panicked » I tried to say sobbing again.
« What are you trying to say ? » asked Valerian trying to help me find my words.
« That … I was … confused, afraid … I might fail. The pressure I felt … I didn’t know what to do, I’m so sorry » I cried.
« What did you do Sebastian ? » asked Ominis more harshly.
He probably knew the answer already.
« I … used … the Imperius curse ... » I declared weeping.
Ominis stood up brutally looking wrathful.
« I’m so sorry Ominis, please forgive me. I didn’t know what else to do ! He had to drink the potion ! This was part of the plan ! » I shouted desperately begging for forgiveness.
« You just can’t help yourself, can you ? You promissed me ! » replied Ominis incadescent.
« I know. I let my emotions take control of me, again. Marvolo has hurt Valerian, had hurt you and manipulated me. I was so enraged that when I pointed my wand to your brother, I saw a bolt of green light preparing to be cast. I was going to kill him. But when I saw it, I immediately dropped my wand ! » I confessed.
Ominis didn’t say a word, he just looked at me, the same way Anne did when I had killed our uncle. I could see not only anger, but also fear.
Valerian looked sorrowful, as if she knew the outcome of this conversation.
« But Marvolo must have said something else, am I right ? » added Valerian concerned.
I nodded.
« He implied that I enjoyed using dark magic. That I couldn’t renounce it because there was this darkness inside of me and that I should embrace it. He tried to push me to kill him. He even implied he was the one responsible for my parent’s death » I admitted in shame.
« Sebastian, you know it was an accident. He probably read the reports of their death, and he used it to manipulate you ! Did he clearly say he killed htem ? » asked Ominis fuming.
« … No » I replied in disbelief.
« Exactly. Because he was still under the effetcs of the truth serum. So he implied, not said ! » he concluded raving.
Ominis was right, that bastard played me like a fiddle. I should have at least tortured that moron before I let him go ! No. I shouldn’t think like this. This is my inner darkness speaking, not me.
« Was he right then ? Did you enjoy using dark magic on him ? » he demanded repulsively.
His question frightened me, because I knew what the answer was to it. The truth was I enjoyed torturing his brother because he deserved it. I liked it perhaps too much. Like Marvolo said, that sensation of wheelding great power was exhilarating. But afterwards, I immediately regreted my actions and thoughts. He was right, Ominis was the one keeping me on the path of rightchessnouss. And without him, I would drown in darkness.
Having given no answer, Ominis probably took that for a yes because his face switched from anger to disappointment. He looked down as he exhaled loudly, then pulled his hair back running his fingers thouth it as he was breathing rapidly. He was probably starting a panic attack.
« Sebastian, wait here, please » instructed Valerian concerned about Ominis for now.
She grabbed Ominis by the hand and led him out of the kitchen to the living room. Would she plead my case to Ominis ? Or was she upset with me too and renounce our friendship ?