
Characters
Harry Potter, Sirius Black, Severus Snape, Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy, Hermione Granger, Lucius Malfoy, Tom Riddle | Voldemort, Narcissa Black Malfoy, Evan Rosier, Hermione Granger/Severus Snape, Thorfinn Rowle, Antonin Dolohov, Original Shafiq Family Characters (Harry Potter), Mattheo Riddle (yasmineamaro), Hermione Granger/Thorfinn Rowle, Evan Rosier/Severus Snape, Antonin Dolohov/Thorfinn Rowle, Hermione Granger/Antonin Dolohov/Severus Snape/Thorfinn Rowle/Evan Rosier, Antonin Dolohov/Hermione Granger/Thorfinn Rowle
Tags
Praise Kink
Betrayal
Not Canon Compliant
Implied/Referenced Suicide
References to Depression
Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
Long Lost/Secret Relatives
Bad BDSM Etiquette
Tags May Change
References to Drugs
Polyamory
Bondage
POV Multiple
Department of Mysteries (Harry Potter)
Stalking
Morally Grey Albus Dumbledore
Pureblood Hermione Granger
Old Gods
Multiple Pairings
Animagus
Hogwarts Fifth Year
Ancient Egyptian Deities
these characters need therapy
Summary
Voldemort is back, and Hermione is scrambling to save the home she's found in the wizarding world, but secrets lurk in every corner, making it difficult to find her way. Operating on faulty info, Hermione's assumptions have disastrous consequences.The arrival of a new student at Hogwarts turns her life upside down, and years of half-truths and outright lies are revealed.Torn between two worlds, and the crushing weight of a prophecy, Hermione must choose between the side she thought she'd always fight against, and the people she thought she'd always fight for.When soulmates come into play Hermione has more to lose than ever before.
Note
Hey Everyone!This is my first fanfiction! I chose to write this for all the girlies who want to be in the middle of a Death Eater puppy pile. I never could've worked up the courage to write this if not for my sister, or the super supportive members of the Magic is Might discord. Thank you all so much! Especially for not kicking me out for asking too many questions in the author's chat! Special thanks to BothMalfoysPlease for Beta reading!Please check out the fics that inspired me to write this one!A Force of Nature by Myella & RoilenaUNSTOPPABLE by HollySnowProdigal Witch by MissFantastic Tags may be added or changed as I go. Fancast for Hermione is Sasha KichinginaImportant note: Hermione is aged up due to time turner use in PoA. She's 16 turning 17 in September Love Triad/Multi Fics? Join my new Poly HP Server! 18+ only! https://discord.gg/KS63at4TDZ
Chapters
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the fear has gripped me but here i go
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
decisions to decisions are made and not bought
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i will call you by name
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count my cards, watch them fall
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
did you even notice i began to bleed?
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
what happens when there's no more life in me for you to kill?
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
hide you in my treasure chest
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
leaving my skin to stain as i bleed
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
in the end, i'd do it again
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
where do i go?
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
you're still young, that's your fault
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
so you think you can love me and leave me to die?
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
i aint lost, just wandering
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
why am i still here?
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
she never once asked me about the wrong i did
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
i really fucked it up this time, didn't i my dear?
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
cried out to you alone
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
i tried to scream, but my head was underwater
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
even the iron still fears the rot
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
you're my chosen poison
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
i'm a sinking ship thats burning
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
Chapter 22
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
i will never be too well
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
turns out, i'm not real
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
how long can we just exist?
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM -
washed to the undertow
April 20, 2025 at 06:56 AM