Cruel Summer (With You)

“You had fun last night,” Remus says, and the words sound a little too careful, like it's not really what he meant to say. Sirius closes his eyes. Thinks about the man’s hands on his waist. Thinks about how it felt like nothing. Thinks about lips on his. Thinks about wishing they were someone else’s.“Yeah,” he says, frustrated. He didn’t come here for this. He doesn’t know what he came here for.“Was he a good kisser?” Remus asks, lifting an eyebrow. Sirius wants to throttle him, a bit.“He…” Sirius frowns, huffing sharply as he turns his gaze out the window. He’s quiet. Remus doesn’t press. And fuck him, honestly. Fuck him for acting jealous and not doing something about it. Fuck him for pretending none of it even happened the next day. Finally, Sirius takes in a deep breath. What does he have left to lose?“Do you think you’re a good kisser, Remus?”______Or: The Marauders and co. visit California post Hogwarts graduation and Remus and Sirius finally work their shit out <3pls be gentle with me I have never posted anything here and the internet is terrifying but I really do love these tragic little guys!!

the idea for this came to me while i was blasting cruel summer in my car (you know, just a regular tuesday) and it's still sort of half-baked and i don't know if it's any good but i hope at least one person enjoys it :) will try not to give up on it but we'll see