no matter what i do, this wound will never heal (why are you never real?)

Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
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no matter what i do, this wound will never heal (why are you never real?)
Characters
Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, James Potter/Lily Evans Potter, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Marlene McKinnon, Severus Snape
Tags
Angst Slow Burn Unresolved Sexual Tension Time Travel Unreliable Narrator Pining no beta we die like men Yearning Alternate Universe Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies Self-Hatred Remus Lupin Needs a Hug Loss of Identity tonks erasure im so sorry xoxo this will go somewhere but where exactly i am unsure so many questions unanswered but on the plus side!
Summary
remus lupin had felt himself die, that was certain. he was dead. so he had a right to be confused as to why someone - an angel, he presumed - was calling out his name in a voice that seems awfully familiar, telling him to wake up.there was no waking back up for remus lupin. or so he thought.or: where remus dies and gets transported to another universe, having to deal with the grief and loss he's hidden away from all whilst fighting the guilt of somehow surviving and learning that it's okay to live again.
Note
hellooooo!!! i am SO excited abt this concept and once again i find myself posting a chapter (or more like prologue) before i have ANY plans of what im gonna do. will i hate myself for this? perhaps but idc per usual. just a quick disclaimer being the fact that i am not an all-knowing hp and marauders lore person so things probs wont be the most accurate thing ever but i still hope it''ll be ok! and like always, sorry for any mistakes and i hope yall enjoyyy <333

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