And I Go Back To December All The Time

Remus misses winter, not for the snow or the twinkling lights, but for the memory of a man with stormy grey eyes and black hair who shattered his heart and froze his world with a single choice. The days keep moving forward, but he’s still stuck in a yesterday he doesn’t know how to leave behind.Sirius wishes he could go back to the moment when he lost everything that ever mattered to him. The words he said and the mistakes he made haunt him like shadows under the cold winter sky. Now, it feels like it’s too late, or so he tells himself.It’s Christmas once again, and when fate (also called Lily Evans) brings them face to face, both men will have to confront their greatest fear: looking into each other’s eyes and discovering whether the wounds of the past can heal, or if winter has stolen every chance of a future together.

Hello everyone! This is my first fic ever, so I'm kind of nervous about posting this. Also, English is not my first language, so if there are any mistakes please tell me and I'll change anything that is wrong.This fic is about Wolfstar as you may have realized, but depending on how my writing flow goes, I might make some chapters about other pairings. I've seen Gilderat all over Tiktok thanks to the user @giveherhellfromuspeeves aka Isabella. So I might write some extra chapters about that. I aslo will for certain write some Jegulus stuff because I love them and Regulus will have an important role in the story. I'm still designing the chapters and plot, but I wanted to post this already.This first chapter is sort of an introduction and contains just a lot of pining and brooding on Remus part. I hope you like it!Also, worth mentioning, this is heavily inspired by my all time favorite singer, Taylor :), specifically the song Back to December. So yes, there are A LOT of references, starting with the name of the chapters and including some phrases/words that I relate to her.