Why can't you be good for something

Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
F/M
M/M
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Why can't you be good for something
Characters
Regulus Black/James Potter, Regulus Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, Lily Evans Potter, Mary Macdonald (Harry Potter), Marlene McKinnon, Dorcas Meadowes, Evan Rosier, Euphemia Potter, Fleamont Potter, Barty Crouch Jr., Pandora Lovegood, Barty Crouch Jr./Evan Rosier, Sybill Trelawney, Euphemia Potter & James Potter
Tags
Implied/Referenced Self-Harm Based on a Lana Del Rey Song Hurt No Comfort Regulus Black is Bad at Feelings Everyone Is Gay Trans Regulus Black I Wrote This While Listening to Mitski's Music Eating Disorders James Potter is Not Okay Regulus Black Needs a Hug Established Sirius Black/Remus Lupin Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified Remus Lupin Has Self-Esteem Issues James Potter Needs a Hug Past James Potter/Lily Evans Potter Title from a Mitski Song Minor Barty Crouch Jr./Evan Rosier James Potter Has An Eating Disorder Sirius Black Has An Eating Disorder me projecting onto remus lupin not me projecting onto the characters i write Song: Let Down (Radiohead)
Summary
James Potter has always had problems with food. But it's normal, right? Everybody has stared at disgust at their own body from the age of eight. Everyone has a mum who tells them they're getting fat after two meals. And most definitely, everyone has a best friend thats so much skinnier than them. So much thinner. But James can't be jealous. He has so much to live for, right?
Note
Pls bear with me the first few chapters do not make any sense but it gets more coherent in the next few chapters 😭😭Erm so no one is probably gonna read this but it’s my first ever time writing so if this is bad im so sorry in advance. Rlly short rn but idk I’ll try to update it 😭.It’s mostly a James pov centred fic but it will change depending on who i want to write. tw for EDs obviously, fatphobia and general self hatred that is James Potter.

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