It all falls down
Felicity flipped another page in her book as she sipped on her hot tea. This was one of her favorite things to do. Cuddle up with a book and something hot to drink. Loki came around the corner and smiled at her. Sitting down next to her Loki leaned over and kissed her neck repeatedly.
“Loki, I'm trying to read.”
"This isn't my first child, my love. I know your body must be aching for attention. Let me give you what you need." Loki pressed a soft kiss to her neck again. His hot breath on her neck made he want to run to Sam.
“No.” Felicity stood up and started walking off in the direction of the bedroom. Loki caught up to her quickly and wrapped his arms around her waist. Holding her against him, his lips landed on your neck again.
"Do not lie for my sake, (your name) was insatiable when our precious one was nestled inside her." Pulling away from Loki, you felt his grip get tighter.
“Loki, I said no, stop.”
"What if your king commands it anyway, hmm? You can't stop me." Loki took Felicity’s things out of her hands and set them on the small desk nearby. Moving her into the bedroom Felicity felt her heart race, her breath was hitched in her throat and she felt a tear run down her face.
“What if we do this later? I’m sure I’ll be in the mood?” Loki ignored your attempt at bargaining and pushed you over to the bed. Loki watched you intently as he began to take off his clothes. Felicity darted toward the door but Loki, jumped in front of her, his shirt still hanging on his neck. Felicity moved back into the corner. Loki moved over to her, completely naked, and pulled her shirt off. Kissing her chest, she wriggled away a bit before Loki tightened his grip on her wrists. Unbuckling her pants he moved them off of her with his teeth and made her step out of them. Loki bent her over the side of the bed and bent over her. Kissing her shoulder blades and down her spine, she shivered at his touch.
“Loki, please don’t do this.”
"But you're beautiful when you're carrying what belongs to me...and by extension, YOU belong to me."His fingers grazed by her panties before taking them off of her. His finger rubbed her slit and he smiled a bit.
"Ah, I knew you were being coy. Look, How ready for me you already are." Loki pumped his twitching cock a few times before lining it up to her entrance and going into Felicity hard. She screamed in pain as Loki went further. Crying profusely he leaned down to kiss her back. His long hair tickling her skin. He growled several time in his throat and she bit down on the sheets trying to muffle her screams, not to alert anyone.
“Stop it! Let go of me!” Loki ignoring the words out of her mouth and kept going. Picking up his pace he rammed into her at his fastest speed. He covered Felicity's mouth and held down the back of her throat before he continued. Feeling him finish insdie of her he pulsed into you a few more times before scratching her back.
"If you'd just cooperated that would have felt a lot better, love." Loki whispered into her ear before lightly kissing her plump lips. She pulled away a bit, wiping a tear from her face. Loki moved Felicity up on the bed and threw a cover over her. Pulling his pants on, he went outside and out onto the balcony to smoke. Felicity wiped away her tears as she began to cry more. Slowly getting up from the bed, she moved slowly, still sore from his roughness. Felicity grabbed her clothes along with her phone and locked herself in the bathroom. Getting dressed the best she could she held back her tears as the line rang.
You were reading on the couch while Bucky played with Tatum. Hearing your phone ring you sighed thinking it was work but relaxed when you saw Felicity’s name popping up on the screen.
“{Y/N}...are you still mad at me?” You had been upset that Felicity decided to stay with Loki after he had taken Tatum but you could stay mad at her very long.
“No, You can’t help who you love.” Felicity cried into the phone and you grabbed your keys.
“What’s wrong?”
“Loki… raped me.” Felicity’s voice was cracking and she was crying uncontrollably.
“HE DID WHAT?”
“Can you come get me?” You told Bucky to watch Tatum while you rushed over to her apartment in your car. Getting there you knocked on the door and Loki answered.
“Where is she?” You pushed pashed Loki, and looked around frantically.
“Loki, Where the fuck is Felicity? What did you do to her?”
"She's recuperating. You know as well as I that she's a fragile little thing, sometimes having her world rocked by God wears her out." You growled at his direction and opened the door to the bedroom, seeing the bathroom door was locked you knocked quietly and Felicity opened the door slowly. Her eyes were red and her face was splotchy from her rubbing her tears away. Your tucked your phone in your back pocket and helped her off the floor. Felicity leaned on you and she cried even more on your shoulders. Loki reached a hand up and you moved her behind you.
“Touch her and you die. How could you think It was okay to rape her?!”
"Rape? Hardly. You should have felt how sickeningly wet she was for me. She knows her place, she just likes to play." Loki flipped back his hair and you scoffed at him.
“Does it look like she was playing? She is hurt and she is leaving your sorry ass.” Walking to the front door with Felicity draped around you shoulder you opened the front door and helped her into the hallway.
"Where do you think you're taking her? She doesn't want to leave me...Felicity come back here, I demand--I don't understand, I've given you everything." Felicity stopped in the doorway and stared at Loki with anger in her eyes.
“This baby isn’t yours.”
"I swear to Asgard above if you walk out that door...fine. Sod all of you pathetic quims! Always taking what you need and running like the cowards you pieces of midgardian trash are! I should have killed you all when I had the chance...I won't make the same mistake twice." You slammed the door behind you and help Felicity to your car. Buckling her into the passenger seat you drove off. Felicity pulled out her phone and frantically started texting.
“Who are you texting?”
“Someone important.”
“Is it the baby’s daddy?”
“I’ll explain when we get to your house.”
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You had gotten to the house and saw Bucky had taken Tatum across the hall, knocking on his door you told him what happened and he followed you across the hallway. Felicity sat in the corner of your couch while you shut the door.
“Felicity how did this happen?” She sniffled a little before placing her phone down.
“He...he wanted to ya know, but I didn’t so he decided that i was “playing hard to get” and he went with that.” You tensed your fists and clenched your bottom jaw.
“You can stay here as long as you want to...you know that right?” Felicity shook her head and clutched a pillow on the couch tighter. Sighed you started to move over to her but your door swung open and Sam wilson came inside, heading straight to Felicity. She broke down as soon as he touched her and you were confused.
“Is the baby okay? How are you?” Sam kissed her temple and pet her hair.
“Sam? What are- ah you are the baby daddy.”
“I am more than that. I’m her husband.” Bucky stood up behind you and shook his head at Sam.
“Sam. Don’t.”
“Don’t do what?” You sat down in the side chair and thought for a few moments.
“Wait, when did you get married, what don’t you want him to do? I am so confused.” Felicity sniffled and sat up a bit before looking at you.
“{Y/N}, listen to what I am about to tell you and follow along okay.” You nodded your head and waited.
“I have been married to Sam for two years now and we met in Wakanda, when I was with the peace corps. I didn’t tell you because Steve had called us back and I got hired by SHIELD. To fake date Loki. They set up camera and mics everywhere, even in here. We have been watching you and Loki for nine months now. All the Avengers except Thor know and we kept it from you. Just for your protection...I’m so sorry.” You stood up and punched the wall next to you. Glancing over at Bucky, who was holding Tatum you shook your head as tears ran down your face.
“Bucky? Were you just…” You couldn’t utter the words. Your throat burned and your stomach was in knots.
“How could you! I slept with you. I love you. Then I find out about everything!”
“Baby, sit down let me explain.” Bucky reached out a hand for you, raising your own up you walked out of the room and rushed down the hall to the laundry room. Bucky urged Sam and Felicity to keep an eye on Tatum as he rushed after you. Finding you pacing between the washers and dryers he came up to you and stopped your pacing.
“Hey {Y/N} calm down.”
“How can I? My best friend lied to me, you lied to me. I can’t stand being lied to anymore.” You hopped up on a random washer and pushed back your hair.
“How about we go to Avengers tower tomorrow and you can find out everything. I promise. But here is something I can promise you now. I love you and I want to be here for you no matter what.” You leaned on his chest and he kissed the top of your head.
“I love you too.” Sniffling a bit you started to move off of the washer and Bucky held your legs there.
“You want to know something.”
“Hm.”
“This is where we first kissed.” Bucky kissed your lips passionately and you smiled within the kiss. He laced his fingers with your own and pulled you off to the ground,breaking it.
“Let’s go, comfort Felicity.” You said pulling Bucky alone behind you. Even though in the back of your mind you couldn’t help but wonder…
Were you just a mission?