i don't mind (if i never see you again)

Sherlock (TV) Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
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i don't mind (if i never see you again)
Characters
Sherlock Holmes/John Watson, Sherlock Holmes & John Watson, Sherlock Holmes, John Watson, Greg Lestrade, Mycroft Holmes, Mary Morstan/John Watson, Molly Hooper, Mrs. Hudson (Sherlock Holmes), Mary Morstan, Sherlock Holmes & Molly Hooper, Sherlock Holmes & Mrs. Hudson
Tags
Angst Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence Unrequited Love Love Confessions Other Additional Tags to Be Added Hurt/Comfort Domestic Fluff I Can't Believe I Wrote This Post-Reichenbach Sherlock Holmes Has Feelings Internalized Homophobia Hurt Sherlock Holmes Inspired by a Conan Gray Song Help Sherlock Holmes Loves John Watson The Author Regrets Everything Queer Themes Gay Sherlock Holmes John Watson in Denial John Watson is Not Gay Emotional Hurt Dramatic Sherlock Holmes Rejection Nice Mary Morstan Manipulative John Watson Mary Morstan Did Nothing Wrong she's just a girl author is projecting Sherlock is so me Homophobic Language no slurs tho Happy Molly Hooper except the fluff and comfort are just to make the hurt hurt more Quote: I don't mind (Sherlock) Sherlock Holmes is a Bit Not Good Sherlock Holmes and Drug Use Autistic Sherlock Holmes sherlock holmes and the horrifying ordeal of being in love Molly is neurodivergent too Mrs. Hudson Ships It Parental Mrs. Hudson shes his mom idec Sad Ending subject to change but as it's looking right now there will be no happy ending I'm Sorry What Have I Done
Summary
After a confession from Sherlock leads to a blow-out fight between the detective and his best friend, the two have to wrestle with their feelings for each other as well as the fallout that follows the disunion.A story of love, rejection, insecurities, and moving on. [Updates Wednesdays!]
Note
this might be a lot. it might be too much, actually. i'm not even sure if i'll ever finish it (i have 3.5 chapters already written, including this one) but the draft is going to expire soon and i'll be damned if i lose another johnlock fic to the ao3 gods because i didn't post it in time (that other fic was a really fluffy, retired gay victorian watson and holmes fic that had completely impeccable vibes that i have been unable to recreate in my attempts to rewrite the fic, so now you get this).this is my way of coping because i am currently in the biggest fattest unrequited love corner/triangle(?) and instead of talking about it or getting over it, i'm making one of my favorite fictional couples break up and be tragic.

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