Chapter 7
It was Saturday. And Bucky was dead nervous. Bucky was going on their first date and Bucky felt like he was going to die on the spot. "Mom, what colour is this shirt?" Bucky asks holding it up. "It's green." Winifred says sitting in Bucky's bed. Winifred has agreed to help Bucky because he was on the verge of an anxiety attack when she went to his bedroom to see how he was doing. "No." Bucky says and throws the shirt onto the no pile. Winifred chuckles. "What about this one?" Bucky asks holding another shirt up. "it's grey." She says. Bucky looks at it and hums. "Mom, I can't do this." Bucky say giving up and flopping onto his bed beside his mother.
"Yes you can honey, your just nervous is all." Winifred says. Bucky closes his eyes. Then looks at his mother. "Help me." Bucky says in a small scared voice. Winifred smiles. "Of course." She says and stands up. She looks at her sons clothes. "Hmmm, let's see here." She says thinking. It turns out good. Bucky was wearing a light brown sweater and skinny black jeans. Bucky looks in the mirror. "Wow." Bucky says. "Light brown sweater and black jeans. You look wonderful." Winifred says on the verge of tears. "My youngest son, going on hs first date." She says and wraps her arms around him. Bucky just smiles.
The door bell rings. "I think that's him." Winifred says. Bucky goes down the stairs and William looks up frm the couch and glares at him. "Why you dressed up like that? " William asks. Bucky ignores hi and opens the door. "Hey Buck." Steve says. "Come in, I will be a second." Bucky says and goes to grab his coat. "You going on a date? Man I feel bad for the guy already. " William says and Bucky glares at him. "Shut up." Bucky says and continues to put his shoes on. "I hope you mess up big time." Willkam says and Bucky groans. "Can you just be happy?" Bucky asks. "Not if it includes you." William retorts and Bucky just walks off.
Bucky didn't know that Steve has heard what William was saying and ws angry but hid it well. "Ready to go?" Steve asks and Bucky smiles. "Yeah." Bucky says and walks out of the house with Steve. Bucky hops into Steve's truck and Stee drives off. "So where are we going?" Bucky asks. "To the beach." Steve says. Bucky smiles even wider. "Good day for it." Bucky says and Steve smiles. Steve parks the car when they get there. Bucky smiles and hops out. Bucky and Steve starts to walk along the beach.
"The water is blue." Steve says seeing that Bucky kept on glancing at the water. Bucky smiles. "Thanks." Bucky says and Steve nudges Bucky's shoulder and Bucky nudges back. Steve smiles and nudges Bucky's shoulder again, a little bit harder. Bucky giggles and pushes Steve to the sand. Steve laughs and grabs Bucky's hand and pulls him down beside Steve. Bucky and Steve laughing, rolled onto their side and talk about anything and everything. Bucky smiles at Steve and Steve puts his had onto Bucky's cheek. "You really are beautiful, you know that?" Steve asks and Bucky blushes. "No I am not, stop it." Bucky says a bit flustered.
"But you really are." Steve says and for a moment Bucky believes him. "Really?" Bucky asks and Steve nods. "Yeah." Steve says and presses his lips onto Bucky's. Bucky inhales. Bucky never had been kissed before. What was he supposed to do? Bucky didn't know. Steve pulls away. "I'm sorry." Bucky squeaks. "What for?" Steve asks. "I have never been kissed before." Bucky says feeling ashamed that he had to say that out loud. "It's fine, I teach you." Steve says and kisses Bucky again. Bucky squeaks, totally wasn't expecting that. Steve drags his tounge along Bucky's bottom lip and puts his hand onto Bucky's waist.
Bucky gasps. Steve smiles in the kiss and deepens it. Bucky never felt this way before. Bucky slowly puts his arms around Steve's neck, putting one through Steve's hair. Steve groans. Bucky heart picks up and Bucky shivers. Steve tugs Bucky closer to him and now it was Bucky's turn to groan and whimper into ths kiss. Steve pulls away for air and puts his forehead onto Bucky's. Bucky stares into Steve's grey eyes, knowing it was actually a blue. Bucky smiles. "It's getting late, I should get you home." Steve says and quickly kisses Bucky again. Bucky cuddles into Steve more. "I don't want to." Bucky complains.
Steve chuckles. "I know, but we have to." Steve says. Bucky nods and stands up. The sun was setting. Did time go by that fast? Both Steve and Bucky go back into the truck. While Steve was driving, Steve grabs Bucky's hand and Bucky smiles. Everything was really dark with the dull grey lights. Bucky once again starts to wish he could see colour. "What are we now?" Bucky says and takes a minute to reliaze what he just said. "Oh my gosh, you don't have to answer that." Bucky says hating himself. "I think we should be boyfriends." Steve says after a minute. Bucky all of a sudden feels afraid. "I don't know, you are going to be a target, like who wants to date a person like me? A guy who can't see colour." Bucky says. Steve pulls over and parks the car. "Hey, don't think or talk like that." Steve says.
Bucky looks down. Great, he just destroyed a date. Bucky just ruins everything he touches. "Hey, stop that. I want to be with you. You are a amazing person." Steve says and kisses Bucky once again. Bucky blushes when he finds out he just said that out loud. "Bucky, you need to understand. It might be early, but I love you. And I hate that your brother is bullying you. I hate to see you second guess everything." Steve says again. Bucky sniffles. "God, where were you." Bucky ays and starts to cry. Steve wipes those tears away and kisses Bucky. "I was right here all along." Steve says in between kisses and Bucky giggles. "Thank you." Bucky says. Steve smiles and starts to drive again.
After a few minutes, Steve parks into Bucky's drive way. Bucky was the one to kiss Steve this time and Steve smiles in the kiss. "See, that is what I want to see." Steve says when Bucky pulls away. Bucky smiles shyly. "Will I see you at school." Steve says nd Bucky nods. They kiss and say goobye one more time and Bucky gets out of the truck. Before Bucky closes the front door Bucky looks at Steve one more time and smiles. Bucky closes the door and Bucky goes upstairs. Bucky flops onto his bed and smiles giddily. Bucky couldn't wait for school on Monday. Nothing can destroy his good mood.