Chapter 8
Bucky goes into the school his mind still onto the date he had with Steve on Saturday. Seems like where ever he goes, his mind just keeps wandering back to Steve. When did he go to trust Steve so fast? Bucky doesn't want to think about that. Someone pushes Bucky the floor. "Hey faggot, had a fun weekend?" Brock asks and everyone laughs. "Leave me alone." Bucky says standing up. "When did our blind bat become so strong? " Brock asks. Bucky wouldn't stand down. He had enough. "Leave me alone." Bucky says again. Brock stops laughing and pushes Bucky against the lockers. "Come on boys, lets take him out back." The boys laugh an drags Bucky outside.
Bucky kicks himself mentally. Why did get so stupid? Now they are going to kill him. Bucky cries out in pain when Brock slams him against the wall. "Now, since when did you turn Steve gay?" Brock hisses. Bucky pales. They saw him with Steve. Steve is going to be in danger now. "Leave us, make sure no one is coming." Brock says and the boys leave. Bucky struggles against him. "Please, just leave him alone. You can do whatever you want to me, just please leave Steve alone!" Bucky pleads. Bucky can't let them hurt Steve. Bucky would never forgive himself.
"Oh really now?" Brock says. Bucky nods. Bucky will do anything to keep Steve safe. "Alright then, I have been wanting a good fuck for a while." Brock says eyeing his body up and down hungrily. Bucky regrets his decision. "No!" Bucky yells frantically. "Do you want me to hurt Steve because I will kill him." Brock hisses and Bucky sobs. "Tsk, tsk. What a shame. You are pretty though." Brock says dragging his hand up Bucky's leg. Bucky fights Brock like a trapped animal but it was no use. Brock was too strong. Bucky closes his eyes. "Oh come on." Brock says and kisses Bucky. Bucky tries to pull his head away and to the side but Brock held his head still. Bucky bites his bottom lip and hard. "Fuck!" Brock shouts and pulls away.
Bucky spits in his face and Brock slaps him. Bucky cries out. "Tomorrow, you are going to come wth me after school, you hear me? If not, I will kill Steve." Brock hisses and Bucky had no choice but to nod. Brock lets go of Bucky and walks off. Bucky leans against the wall and was hyperventilating. Bucky was wheezing. His lungs feels so small that they feel like they are going to burst. Bucky didn't know what to do and a sob forces its way out of him. Bucky sat there for what feels like hours. Bucky had manage to calm himself down and wipes his eyes. Bucky was shaking like crazy. Bucky manages to stand up and slowly makes his way into the school.
Looks like Bucky missed first period and half of second period. Bucky got a late slip from the office and enters into his Biology class. Everyone stops and stares at Bucky. Bucky just gives the late slip to the teacher and ignores Steve's concern look and sits down. Bucky could not concentrate but tried to anyway.
Lunch was even harder. Bucky had to face his friends. Bucky was looking around the grey and black cafeteria. Bucky sighs and sits down beside Steve. "Hey, are you alright?" Steve asks. "I'm ok." Bucky says and smiles at Steve. "Why were you late?" Natasha asks looking concerned now. "I woke up late." Bucky lies. "Ok." Steve says but Natasha still looks suspicious. Bucky looks away and sighs. "I think I'm going to go home early." Bucky says not feeling like he is going to survive Chemistry. Steve was looking even more concerned. "Don't you have a test?" Steve asks. "A quiz, about colours." Bucky says. "Ouch." Tony says and everyone agrees.
Bucky walks home. Bucky couldn't think. Bucky has to lose his virginity in the worse way just to keep Steve safe. Bucky had to find a way not to let this happen. Maybe he could stay home tomorrow? No that won't work, then Steve will be hurt or worse killed. Bucky curled into a ball on his bed. Bucky had no teas left in him but yet he could still feel this sadness, this pain. Maybe he could tell his mother? Maybe. But then she will make a big deal about it and might make it worse. Maybe he could tell Steve? All Bucky knew is that he needs to tell someone. Bucky wanted to yell, scream, cry. Bucky just wanted to be happy.... to feel loved. Oh god Steve.
That thought was what made him cry. Bucky was the only one home so Bucky wailed. Bucky can't lose Steve. Bucky wouldn't survive another heart break like that.