Chapter 7
Buvky was nervous, no nervous was a understatement. Petrified sounds better. Bucky clears his throat and kept on changing his hair style or his shirt or something. "Sorry I'm fidgeting a lot. It's just been so long since I have seen Natasha. She only met Justin when he was two months old." Bucky says to Steve. Steve smiles and grabs his had. "it's going to be okay." Steve says and Bucky's heart skips a beat. Bucky noticed Steve a lot more now. How Steve looks at him and he smiles and jesus, Bucky sounds like a god damn sixteen year old tennager. Get your head in the game Barnes. There was a small baby bump. People would think he just ate a little bit, nobody noticed yet unless you hug him. Everyone could feel it. Tomorrow was his ultrasound and he wanted a few people there so he can celebrate with them.
There was a knock on the door. Bucky shivers and Justin crawls into his lap. Bucky hugged Justin back as Justin hugged him. "It's okay mom, she won't hurt us right?" Justin asks. Bucky shakes his head no. "She would never do that." Bucky says and lets his calm scent wash over his son. Justin relaxed. "I love you mommy." Justin says cuddling into Bucky. "I love you too baby, nothing is going to hurt you. Just sleep sweet pea." Bucky says calmly while running his fingers through Justin's soft brown hair. Justin looked a lot like Bucky and Brock wasn't too happy with that. Buky smiles and hums a soft song. "Bucky? Oh my god is that you?" Asks a female voice. Bucky sloely looks up and stares at Natasha. Then Bucky spares a glance at the guy beside her. "Hey Tasha." Bucky says has he carefully gets up and lays his son onto the couch and pulling a blanket over him. Jusin mumbles and falls back to sleep. Bucky kisses Justin's forehead and he stands straight. "Who's him?" Bucky asks jerking his head towards the guy. "Sorry my name is Clint Barton." He says. Natasha lets a tear fall and hugs Bucky.
Bucky makes a small noise in the back of his throat and hugs Natasha. "I never hought you would cry. I do not think I ever seen you cry before." Bucky says and Nataha laughs. "What did he do to you?" Natasha asks. Bucky just shakes his head and hugs her again. Natasha blinks. "Wait is that?" Natasha asks. Bucky nods and let's Natasha touch the small baby bump. "Oh my god, did he force you?" Natasha asks. Bucky didn't answer and Natasha knew. She fully sobbed this time and clings onto Bucky. "I am such a terrible friend. I should have seen this coming." Natasha says. Bucky rubs her back. "It's not your falut. It is mine, for I should have seen it coming." Bucky says gently. Natasha pulls away and wipes her eyes after a few minutes. She smiles. "You are never going back there again. He won't hurt you anymore." Natasha says and cups Bucky's cheek.
"I'm sorry, I tried to get away but I was too weak." Bucky says on the verge of tears. Natasha shakes her head and hugs him again. "No, you are strong. Please don't talk yourself down." Natasha begs. Bucky sighs and nods. Everyone was in the living room. "So umm tomorrow is my ultrasound to find out what it is, so umm do you guys want to come." Bucky asks rubbing his right hand against the back of his neck. "Yes." Natasha says. Everyone nods. "Mommy can I come too?" Justin asks tiredly and Bucky picks him up. "Of course sweet pea." Bucky says has Justin's nuzzles his face into Bucky's shoulder. "Guess who wants to see you?" Bucky asks. Justin looks at Bucky. Then looks over. "TASHA!" Justin says excitedly. Natasha laughs and takes Justin out of Bucky's arms. Justin clings onto her. "I missed you so much." Justin says and nuzzles into Natasha.
Bucky smiles at the secne. Bucky couldn't wait for the ultrasound tomorrow. Bucky was looking forward to see if his unborn child is a girl or a boy.
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Bucky was layng on the hospital bed feeling really nervous. The doctor comes in. "Hello, I am Doctor Kent." Kent says. Bucky smiles shyly. "And who is the father?" Kent asks. "Not here, he won't be in my children's life anymore." Bucky says. Kent nods. "Well shall we get on with it?" Kent asks and Bucky nods. "Just lift up your shirt?" Bucky lifts it up. The doctor squirts some gel onto his stomach and moves the wand around. The heartbeat sounds out into the room. Thump, thump thump, thump "what's that mom?" Justin asks. The doctor smiles.
"That is the heartbeat and look at the screen you can see it. And it looks like a girl." The doctor says. Natasha smiles and hugs Bucky. "Thank you." Bucky says to the doctor.