Chapter 6
This time when Steve came home he stopped and notice that Bucky had made dinner and it was all ready. Bucky was standing by the dinner table laughing with Sam when he finishes putting food on the table. Justin smiles and hugs his mother. "Hey sweetie, how was school?" Bucky asks going onto his knees in order to be Justin's height. "It was good. I made a new friend! His name is Joe!" Justin exclaims. Bucky giggles softly and brushes Justin's bangs out of his eyes. "I am so proud of you." Bucky says and Justin nuzzles into him. Steve smiles. "What is all this?" Steve asks. Sam stands. "Bucky insisted that he makes dinner." Sam says. "By the way your cooking is amazing." Sam says to Bucky. Bucky blushes and smiles. "Thanks." Bucky says. "Up mommy." Justins says and Bucky picks him up.
"Alright everyone, go wash up for dinner." Bucky says after a few minutes. Bucky playfully plops Justin onto the couch and Justin laughs. Bucky laughs with him and tickles Justin. "Alright buddy go get ready for dinner." Bucky says has Steve and Sam finished getting ready for dinner and sits down at the table. Justins runs off. Bucky giggles and sits down. "Seems like Justin is happy, the question is are you happier? " Sam asks. Bucky sighs. "Yeah actually, I never seen Justin this happy unless it was just us two. Brock would come home see us having a good time and he zeros in on Justin and I step in front of Jusin and he puts all his anger on me." Bucky says. "You are a great mother." Steve says. "I think I'm a good mother, like I take all the beatens instead of Justin. I make sure that Justin smiles in the saddest times and that I know I deserve it, but Justin doesn't." Bucky says. Sam furrows his eyebrows. "Hey you don't deserve that." Sam says. Bucky scoffs. "Stop it, yes I do I should have been able to stop it and I wasn't strong enough. So yes I do deserve it." Bucky says. Steve sighs. "How long?" Steve asks. Bucky looks at him. "What? Bucky asks. "How long have you been getting abused?" Steve asks.
Bucky didn't want to answer and was wishing for Justin to hurry up and get in here so they can drop it. "How long?" This time it was Sam asking. "Well you do the math, Justin was seven years old and it started three years before I gave birth to Justin. I was 17 when it started and now I am 27 years old." Bucky says. Sam stands and shouts it. "Ten years!" Bucky flinches and looks down at his food. Steve looks at him in surprise. Why didn't this beautiful Omega walk off. "Why didn't you try to walk off?" Steve asks. Tears started to fall down his cheeks. "Don't you think I tried! His stupid friends thought it funny and even did that shit to me as well. And anyway who would love a broken Omega." Bucky says bitterly. I would "You have no idea how many times I tried to walk away but he follows me and drags me back to that place. I will never live in peace." Bucky cries and puts his hands over his face and shakes his head. Steve hugs Bucky.
"shhhh it's okay, everything will be alright." Steve says soothingly. Justin comes in. "Mom? Did someone hurt you? Did you hurt my mom!" Justin says and glares at Sam and Steve. Bucky shakes his head and wipes his tears. "No, it's just me and my hormones." Bucky says and hugs Justin. "I'm sorry I scared you." Bucky says. "it's okay, I thought they hurted you like da-him." Justin says. Bucky touches his cheek. "Just promise me you won't do that to another Omega." Bucky says. Justin nods. "I promise." Bucky sniffles and picks Justin up. "Okay dinner is getting cold." Bucky says and everyone starts eating. "I'm sorry." Sam says. Bucky smiles shyly. "No its okay. I think I need a therapist honestly." Bucky says. "I have a friend that I think you will like. Her name is Natasha Romanov." Sam says. "I know her. She used to be my friend till I was forced to stop contacting my friends and I wasn't allowed out of the house." Bucky says. "She used to say she was looking for her friend James." Sam says. Bucky nods. "I tried telling her to call me Bucky but she kept with my name." Bucky says.
"I don't know if I want to see her like this." Bucky says. Justin smiles. "I met her she's nice." Justin says. Bucky smiles at his son. "So am I getting a baby brother or sister?" Justin asks. Bucky bursts out laughing. "I need to make a appointment with the doctor's and I won't know till I'm farther along." Bucky says. Justin seems excited. "Okay, can I come?" Justin asks. Bucky sighs. "Sure sweet pea." Bucky says and runs his hand through Justin's soft brown locks. "Natasha is coming over tomorrow. " Sam says. Bucky nods. "Okay." Bucky says and smiles.