Chapter 3
Natasha knew where Bucky went. It was the only place where Bucky could go to have a good cry or rewatch that video they sent him when he was sixteen. Natasha still doesn't know what happened when Bucky was younger. Natasha was afraid that Bucky will take it to the grave , it must have been so bad that Bucky doesn't even want to remember it. Natasha stops in front of the building. Bucky's old childhood room, where Bucky was the only survivor to a awful night. No body dared bought the home, saying it was cursed. Natasha enters the house and walks up the stairs. There was still pictures along the hallway.
One where the whole family was smiling and it looked like Bucky was three and holding his baby sister, another where Bucky was smiling with his father at the piano, that Bucky is so good at playing these days. Bucky says that is the only good memory of his father and makes him feel like his dad is right beside him smiling while Buck was playing one of the family favorite songs. There was one where Bucky was six and Rebecca was three years old and they were smiling by a big oak tree. There favorite tree to climb. That was the last photo of the kids only showing the parents now. One where thy are getting marriedmand where the mother was eight months pregnant with Bucky and oh one where the mother was holding Bucky when he was just a little baby. Natasha tilts her head. How did she never notice that one? One of the two doors were open and a soft paino was playing. Natasha slowly opens the door to see Bucky at his old paino and had tear marks down his cheeks. Bucky sniffles.
"You know, I always thought that I could have a normal life with a great Alpha and children, but I can't seem to have that either. I guess I was meant to not have a normal life." Buck says. "No Bucky, Steve loves you so much. He is just overwhelmed about everything." Natasha says. Bucky sniffled again another fresh tear rolling down his cheek. "You still don't know what happened to me when I was six. I should tell you, but I want to tell Steve, Clint, and Sam and you at the same time." Bucky says. "Okay, thn lets go. Bucky you can't break down on us now. We need you, you are our best agent with us and you are so, so strong." Natasha says. Bucky looks up and looks at Natasha with the ost heart broken expression. Everyone always having a hard time getting Bucky to talk. He never shows his emotion, even through his eyes. He was a master to make people think he is happy. But being friends with Bucky for so many years, Bucky shows all emotions to Natasha.
Bucky just stands and Natasha hugs him. "Come on lets get going." Natasha says after a few minutes of them holding on to each other. Bucky nods and steps back. Bucky follows Natasha. They both walk towards the safe house. "Are you sure. Steve doesn't want anythng to do with m. He surely expressed is." Bucky says. "Steve loves you. He was shocked and now he feels so guilty. He loves you so much it's kind of disgusting." Natasha says and Bucky bursts out laughing. "Of course you would say that." Bucky says. Natasha giggles when they enter the safe house. Clint walks up. "Did I just hear Natasha giggle?" Clint asks. "Watch it or she will put you on the ground." Bucky says. "I'm her husband." Clint exclaims. Bucky grins. "Still." Natasha says. "Oh we have a misson briefing to go to." Natasha says. Bucky nods. Someone small hugs Bucky's right leg. Bucky looks down. "Mommy! Your back. Are you okay?" Sarah asks. Bucky chuckles and squats down and picks Sarah up. "I am feeling just fine." Bucky says and Sarah puts her tiny arms around Bucky's neck. "I love you momma." Sarah says and nuzzles into her mother. Bucky holds her and smiles. "I love you too sweetheart." Bucky says and kisses her head.
"Bucky?" Steve says and Bucky looks over at Steve showing no emotions. Both Clint and Natasha wince at that. "And that is when you know Bucky is pissed at you." Clint whispers over to Sam. Sam nods. "I know, Bucky got pissed at me before and said nothing when one of the kids were around." Sam whispers back. "Look can I talk to you, please?" Steve asks. Bucky looks over at Sarah and Sarah was staing at him. "Daddy is sad. He feels guilty when you stormed off." Sarah whispers into Bucky's ear. Bucky looks back to Steve. "Fine." Bucky says and puts Sarah down. Natasha grabs Sarah's hand. "Come on lets go hang out." Natasha says and Sarah nods excited. Steve leads Bucky to a room. Bucky walks over and stares at the window. "Bucky, I didn't mean to say those things to you. I was a jackass and treated you like shit. But I just want to know why didn't you tell me?" Steve asks. Bucky looks over at him, finally showing his emotions to Steve.
"The reason I didn't tell you was because I was trying to protect you. But I can't even do that and I'm sorry." Bucky says. Steve looks into Bucky's eyes. "I believe you and I love you. Remember my vows that no matter what I will be by your side? I stand to that. You are my Omega and." Steve walks over to Bucky and puts his forehead against Bucky's and cups Bucky's cheek. "And I will stand by you through sickness and in health, through the tough and good times and that I will never abondon my Omega." Steve says and Bucky cries. "Steve I am so sorry." Bucky says. "Shhh I forgive you." Steve says and kisses Bucky. Bucky kisses back desperately and clings onto Steve. Steve pulls away and kisses Bucky's forehead. "I love you." Bucky whimpers. "I love you too. Fury invited me to the mission breifing, so I would know what danger you are going in." Steve says.
Bucky grabs Steve's hand and leads him towafds the meeing. Steve smiles and Bucky smiles weakly back. Once they arrive Bucky puts his straight face on and Stev opens the door. "Ahh Barnes you're here. Hope you are feeling better." Fury says. Bucky sits down. "Feeling jus fine sir." Bucky says. Fury nods and Steve grabs Bucky's and and squeezes. Bucky squeezes back. "Alrightnow that everyone is here, Barnes tell us what happened." Fury says and Bucky stands. "Not to long ago these agents came into my house in the middle of the night and was going to kill me and my family." Bucky says and everyone chuckles. "I thought everyone knew not to try that moveon the Winter Soldier. One of the older agents says. Bucky grins. Steve looks at Bucky. "Winter Soldier?" Steve asks. "Barnes here leaves nothing but dead bodues and destruction behind him from the metal arm." Fury says. Bucky sighs. "Anyway, I found a note saying to kill my family just like they did when I was younger, none of you knows the story but I was pretty pissed." Bucky says.
Fury nods his head. "So we pretty much found who killed your family. The agents were from a leader name Alexander Pierce. Brock Rumlow is his jockey." Fury says. Bucky sits down. "Barnes, Barton, and Romanov is going to a Hydra base with a strike team and you are going to come back with a Doctor Zola alive." Fury says. Everyone nods. "Alright you have a week before you move out." Fury says. Bucky stands. "Everyone but Baton, Roamonav and Rogers lieaves please." Bucky says. Fury raises an eyebrow. "You stay here to sir." Bcky says. Fury nods. "You heard Barnes move out." Fury nods and soon it was just the small group. "What is going on Barnes?" Fury asks. Bucky sighs. "I am going to tell you what that note truly means." Bucky says.