Chapter 4
"Finally." Natasha mutters and leans forwards. Bucky sighs. "When I was six years old these men in masks broke into our home. They tied Rebecca and I into chairs." Bucky begins and everybody stays silent watching. "They took my mother and ripped off her clothes and raped her in front of us. Then after they skinned her alive. The screams she made still haunts me to this day and my father told me and Rebecca to close our eyes. The mask men smacks our father and gave us needles to paralysis us but we can still breath and we couldn't look away." Bucky says. "Jesus." Clint whispers. "They just left her to bleed out with no skin on her and they turned onto my father. They beated him and cut off his limbs one by one. They first cut off his arms, then his legs, then cut my fathers stomach open and took his insides out and he also bleed to death." Bucky continues.
"They looked at us and was wondering what to do with us. First they took Rebecca, she was only three and they poured gasoline on her and set her on fire. She was only three." Bucky says starting to cry as their screams echoed in his mind, taunting him. "I don't know what they were going to do to me and I was scared. They said something about keeping me alive so I can become their personal slut. They knew I was going to be a Omega and I snapped out of the drug faze. I took one of their knives and I killed my first person. I jumped on top of the leader and I stabbed and I just kept stabbing him and I couldn't stop. Then after their was blood all over my body I looked up and they ran. I didn't go after them and just cried. I just cried over my mothers and fathers bodies and that was why I got so god damn evil and mad when I read that note because I didn't want that happening to Steve and my children." Bucky says and shuts his mouth. Bucky couldn't say anymore, they now know what happened to his past and they were dead silent. Bucky was breathing hard and squeezes his eyes shut and open them as a single tear rolled down his cheek. Bucky's body was tembling and Steve hugged Bucky. Steve pulled him to his chest and just closes his eyes.
Steve didn't if it was the right thing to do but Steve honestly didn't know whatvto do. He couldn't form a single thought as his body was overwhelmed with sadness and disgust. Steve didn't know if he should even be hugging his Omega until he felt Bucky nuzzle into him and feels his body shaking from his sobs. Now Steve understood why Bucky didn't tell him. Understood why his Omega was protecting his family because Bucky was afraid that was going to happen to his children. Steve wanted to apoligize because of what he said to Bucky. "I'm so sorry." Steve whisper into his ear. "Well, no wonder you are cold to men." Fury says. Buck just clins onto Steve. Natasha stands. "Bucky thank you for telling us." Natasha says and Steve lets Natasha hug Bucky. Bucky shivers and all of a sudden feel exhausted. "Can I be dismissed sir?" Bucky asks Fury and Fury nods. "Of course." Fury says and Bucky walks out of the room. Bucky was tired and just wanted to see his ids. They always make him feel better.