Author’s Note
Hey, it’s me
So, recently, my life has been insane
Some good stuff has happened, like I came out to my mom, she reached out to my school and got my name in the database changed to a gender neutral nickname of my deadname
I met my cousins’ Black Labrador puppy, Rex
I saw my great grandma for the first time in years, and she’s almost at her one-hundred-and-first birthday, and still going strong(and watching a lot of horse racing)
Me and my mom have been looking through Amazon to try and find the best possible brand of binders for me
But mostly, stuff has been shit
My dysphoria has been growing along with me, especially my voice dysphoria
I’ve been layering as a makeshift way of binding, wearing baggy clothes, and everything else I can to stop my body dysphoria, and I’ve spent a while trying to make my voice lower, but it still sounds too high
I start school tomorrow, and ‘nervous’ doesn’t even begin to describe how I’m feeling
I haven’t socialized other then my family the entire summer(except for occasionally volunteering at the library and when I got my hair dyed)
I’ve gotten even more projects to work on, and I’m trying to keep writing this story, but I’ve gotten super sleep deprived, I haven’t been eating very much, and I temporarily lost the use of my left hand, and even though it’s gotten a bit better, i can still barely use it, which makes writing harder and take even longer
I’ve also fallen out of the Kipo fandom a bit, but I’m trying to get back in
I’m also trying to get more motivation to write
Super sorry for the sudden hiatus, and I’ll try to get a chapter out as soon as possible
I’ve also been trying out/thinking new names, I still really like Marshall/Mars, but I’ve also been thinking about Lloyd(I’m a Ninjago nerd, what can I say?), Jay(he’s my favorite ninja:D), Sky, Raine, Sirius(it means star-NOT related to the Harry Potter character, not the biggest fan of that series), Jasper, Rai, Atlas(actually my first name idea, still like it), Archie, Blitz, Titan(means ‘Saturn’s moon’), and Tempest
If you have name ideas, please comment them below(preferably along with their meaning), it’s be incredibly appreciated!
Storm, rain, sky, star, moon, sun, warrior, melody, meanings like that are what I usually look for, but really anything works(male or gender-neutral=]), ty if you do five name suggestions, I’ll be incredibly grateful:D
- MarsWritezStuff