Can’t Let You Go
Steve turned and wanted to leave but Tony stopped him by pulling his wrist Steve looked at him and Tony’s face was unreadable .
Steve wanted to free himself from Tony’s grip but he didn’t try very hard cause he never wants to hurt the man he loved .
“Captain?” Steve look at him and Tony take breath then released it he look into Steve’s eyes
“Look Captain if you’re -like you -know I -..” he was moving his hand he was nervous and Steve knows about it .
“If you like me I -..I can’t like you back cause you know I’m Strai-“ Steve cut him off before he can continue and rolled his eyes .
“I know you’re straight Tony I know ! And I don’t like you ! I just told you that so if you were having feelings for that fucking wizard then you can tell me !!” Steve didn’t meant to get mad at Tony but here he was mad at him .
And all he could see in Tony’s eyes is fear and weakness he sighed and hold tony’s hands but Tony was scared .
“I’m sorry I like you but in brotherly way and if you’ll keep giving me that look I’ll say that I love you even when I hate you ” Steve joked with him and Tony’s smile return to his face .
“I -... I don’t have feelings for him or anything else “ Tony managed to say after being quiet and looking into the floor and now he back to look in Steve’s eyes .
“ But he was just trying to be nice to me “ Tony said and Steve snorted .
“Yeah right I’m going to change my clothes or you like me just in towel ?” Steve smirked at Tony’s reaction .
“Oh god ! Eww !” Steve rolled his eyes
“Everyone wants to see what you’re seeing now you idiot “ Steve smirked and Tony rolled his eyes thenPeter come from behind and hugged Tony
Tony from Peter’s power stumbled and fall on Steve .
“Oh ! I’m sorry daddy!” Peter said
Steve and Tony were looking into eachother eyes . Steve was looking at Tony’s lips and to his eyes he just wanted to lean and kiss him and tell him that you’re mine but he can’t .
finally they realize that Steve is only in towel and Tony was on him
They broke the moment Tony stood and held his hand to help Steve
and Steve took it awkwardly .
“Sorry “ Tony said looking at everything except Steve and Steve put his hand in his hair awkwardly .
“Y-yeah it’s Peter’s fault I know” Steve said and Tony nodded
They look at Peter he was using his best puppy eyes
“Peter say sorry to your daddy” Steve said crossing his arms z
“I’m sorry daddy “ Peter pouted and hugged Tony’s leg and Tony lifted him up and kissed his forhead .
“Babyboy it’s ok “ Tony kissed his cheek
Steve walked to his room .
••••••••••••
Tony was acting weird and it’s been a year and Tony never gets close to Stephan again
“Tony I told you I like to always make food you don’t have to do it “ Steve said
“No Steve seriously I want to make food today “ Tony said
“Ok ? And why did you send Peter to Natasha and Bruce?” Steve asked crossing his arms.
“I just want the night only the two of us “ Tony replied and Steve’s cheeks turned red
he nodded and sit on the couch .
Was really Tony gonna Say that he love him or like him after this 5 years ? Or Would Tony asks him to make sex ?
Even if Tony asked he can’t do that cause he loves Tony for his heart and Not for his body even though his body is beautiful and Steve sometimes imagining he can touch it or even fuck it .
Maybe Tony gonna ask him to get married from him ? Or maybe worse? maybe he will say that he doesn’t want him anymore? or maybe he won’t trust him near to Peter? But this really would be worse cause he loves Peter so much he’s like his own son .
He accepted the way he’s just a bro to Tony just because he got a son like Peter
a smart lovely kid and yeah he’s strong sometimes and that’s weird and he likes the spiders alot but he’s so kind and He never wanted to leave Peter .
“Steve are you ok ?”
Steve snapped out and looked at Tony
Tony is sitting next to him and he doesn’t know when Tony’s here.
“Yeah I’m ... Did you burn the kitchen?” Steve asked teasing him
Tony snorted and handed him a glass of wine
“No you shit . I’d rather burn you “ Tony teased back .
“Ouch !” Steve put his hand on his heart playfully
Tony rolled his eyes still smiling to him
“The food will be ready in 5 minuets “ Tony said and stood he back to the kitchen
and Steve sighed .
“Tony you need me to help you ?” Steve asked
“Yeah come here please?” Tony asked from the kitchen and Steve walked to help Tony
“What do you want me to help you in ?” Steve asked
and Tony pointed at the wine he can’t reach it
Steve giggled and Tony rolled his eyes .
Steve walked to Get the wine and Tony was between him and The counter
Steve’s chest was in Tony’s face and when Steve get the wine their eyes met.
And Steve smiled to Tony they were inches away from each other even they can smell eachother cause they were so close .
“Here’s the wine “ Steve handed it to him and didn’t notice Tony’s flushed face
“Thanks “
Steve sit on the chair and Tony sitted too
They started eating but Tony wasn’t
“Tony ? Are you ok ? you don’t seem like you feel good ? do you have a favor?” Steve asked putting a hand on Tony’s forhead .
“No Steve I’m good “ Tony said holding the hand on his forhead between his hands
“Tony what’s wrong talk to me . It’s ok you know that you can tell me anything “ Steve said looking confused .
Tony sighed and take a sip from his wine and sighed again Steve was only looking at him waiting for him to talk and he did
“I... Pepper wants to come back “