I Hate That I Want You
Steve’s glass fall from his hand
Steve snorted and Tony just kept looking at him
“What he wasn’t that good in fucking her ? Or his dick not as yours ?” Steve asked crossing his arms and smirked .
Tony’s eyes widened
“Steve! Don’t say that about her !” Tony warned
“Oh really? You seem like you want her back? “Steve asked lifting his brows
Tony sighed .
And it dang in Steve’s head He really wasn’t ready to lose both of the love of his life and the lovely son.
Steve looked at the plate
“Then what about me ?” Steve asked lifting his head and his eyes mets Tony’s eyes .
“ Steve? The kid will be with you of course you can see him don’t make it difficult on me “ Tony said pleading Steve .
“If someone had a rights on you then this one should be me Tony “ Steve said
and this time Tony snorted .
“Yeah you should’ve said that before! Cause all you want is To fuck me ! Right captain?!” Tony said looking straight into Steve widened eyes
“I ... I can’t believe you think that about me !” Steve sounds was full of hurting .
“You never cared about Peter! You never cared about anyone except yourself!” Tony shouted on Steve and as soon as the words lefts his mouth he regret it when he saw Steve’s tear rolled down his cheek .
“I - I raised him as my own son Tony ... If you want to go then go but don’t take Peter away from me ... that’s right you and Peter all I got . That’s right you’re my family. But I never would think about myself or anyone only you and Peter I love him Tony I love Pet-“ Tony cuts him before he continue .
“No ! No you don’t! If you really love him you’ll let him back to his mother but you don’t cause you think everything is about you ! Steve don’t be so selfish! Think about Peter! I’m not asking you to think about me Steve!” Tony slammed his hands on the table and Steve couldn’t take it anymore he just stood and the chair falls and he start running .
“Steve?! Steve!!” Tony was calling him but Steve never wanted him to see his tears
“Shit !” Tony start hitting everything he broke the plates and the food was on the floor he sit on the floor and sighed .
“What have I done ? Where he would go ? I’m the selfish one and not him “ Tony’s tears start falling this was their first real fight he was so selfish because he was thinking about back to Pepper and left Steve out of the circle and never thanks him because he lefts everything just to rise his son and help him when he was drunk or crying
He really hates himself now .
Steve was the purest one he ever mets and now he screwed everything .
Steve was just running and his tears falling once he entered the tower
Thor was surprised because this is the first time he saw Steve in this situation .
“Cap ? what happened?!” Thor wrapped his arms around Steve and Steve was trying to speak but he can’t .
“P-p-peter! P-please Th-thor !” Steve was a mess
“Peter is already crying cause he had a nightmare saying that something happened to both of you “ Thor said .
Was really Peter feeling them even though they are far from him
Thor guide him to Bruce’s room
he opened the door to see Peter crying on Bruce’s shoulder .
once Steve hugged Peter he started crying again he was holding him like Tony would take Peter away from him .
“Shh babyboy I’m here “ Steve said kissing Peter’s forhead and both of them started to calm
“Where’s daddy?” Peter asked resting his head on Steve’s shoulder .
“In home baby “ Steve replied kissing Peter’s cheek
“Is he ok ?” Peter asked again and Steve doesn’t like to lie on his kid but he has to
“Yeah he is . Now go to sleep baby “ Steve said and Peter nodded .
Once Peter was sleeping Bruce asked
“What happened captain?”
“Nothing just stressed “ Steve answered
He wasn’t going to tell them about their fights or arguing or anything he really trusted them but he doesn’t feel good with saying what happened between him and Tony to anyone .
“Why you’re lying?” Thor asked he was leaning on the wall and crossing his arms
“I’m not “ Steve answered looking into Thor’s eyes
“Yes you are ! what you said that you love him and he refused you ?” Thor aaid taking a step forward .
“Wha- No . No Thor . He knows that I love him but we don’t like to say it and we liked the way we’re cause we’re just friends and brothers “ Steve said and he always wished to say that they’re a couple or a lovers or calling Tony My husband .
But with Pepper here he will call him sir and everything Tony wants just to let him see Peter. But in the same time Tony is not that tape who would ignore someone helped him
He just feels Pain and nothing more .
What Tony said had broke him He did everything for them why it is so hard to see that ?
he felt a hand on his shoulder he looked to see Thor .
“Cap ? did you heard what we said?” Thor asked
“No , I’m really sorry Thor , Bruce please excuse me and don’t take it that as I ignored you” Steve said sighing and they smiled to him
“It’s ok Steve “ Bruce said .
then the door slammed open it was Tony
Bruce and Thor looked at eachother and decided to leave .
Steve looked at Tony
his eyes were red yeah he was crying
even after what Tony said to him he can’t see him like that
not because of him .
Tony sit beside them on the bed and hugged them
Steve sighed and hugged Tony
he can feel Tony’s tears on his neck
“I’m sorry Steve . I didn’t mean it I swear. I’m the selfish one and not you . You did everything for me and for Peter you deserve the best Steve I just can’t treat you right “
Steve just kept hugging Tony and Peter
“Steve please talk to me don’t leave me like this I’m sorry I won’t back to her I promise “
Steve’s heart breaks for millions piece
He really wanted Tony for him but if Tony is happy with her then he’ll be happy to him cause he just wants him to be happy .
He sighed and pulled back to look at Tony
Both of them were tired it was a hard night even for Peter .
“Tony it’s ok . You can back to her but the only thing I want is just to leave me with Pete “ Steve said kissing Tony’s forhead and wiping Tony’s tears
Tony kissed Steve’s palm
and Steve’s heart warmed .
He smiled to Tony and Tony smiled back
then Steve hugged Tony and they enjoyed the silence .
He will let them be together again? No he can’t . Everyday he fall for Tony more and more he was too deep in Love with this man who’s now sleeping on his shoulder .
Steve moved and wrapped his arm around Tony and Let Tony’s head be on his chest .
He never likes Pepper and she’s the same
she hates him so much
even she said to him that you want to gets into Tony’s pants
and he chose to ignore her .
Even she was kissing Tony when everytime he walked in .
Some times she makes out with Tony infront of him and he’ll leave the room .
When the first time he saw Tony he never thought that he’ll like a guy .
Tony was wearing a black shirt
and black pants with white shoes .
He never forgets how Tony was smiling or how he stumbled on him in their first day .
Of course he wished he can taste Tony’s lips and just when she’s gone he finally tasted it and it was like heaven for him .
In the past years he was kissing Tony when everytime he’s a sleep .
He can taste the rain , rainbow, snow , sun and everything.
But he can’t have him even if he did everything for him .
And for Peter? He was an angel. He and Tony are the best things happened in his life sometimes he’s so greatful for her cause she brings someone like Peter to the life .
Peter is so strong and that’s weird if he pushed someone he’ll let him fall . He started loving the spiders when he’s a 3 .
Even sometimes he’s acting like them . But yet he’s so genius and smart like his father . sometimes he helps them to even pick up the heavy things.
But he loves them so much .
He looked at Peter then at Tony and sighed he kissed Tony’s lips
“Uhm “ That was Thor
Steve stop kissing Tony and turned his head toward the door where Thor was leaning on .
“So ?? I can say lovers about you ?” Thor asked
“ No only lover . Love from one side hurts “ Steve replied sighing heavily .
“Oh man you’re too deep “ Thor said smirking and leaving them .
“Tell me something I don’t know Thor “ he sighed looking at Tony and he saw Tony’s hand was wrapped in bandage .
Did Tony cuts himself while he was making food ?but he is sure that when they were eating Tony was ok .
He pulled Tony’s injuried hand and kissed it
Then he slowly pulling himself and pulling Peter and Tony down to the bed he was in the middle
Tony was on his right and Peter on his left and both of them using his chest as a pillow .
He knew he’s so tired and he knows that he needs to rest and after all happened yeah he deserves to close his eyes and rest a little and he did .
After an hour Bruce walked in
and Thor following him.
“I wish they could be together” Bruce said and Thor covered them with the blanket .
“Yeah me too . And I know they’ll be together. Did you see how Tony was when he come to the room? No shit he was a mess and now look at him how he’s holding at Steve’s shirt he doesn’t want to let go of him .
We just have to leave them alone so they can handle it “ Thor said hugging his secret lover and Bruce sighed .
Thor kissed him and smiled
“I miss you . You didn’t give me attention today “ Thor said smiling and teasing him .
Bruce smirked and teased back with playful tone
“You want me to show you how much I’m sorry ? Or you want to punish me my king “ Bruce wrapped his arms around Thor’s neck and Thor was looking deadly into Bruce’s eyes .
“Yeah I’ll punish you and fuck you hard and even if you cried I won’t have any mercy on you . You should give your king some respect “ Thor said and making Bruce shiver .
“Please my king” Bruce pleaded him and Thor lead him to his room .