I Don’t Deserve This But I Deserve You

Marvel Cinematic Universe Marvel The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
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I Don’t Deserve This But I Deserve You
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Steve and Tony has been together for 4 years, now both in different college, what if Tony found out Steve has been cheating on him, and there he met his friendly Barista/ Bartender, Bucky. How would things turn out for this two lonely souls?
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Tony In Malibu

It was 2nd week of December, everyone was busy talking about their holiday plans, not sure to go back or stay in the dorms, Natasha actually offered her place for a Christmas party. Tony was actually planning to go back home to visit his parents, more like visit his mum, Bucky only wanted to take the holiday shift since they would pay him better, not like Peggy would want to visit him, his siblings had their own plans too. Sam was going to visit his sister in Philly, while Rhodey was going back home. Everyone had their own set of plans.



Bucky stood by the airport, standing next to Tony, as they watched the clock, Tony was leaving for Malibu till New Year’s Eve, Tony tightens his back-pack strap, pulling it tighter and closer to his body, he wanted for Bucky to join him and meet his parents, but Bucky wasn’t ready and also flight tickets were pretty expensive. Bucky slings his arms over Tony’s shoulder.

“I’m gonna miss you, Doll!” Bucky said as he turns to look at Tony.

“I’m gonna miss you more babe.” Tony replies as he pouts at Bucky.

He gonna miss how Bucky would wake him up, he gonna miss how Bucky would kiss his lips softly whenever he came by, he gonna miss smacking Bucky’s ass, he gonna miss Bucky’s face, he gonna miss the crazy sex they had. He just gonna miss Bucky as a whole. He sighs lightly.

“I wish you could come along, love.” Tony said as he plays with Bucky’s finger.

“I wish I could, but the price is too expensive Doll. And with that money, I could buy you something more you know” Bucky replies, as he kisses Tony’s forehead.

Soon they heard the air stewardess calling for Tony’s flight. Tony just sighs, he wished to spend more time with Bucky, but time had to be cut short. As they walked to the gate, Bucky presses a soft kiss on Tony’s lips, and hugged him tight.

“Remember to call me alright, I’ll be waiting!” Bucky said as he pushes Tony to the queue that was forming, Tony looked back, too sad to say anything, just nods and pout.

The flight feels like it took forever for Tony. As he landed in Malibu, Jarvis picking him up at the airport. Tony took out his phone and snap a selfie, sending it to Bucky.” Wish you were here Bucks” he captions.

As he took off his jacket and board the car, Bucky sends him a reply, more like a shirtless selfie, “Bet you miss them too!” Bucky captions, as he points to his abs. Tony was so tempted to fly back to Bucky.

Bucky just chuckles at himself, he likes to tease Tony, ever since they had sex after the whole Halloween party, yes they had morning sex ( I just didn’t know how to write that in), he always teased Tony with his selfie, sometimes post gym, he would just wear only his sweatpants, hanging by his hipbone, or some days when he wakes up in an empty bed, just wearing his tank top, showing of his biceps.



There were days he would send a video of him smiling and biting his lips, earning loud groans from Tony, he would rush back in from the toilet, or from his labs, Even mid class. Tony couldn’t resist Bucky, he was god damn in love with him. But he would never admit it to anyone, they weren’t exclusive or official yet. But they were in love with each other.



Bucky got dressed and prepares for work. It was only 14th December, but the Christmas spirit was in, there were too many peppermint mocha drinks being ordered. He decided to sleep over at Natasha’s place for time being as the dorms is kind of lonely, without the rest, especially Tony. After finishing his late-night shift, he rides back to Natasha’s place, there she left him some dinner Bruce made, he sat by the counter, face timing Tony.



“Hey there Bucky Bear!” Tony greeted him, with a wide smile. Bucky smiles back widely.



“Lower your volume Love, Nat is sleeping.”Bucky replies, as he tries to fix his headphones on.Tony just nods, as he watches Bucky put on his headphone.



“I missed you Boo!” Tony said as Bucky finally fixes the damn headphone on. Bucky could only chuckle, he took a bite of his dinner.



“How was the flight dear?” Bucky ask as he chew loudly, knowing it would annoy Tony. Tony just scrunches up his face.



“It was a pure torture, kids were crying, businessman were flirting around. And my seat wasn’t even comfortable!”Tony whines as he lays on his bed.



“You did take business class right Doll, why was it uncomfortable?” Bucky asked as he raised his brows, taking another spoonful of his food.



“You’re making me hungry Barnes! And yes, business class but it was torturous you know! I found comfort on your lap, no other chair will be as comfortable as your thunder thighs!” Tony exclaimed, earning a blushing Bucky.



Bucky just pick up his dirty plates and cups in one hand, his phone in another, he tries to place it nicely, so Tony could still watch him, as he washes the dishes, Tony was watching him, as he bends down and places the dishes in the dishwasher, earning a whistle from Tony.



“Nice ass Baby!” Tony tease as Bucky got up. Bucky just chuckles at his boyfriend, he went up to the guestroom, and just changed, in front of his phone, just a little tease for his man, Tony face flushed, he knows Tony was turned on.



“BABE!” Tony whined as he looks at his phone, Bucky just grab his phone and lays in bed.



“I have to go to bed soon, I have a long shift tomorrow, love.” Bucky said as he yawns loudly, rubbing his eyes too.



Tony starts to pout, he needs to see Bucky but not just him, but Little Bucky too. Tony was hungry for Bucky ever since he reached Malibu. Bucky just place his phones by the bed side, and just lays there, watching Tony, who was watching Bucky, they lay there silently, soon sleep took over Bucky.



Bucky woke up to a black screen on his phone, his phone must have died halfway. His shift was at 10am today, and it was only 8 am. He got up and charged his phone, then got into the shower. After he was done, he did his laundry, and pack his bag for work. He grabs his phone, switching on, to see a text from Tony.



“Good morning my love, your phone died half way, I missed your cute snoring though. Have fun at work today. I miss you today. I’ll be busy in the lab and spending time with mother, shall wait for you to end your shift tonight. Take care love.” Bucky just smiles at his phone, he likes getting cute text messages from Tony, it always made him start his day better.



Off he went to work. Once in a while at work, Tony would text him, sometimes Peggy too, they made small conversation about the holiday. While working, Sam drop by, “Yo Barnes!” Sam greeted him.



“Hey Wilson!” Bucky cheered from the counter, Sam walked over to the counter, leaning over it, to place a kiss on Bucky’s cheek.



“Missed your bro!” Sam said, Bucky and Sam are so used to showing affection to each other, they didn’t mind. It was safer that way, so no one hit on them.



“Shouldn’t you be in Philly babe?” Bucky asked as he starts making a drink for Sam.



“Nah, Sarah and Jody decided to spent Christmas with their dad side.” Sam shrugs.



“And what brings you here then?” Bucky asks as he slides Sam’s drinks over.



“Cos I missed my best friend! And also, I have the best plan right now!” Sam said as he sips his drink, moaning slightly, Bucky always made his drinks perfect.



“What plans babe? Better be good!” Bucky asked, raising his brows.



“I was thinking right, how about we visit your boyfriend in Malibu and also why not take a break!” Sam suggested, wiggling his brows.



“As much as I love him and you, I have a crazy shift you do know that!” Bucky whines.



“Which I got you covered, I offered your shift to Clint! And he agrees to it, he needs reason to be away from his family.” Sam said, the idea really did sound tempting but he also needs the money.



“Come on Bucks, let’s go! We deserve a road trip, just this once please!” Sam continues. Sam wanted to gift a plane ticket to Malibu to Bucky but well he rather they drove together, a 40-hr drive to Malibu would be great.



“But when do we drive off?” Bucky asks, as he slings his towel over his shoulder.



“Once Clint arrives, you end your shift and we could go starts driving. And I’ve packed your essentials in the car, so we can just go from here.” Sam replies.



Bucky just stood there shocked, his best friend was really crazy, just on time, Clint arrives, with a new band aid on his nose, wearing his Starbucks uniform.



“Hey there guys!” Clint greets them, as he walks over to the counter, taking over Bucky’s shift.



“Hey there Clint. Thank you for helping me with my shift, I promise to get you something nice alright.” Bucky said as he pats Clint’s shoulder.



“Nah bro, enjoy yourself alright, I’m really thankful for this shift, I really need to be away from my family.” Clint replies, as he pats Bucky’s shoulder.



As Bucky cleans himself and change to his home clothes. He said goodbyes to his colleagues and got into Sam’s car.



“LET’S DO THIS!” Sam cheered as he starts his car. Their drive was filled with stories about their Army and Air force life, about their highschool. They took turn driving, Bucky slept first while Sam would drive, Bucky then would take over.



They reached Malibu on 17th morning. They got Tony’s address from Rhodey. As they finally reached their destination, Tony’s house was magnificent, as they drove to the front door, an elderly man opens the door and greet them.



“How can I help you, young sir?” The elderly man asks.

“May I ask, is this were Tony Stark lives?” Sam asked, as got out the passenger side, Bucky switched off his car engine.



“Yes, this is Stark’s home, how can I help you?” The elderly man asked.



“We’re looking for Tony, more like Bucky here is looking for his Tony.” Sam continues, as Bucky got out of his car.



“OH! Master Barnes, Master Stark has been talking about you ever since he arrives home. Come in, come in. Master Stark is still in bed actually.” The elderly man said, as he opens the door wider for the two boys to enter.



“Master Starks room is on the second level, the first room on the right. I’ll be bringing your things to the guestroom, which will be on the right. Oh, I forgot to introduce myself, I’m Jarvis, Starks main butler.” Jarvis replies, as he walks over to their car.



“Let me help you Sir, Bucky you go ahead wake your boyfriend up” Sam said, Bucky could only blush.



He walks into the house, enjoying the view of it. It looks beautiful, as he found the stairs and walks up, his heart was thumping loudly in his chest, he was nervous to meet his boyfriend. He found Tony’s door, and he knocks lightly, hearing a loud groan from it. He opens it slowly, there was a big bed in Tony’s room. Tony was covered in his large blanket, only his hair was peeking out from the large covers.

“Tony” Bucky whispers.



“Jarvs, I told you to let me sleep in right, I went to bed really late. Breakfast can wait.” Tony said, as he throws a pillow at Bucky, thinking it was Jarvis.



“That’s kind of rude, your boyfriend drives 40hr just to see you, and only for you to throw a pillow at him.” Bucky replies, annoyed.



He caught the pillow and throws it back to Tony, earning a yelp from the boy in the covers. Tony sat up and rubs his eyes, clearing his vision, making sure his boyfriend was standing there, in his room, in Malibu, was he dreaming?



“Baby?” Tony asked as he makes grabby hands towards Bucky.

“In the flesh hunny!” Bucky replies, walking towards Tony, pulling Tony into a tight embrace, letting Tony nuzzle at his chest, Bucky just lays his head in Tony’s messy bed hair.



He smells his boyfriend scent. Bucky just smiles. Next thing he knows, he was straddling Tony. As much as he likes this position, he likes it when Tony was tops. Tony kiss Bucky lightly, slowly kissing him deeper, the grind on each other, soon the room filled with moans, their breathing uneven.



“JESUS! LOCK THE DOOR IF YOU HAVE TO BOYS!” Sam exclaimed when he walks into Tony’s room.



“SAMMY!” Tony exclaimed, as he got up from Bucky, leaving a groaning Bucky on his bed, and hugging Sam, he was glad Sam and Bucky was here. Tony grabs Sam’s arm and dragged him to the kitchen.



“Baby come on! Breakfast should be ready!” Tony said as he walks out of his room. Little Bucky might have to wait after breakfast. He got out of bed, and just walks to the kitchen with a sigh.



As they walked into the kitchen, a woman in her 50’s was sitting by the dining table, drinking a cup of coffee. “Good Morning Mother.” Tony greeted her, earning a small smile from her, as she reads her paper.



“This over here is James Barnes, and Sam Wilson, Mother. They just arrived this morning.” Tony said, as he pulls both boys closer to him.



“Nice to meet both of you, make yourself at home alright. Anthony, please have your breakfast soon, before Howard joins us. I know how uncomfortable you will be with him. And me and your father will leave tonight, for another meeting. Will be back by Christmas alright.” His mother replies, as she sips her coffee. Tony just sighs, he sat next to his mother, while Bucky sat next to him, and Sam sat opposite of him.



“Mother,” Tony whispers, as he held his mother’s hand.

“Yes Sweetheart?” His mother asked, as she looks up from her newspaper.



“This is Bucky mother. The one I have talked to you about.” Tony said, as he looks at his mother.



“James Barnes, I’ve heard so much about you, my love. Would you like to help me in the kitchen, I might need some help cutting the fruits?” Tony’s mother said, as she got up from her chair. Bucky just follows her along.



“I heard, you’re dating my son now James, tell me, what do you love about him?” Tony’s mother asked, as she took some fruits form the fruit bowl, Bucky just swallows hard.



“I love him for his smile, his laughter, how smart he is, how charming he is. He loves me for my flaws, and he accepts me for who I am. I love how innocent he is.” Bucky replies, as he helped her wash the apples.



“Good to hear that James. Anthony has always said good things about you, even told me what happen to your arm. I’m sorry for what happen. Thank you, James, for loving my son, he might be a trouble soul. He might be too hard to handle. But trust me, give him some more time, and he would be perfect. Just a little more time James.” Tony’s mother replied as she looks back at him, while she starts peeling the apple.



“Just call me Bucky, ma’am” Bucky replies as he starts plating the apple.



“And you can just call me Mother.” Tony’s mother replies, as she passes him the peeled apple. Bucky starts to sniff, using his shoulder to wipe his tears.



“What’s wrong Bucky?” Tony’s mother asked, as she stops what she was doing, and turn the young men around, to face her.



“It just that I lost my mother when I was younger, and I worked hard to raise my siblings, and this was the first time I met someone who asks me to call her, Mother. And I suddenly missed my mum. It has been years but yet the pain is still there.” Bucky sniffles, as he wipes his nose on his shirt.



“Come here Bucky!” Tony mother said, as she pulls him into a hug, she felt her warm embrace, just like Tony’s but hers were a lot warmer. she rubs his back, while he rubs his red nose into her shoulder.



“Mother, is everything okay?” Tony asked as he walks into the kitchen to see his boyfriend hugging his mother, and the weird thing was, his boyfriend crying in his mother’s arms.



“Everything is okay Anthony, Bucky how about you bring this back in. I’ll keep the rest of it.” Tony’s mother replied, as he pats Bucky’s shoulder, and shoos him away. Tony just stood by the entrance, as he watches his boyfriend grab the plates of apple slices and walks out the kitchen. Tony’s mother wipes her hands on the rag by the sink, and walked past Tony, “He’s a keeper Anthony.” She whispers as she walks past him, earning a blush from Tony



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