I Don’t Deserve This But I Deserve You

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I Don’t Deserve This But I Deserve You
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Steve and Tony has been together for 4 years, now both in different college, what if Tony found out Steve has been cheating on him, and there he met his friendly Barista/ Bartender, Bucky. How would things turn out for this two lonely souls?
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Halloween and The Gang

Bucky woke up the next morning, with a mouthful of Tony’s hair, Tony was still sound asleep in his arms, Bucky sighs, this must be a dream, the guy he had been crushing on, is finally in his arm, waking up like this must be a perfect. His phone suddenly rings loudly, next to him, waking him up from his dream.

“NATASHA!” was written on it, Shit, he thought. He was supposed to get their costume yesterday and help with the party today. He mentally smacks himself, preparing himself before picking up his call.

“Hey Nat?” Bucky answered the call.

“Don’t fucking hey me. It’s already 11 am and you told me to meet you by 10am at the mall. Where the fuck is you!” Natasha said over the phone.

“I’m sorry alright, I had something on yesterday. I just woke up. I’ll be there in 30 mins alright. You just go grab something to eat with Bruce okay. I’ll be there soon! “Bucky replies, as he tries to push Tony away, only for the boy to grab him tighter and pulling him closer.

“Tony hunny, I have to go meet Nat, I’ll come back later okay” Bucky said as he tries to push Tony away again, only to get a low growl from the young man.

“You are at Tony’s? drag him along then, I assume you both don’t have your costume ready right. Meet me here alright. I’m gonna grab breakfast with Bruce and Clint. And also drive instead, we need to buy a lot of things.” Natasha continues, before hanging up the call.

“Alright, see you then.” Bucky continues before hanging up.

“Sweetheart, get up okay, Nat want us to help her with the party, also we still haven’t got our costume.” Bucky said softly, as he shook Tony shoulder. Tony could only grumble into his pillow.

“I’ll make coffee okay, so please wake up soon. You know how Natasha hates waiting.” Bucky continues, as he rubs Tony’s back. Tony tilts his head and turn to Bucky, opening his tired eyes.

“Morning love.” Tony said tiredly, Bucky kisses his forehead before getting up to make coffee.

Tony just get out of bed and took his shower, then got dressed, grabbing a random shirt in his closet, pairing with is skinny jeans. Bucky had already gone back to his apartment, to shower and get dressed. Tony just grabs his jacket and his car keys, and walked out of his place, only to bump into Bucky.



“Hey. That’s my jacket, and is that my shirt you’re wearing?” Bucky said he eyes what Tony was wearing, Tony just looks down at what he was wearing, one of Bucky’s shirt and his leather jacket.

“I guess it’s wore your boyfriend kind of day.” Tony replies as he grins at Bucky. earning a small chuckle from him. Off they went, hand in hand to meet the gang.



As they reached the mall, huddle together as the weather was extra cold today. “There’s the love bird! It took you guys forever to get here!” Clint said, as he spots the couple walking into Starbucks.



Bucky only glares at him, he didn’t mean to be late, it was because they were out the night before, it literally drains him.



“Stop teasing them alright, Morning Tones. Here you go.” Bruce said, as he slides a cup of coffee to Tony, Bucky just slides into the chair next to Bruce, only for Tony to just sits on Bucky’s lap.



“ Tony, you do know that’s tons of seats around, you don’t have to be in Bucky’s lap” Natasha snorts.



“ Firstly, good morning to everyone, secondly, he’s my boyfriend, so I have every rights to sit on him, thirdly, you shitty people fucking ruin my dream and sleep, so I can do whatever the fuck I want. Fourthly, thank you Bruce for the coffee. Also, lastly, Bucky radiates so much warmth in this cold morning!” Tony replies as he sips his coffee, earning chuckles from Bucky.



“Whatever floats your boat alright, just drink faster, we have to start shopping alright!” Clint replies as he finishes his breakfast.



Tony shares his drink with Bucky, snuggling deeper into Bucky’s embrace. They all made small conversation before they decided to leave and starts shopping. Since the party will be at Natasha and Bruce’s place, they will be tons of alcohol involved, candies too. Soon their trolley was filled with cartons of beers and different liquors, too much candies and chocolates and chips too. Tony helped to order their pizzas to be delivered later. After they were done getting the necessities, Bucky and Tony went out on their own to get their costume, they decided to be Captain America and IronMan, Tony favourite comic book character.



Off they went back to Natasha’s apartment. Natasha and Bruce stayed not far from campus, a humble home for the couple, they even had a pool at the back of their home, it was Natasha’s parents’ home before they died, and Bruce decided to stay with her, being the reason, she hates staying home alone. As they dumped all their things in the kitchen, they decided to lounge around in the living room, except for Bruce and Natasha, they decided to take a nap in their room, while Bucky and Tony decided to lay on the sofa, they were still tired from last night.



They lazed around the whole day, before deciding to prep for their party. Natasha always had parties at her place, she always hosts the best random parties. Clint helped to prepare all the booze, while Tony preps the pizza, Bucky just prepares the snack for the guests. Natasha came down wearing a tight cat women suit, while Bruce was Batman. Clint decided to be an archer, wearing all purple. Bucky and Tony went to change, Bucky being Captain America, in his tight blue leggings and plastic shield, while Tony was wearing tight IronMan costume. As the party started, friends start arriving, some bringing in more candies or drinks, while some dressed up weirdly.



The night was filled with music, laughter, people were getting either drunk or sugar rush, everyone seems to be enjoying the night, especially Tony and Bucky, they always locked in each other embrace, sometimes making out by the sofa, sometimes laying by the pool, taking shots with their friends. Tony rarely goes to parties, because Steve didn’t like him to, but Bucky was different, he allowed Tony to mingle around with others, to drink with others, as long as he knows and remembers that they were together. Bucky doesn’t flirt around even when girls throw themselves at them, but he would rather push them away and told them he had to find his boyfriend. It seems Tony and Bucky had gotten closer after Bucky told him about his breakup. As the night got later, Bucky and Tony decided to stay over in one of Natasha’s guest room.



As they stumbles into the room, both decided to strip to their brief, as it was getting warm from all those drinking and dancing around, as they lay in bed in each other’s arm, Tony felt brave tonight, he couldn’t handle it, Bucky looks good in tight leggings, he slowly kissed Bucky’s neck, earning giggles form the man, kissing his cheeks, his lips and his entire face.

“ I want to fuck you senseless tonight!” Tony whispers, licking Bucky’s ear too. Earning low moans from the man, Bucky just turns Tony over, while he stabilize himself on his left arm.



“ Not if I do it first” Bucky growls, before he attacks Tony’s lips, deepening their kiss, hands roaming each other’s body, moaning getting louder.



Bucky leaving bite marks on Tony’s neck, claiming his, Tony just arched his back, scratching Bucky’s back, leaving deep scratched marks. Bucky slowly slides down Tony’s body, kissing his chest, his shoulders, his stomach, his naval, hovering at his groin, kissing it softly, earning a deep moan from Tony.



“Stop teasing me babe!” Tony moans, grabbing Bucky’s hair.



“Wait a little longer will you, good things are worth the wait you know” Bucky teased, as he plays with Tony’s waistband, leaving kisses on his hip bones, Tony was hard, he could feel from the soft fabric.



“Bucky! come on!” Tony whining, he was already hurting from the erection in his briefs.



He needed the attention down there. As if on cue, Bucky slides Tony’s brief down, licking his lips at the sight of Tony’s erection, kissing the head softly, licking the slit, teasing Tony even more, earning loud groans from the man under him, after he was down teasing him, he slides Tony’s length in his mouth, he bops his head, once he got his rhythm, Tony moans got louder.



“ Babe, I can’t hold it any longer” Tony whines breathlessly, as he tightens his grip around Bucky’s hair, only for Bucky to moan against his shaft.



Without warning , Tony came, nearly chocking Bucky, Bucky just swallows it, he lick his lips, and look up at Tony, he could still see the lust in Tony’s eyes.

 

“It’s my turn to please you!” Tony said, as he sat up and pull Bucky nearer.



“You don’t have to do it alright,” Bucky replies, he knew from Rhodey that Tony was a virgin, and he never did much sexual things when he was with Steve, just because Steve was always uncomfortable with it.



“NO! I want to please you! Let me do it!” Tony whines as he got up on Bucky, he starts kissing Bucky on his neck, finding Bucky’s sensitive spots, his neck, behind his ears, and his nipples. Tony continues to move down slowly, peppering kisses on Bucky’s torso, biting him around his nipples, earning low moans from the older man.



“DOLL!” Bucky gritted his teeth.



Tony continues to tease him, palming Bucky’s erection, earning loud moans from Bucky, he pulls Bucky’s brief down with his teeth, earning a smack from Bucky’s dick, Tony licks his lips, it was his first time sucking one, and he was nervous, but he swallows his nerves, and he did what Bucky did to him, kiss his head, licks his slit, biting slowly around the sensitive skin, licking the veins around the shaft, earning loud moans from Bucky, he starts to suck on it, once in a while releasing it with a loud POP, as he sucks deeper.



“ Doll, I can’t hold on any longer” Bucky whined, as Tony bop his head more, swallowing it deeper and deeper.



Bucky entangles his fingers in Tony’s hair, groaning, he was already close, one more bop and he would come. And that was what Tony did, he bops his head one more time, swallowing the entire shaft, and Bucky just came, Tony chocked a bit when he finally gets up for air, coughing slightly, he didn’t expect Bucky would come in his mouth, but he did. Bucky suddenly sat up, rushing to Tony’s side, patting his back, Tony was coughing a lot, Bucky felt bad, he hugs Tony, rubbing his back.



“I shouldn’t have let you suck me, doll. You could nearly die!” Bucky whines as he hugs Bucky tighter.



“Then I would die happy! Finally, I get to suck my boyfriend!” Tony said, trying to ease the tension between them. Tony just cups Bucky face and kiss his lips tenderly.



“Don’t worry about it, it was my first time anyways, next time I could be better okay. We could practice more okay, and I will get better for you okay!” Tony said, as he tries to reassure his boyfriend.



Bucky just sighs, he felt bad for Tony, ruining Tony’s first time. But Tony just laughs it off, and grabs him, pulls him closer and lays down in bed.



“This can wait till next time, let us sleep for now, I’m really tired from all this party, and I want to snuggle with my Bucky Bear right now.” Tony whines, as he pulls Bucky close to him, as he snuggles closer to him, tilting his head into Bucky’s neck, kissing it softly.



Bucky just tightens his grip around Tony’s waist, and kiss his forehead, rubbing circles on his back, slowly he could feel Tony snoring around his neck, Bucky felt blessed, he woke up this morning with Tony in his arms, now he’s sleeping with Tony’s head in his neck. He just sighs and smile, he was happy. He was blessed.



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