Characters
Tags
Angst
Canon-Typical Violence
Angst with a Happy Ending
Implied/Referenced Suicide
Bucky Barnes Has Issues
Hurt
Happy Ending
Physical Abuse
Canon Universe
Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes
Not Avengers: Endgame (Movie) Compliant
Bucky Barnes Remembers
Bucky Barnes Feels
Post-Serum Steve Rogers
Implied/Referenced Brainwashing
Hurt Steve Rogers
Canon Divergence - Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier
Avengers: Endgame (Movie) Spoilers
Captain America: The First Avenger
Endgame Fix-It
POV Bucky Barnes
Captain America Steve Rogers
life story of two supersoldiers in love
mentions of peggy carter - Freeform
mentions of the howling commandos - Freeform
Summary
Every fall and winter, when the temperatures outside dropped drastically, Bucky would worry about Steve getting sick. He’d fuss about the blonde not wearing enough warm clothes and insist that he wore Bucky’s sweaters that were at least three sizes too big for him. Steve complained, the stubborn little shit that he was, but eventually he wore the sweaters and glared at Bucky whenever he thought the brunet wasn’t looking.or a life story of two supersoldiers in love spanning from 1925 to 2017 with hurt, confusion, and misunderstandings
Note
told y'all I had another fic in the works! the second chapter will be published sometime next week probably, I still have to check for any mistakes TW for descriptions of violence, physical abuse, and suicidal thoughtsthe events take place before TFA, during, and after, as well as TWS and take a turn after the title and the first part of the story inspired by "without me" by halsey, the second part inspired by "I'm not here" by me+T, I'd recommend listening to the songs and reading the lyrics first to get a hang of the tone and atmosphere