I’m not no Human
The men kept coming in hurting Peter while he was strapped to the cold metal table. His shirt was ripped off a long time ago and the cold metal was stinging his back but Peter refused to break.
The men came in and injected Peter with this red and blue mix of liquid into his arms causing Peter to writhe. He still refuses to break.
The men came in and dislocated his joints just to see them heal almost immediately. He refused to break.
The men came in and whipped and cut him letting him bleed out onto the cold metal table. He refuses to break.
The original man was getting angry “WHY ISN’T HE BREAKING!” he screams shooting someone
”We do not know boss” A man replied
The Boss narrowed his eyes and heading into Peter’s room
Peter was laying on the cold metal table his resolve slowly fading but he couldn’t give up hope. Not yet. The Boss - Peter guesses - walks in toward Peter the anger obvious in his eyes
The man didn’t say anything just stares at Peter for a moment before smirking and walking back out leaving Peter alone. A few minutes later Peter was being unstrapped from the table and he was strapped to a metal chair with a mouth guard stuffed in his mouth and having the men connect little suction things to his head and body before they started the machine causing Peter to yell in pain. His mind felt like it was in a blender everything mushing together. Nothing made sense.
Spider was strapped to a table to begin his enhancement apart from his healing factor. They injected him with a red liquid causing Spiders blood feel on fire and then a Blue liquid causing Spider to become violently sick and start dry heaving. The men looked satisfied and left him to suffer alone. Alone and in pain.
Spider remembers words being spoken and him going out on a mission before his brain started to become mushier and he couldn’t remember anything other than his name and mission given. But he was ok. He was ok.
His missions got easier as he went on as the Winter Spider. He went and did whatever commanded of him. He only spoke when spoken to. He followed all the rules he was given. He let his commanders hurt him, let them torture him until he turned black and blue. (yo i’m so tired)
When Spider was taken and told his name was really Peter Stark, he sat and stared and pretended that he understood the circumstance that he was in. He really didn’t and maybe the saddest part was he was too afraid to tell Clint otherwise of fear of getting injured.
Clint kept talking about Peter Stark for a bit before Spider snapped at him
”I’M NOT PETER STARK!” he screamed at Clint one day his chest heaving as he tried to break out of his restraints
“FRIDAY, get Harley in here” Clint says and Harley walks in slowly after he heard Peter yelling.
Peter freezes the moment his eyes land on Harley
”I’m sorry” he mumbles and goes still and Harley breaks out in a sob and falls down causing Peter to become confused
Peter looks closely at the man on the floor sobbing and he feels like someone pierced his skull and pain raging through his head and he yelled in pain as he started to remember things.
”Peter. Stop I’m not as athletic as you” Harley gasps out resting his hands on his knees as Peter grabs him some water
”That’s why we’re doing this Harls” Peter says with a fond smile and runs a hand through Harley’s sweaty hair before wrinkling his nose at the moisture
”You’re the one who ran your hand through my hair” Harley snorts out
Peter rolls his eyes before taking Harley’s hand softly “Lets go take a shower” he murmurs and the boys walk out of the gym hand in hand
Peter. He was really Peter. The pain went away as soon as the memory was over
”Harley was training with Peter-me-in the gym before HYDRA took me and we were laughing and Harley was super sweaty” Peter mumbles to himself
“Pete? What was that?” Clint asks
”I remembered something” Peter says looking forward his mind going 10miles a hour
”What was it” Clint asks still holding a shaking Harley
”Harley” Peter says and Harley’s head shoots up at Peter saying his name “Was training with me in the gym. He was all sweaty and gross” Peter says with a little laugh a few tears falling from his eyes
“You remember that?” Harley asks slowly walking over
Peter nods
”That happened a couple days before you were taken. We were on a plane cause I had to go home because-“
Peter cuts him off “Abby and your mom were in trouble. I went with you because I didn’t want to say goodbye. It wasn’t goodbye just a see you later.” Peter says looking at Harley to make sure he got stuff correct
Harley nods and some more tears slip down his face. “Yea.”
Peter beams and goes to hug him but his smile falters as he notices his hand were bound and Peter was confused and tired
”Wanna hug” Peter pouts
Harley smiles and hugs Peter instead
”I love you Peter Stark” Harley whispers to him
”As I you Harley Keener” Peter whispers back kissing Harley’s cheek softly