I could Lie
Peter remembers more every day and his head is starting to ache from the amount that everyone wants him to remember. His headaches only get worse with each memory but everyone looks so happy heâs remembering that he doesnât mention it.
There was another problem, Harley. Peter was confused because he remembers loving Harley but he doesnât feel the love that Harley feels. He doesnât say anything. He pretends heâs fine.
His stomach is always queasy and heâs lightheaded. He doesnât get sick. Itâs like his stomach is in knots and Harley pulls them tighter every time he got close. Peter wishes he could forget. That HYDRA would find him soon so that everything would make sense again. So he would be so confused all the time.
Peter know he should be grateful that heâs home but everyone just keeps pushing him and his head is aching, and his stomach isnât getting any better. The only time he gets to be free of it all is when he sleeps. Even then he plagued with the nightmares.Â
He just wishes they never found him. He wishes he wasnât here. He wishes he was Spider again.
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Tony sees Peter death glaring the wall looking murderousÂ
âHey Peteâ He says and walks in snapping Peter out of his glaring contest with the wall
âTonyâ he mumbles not completely on board with calling him dad again
âYou got anything new?â Tony asks per routine and wanting to know what Peter was rememberingÂ
Peter sighed internally and the headache came raging in and this time Peter couldnât keep in his groan of pain and the way his hands strained from their bindings  to rub his temples in hope to ease the pain
âPeter?â Tony asks as he sees Peter tense upÂ
âGet outâ Peter growls out at Tony anger obvious in his voice and body language
Tony leaves and the last thing he hears are chains snapping and a yell of agony. Tony turns around to see Peter clapping his hands over his ears obviously in pain
âFRIDAY make sure he doesnât get out of the roomâ Tony says
âYes sirâ FRIDAY responds quietly
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Peter rips at his temples working his way through the skin hoping the pain would cease and he would be ok again
Peter letâs out a frustrated yell and he starts swearing in Russian hoping for anything that he can just forget again. He wishes he didnât have to be in pain. He wishes a lot of thingÂ
Peter saw Harley at the viewing window and he suddenly he was walking towards the window while Harley just looked at him in shock. Peter punches the glass. The window cracks and Harley steps back and he saw Peter getting ready to throw another punch. The glass shattered and Harley shut his eyes tight. When he opened them again Peter was gone.
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Tony was in his lab working on something for Peter when Harley comes running into the labÂ
âHe broke the glass and ran!â Harleyâs face stained with tear track and new tears still falling
âWhat?â Tony asks confused on a whole new level
âSir someone managed to hack into me and while I was down Peter escaped his roomâ FRIDAY says quietly
The room went still and Tonyâs eyes went wide. Screams were heard from the floors above
âPETER?!â they heard Nat yellÂ
They ran up to the common room where they found Peter in normal cloths and on the ceiling.
âPETER!â Tony yells once he sees him
âGo AWAY!â he screams at his dad and he scuttles into the vents and seals it shut with something that none of them have seen beforeÂ
âPeter. Come down hereâ Tony says sternly
âNo!â Peter says and he curls up where no one could see his breaking down
âPetey?â Morgan asks softly
âWho are you.â Peter asks slowly
âYouâre my older brother. Itâs me Morgan!â she says tears filling her eyes. Peter slowly exits the vents and crawls down the wall but stopping when everyone started walking towards him
âIâm sorry Morgan. I canât come down right nowâ Peter says his eyes locked on everyone else
âBut. Petey! I havenât seen you in forever.â Morgan says the tears falling down her face
Peter motions her to come closer and she does and Peter grabs her gently with a web and tells her to hold and crawls back to the vents
âPeter! Bring Morgan backâ Pepper says angrilyÂ
âSorry Morgan they want you backâ Peter says going to put her back in her moms arms
âNO!â she screams grasping Peter closelyÂ
âIâm sorry Morganâ Peter says while lowering a screaming and kicking Morgan into her mothers arms
The first time Peter socialized willingly with someone, it was Morgan. It was always Morgan.
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Morgan was furious at her mom and wiggles out of her grasp and ran to her room. Slamming the door and covering herself in blankets and cryâs until Pepper comes get her for supper. She refused to go to supper and stayed in her room until her mom picked her up and dragged her to the table
âI DONâT WANT ANY FOOD!â she was screaming and threw her food across the room
âMORGAN!â Pepper yelled at her
âI HATE YOU!â She yells and runs back to her room her mom not even trying to stop her now