
Must I Pretend?
âWinter Spider, we have a new mission.â The man says in Russian
âYes sirâ Spider responds obedientlyÂ
âThe Avengers are invading our bases. Throw them off of this oneâ The man commands
âYes sirâ Spider responds again and is out to complete his mission in perfection. He knew he would be punished if he did notÂ
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Spider Peter, woke with a gasp still bound but someone holding his hand. He started shouting and trying to get rid of the weight in his hand
âPeter. Itâs ok, itâs meâ A boys says and Peter looks at him his anxiety spiking againÂ
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âYou can not escape us Spiderâ The man roars at Spider âYOU NEVER WILLâ and Spider bows down to his superior
Another person walks over. They had a curly blond mop on their head and ice blue eyes the were hard and unforgiving
âRemember your trainingâ He growls before walking awayÂ
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Peter thrashes out of the grasp
âI have wonât forget my trainingâ He mumbles in Russian and goes limp knowing he would be punished if he didnât. HYDRA has found him, and he was Spider again. He was back
Nobody responds and he doesnât listen to anyone else as he must remember his training and be quiet unless given a mission. He knew he did something bad as he was tied down to a table. Weâre they going to enhance him some more?
âPeter?â Someone asks softly he doesnât respond. Someone shakes him he doesnât respond pretending his heart wasnât racing in his chest
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They shook him. They put him in a machine. They strapped him to a table. They cut him. They hit him. He remembers they cut his forearms and just left him to bleed out on the table he was strapped to. He watched his muscles heal themselves in a couple of minutes. He saw how they tendons they tore fix themselves. He saw the bands he was restrained with start to snap when he flexed a fraction. He watched as he broke the wall with a single punch. He saw himself murder someone by flicking them in the back. He saw himself murder thousands in 30 minutes. He saw that he was a monster. He saw what HYDRA had made him. What he canât escape
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Harley was worried Peter looked at him once and wasnât responding anymore instead he was hyperventilating when Harley shook him to gain his attention
âTONY!â He screams
âWhat is it Harley?â Tony asks running in then seeing Peter hyperventilating âCLINT!â He yelled who ran in
Clint took 5 seconds of looking a Peter before realizing what was going on âHarley what did you say to him?â Clint asks slowly while rubbing Peterâs back and calming him down
âItâs ok itâs meâ Harley said
âDid he look over at you then just go unresponsiveâ
âUh Yea?â
âOk. Harley, you canât be in here until he recoversâ Clint says sternlyÂ
Harley was going to protest but then he thought of what happened to Peter and nods and walks out of the room
âPlease get Better Peter