WhumpTober 2020

Marvel Cinematic Universe
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M/M
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WhumpTober 2020
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Fluff Angst Suicidal Thoughts Choking Heavy Angst Not Canon Compliant Canon-Typical Violence Angst with a Happy Ending Hurt/Comfort Torture Nightmares Fear Hallucinations Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug Depressed Bucky Barnes Steve Rogers Needs a Hug Steve Rogers Feels College AU Protective Steve Rogers Established Relationship Whipping Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con Chronic Pain Non-Consensual Drug Use Implied/Referenced Character Death Pain Kidnapping Hurt Violence Some angst Modern AU Hurt No Comfort Self-Doubt Panic Aftermath of Torture Vomiting Gun Violence Sort Of Blackmail Sharing a Bed ambiguous ending? Rain Confusion Hospitals Dissociation Sleep Deprivation Art POV Alternating Grief Homelessness Cooking Broken Bones survivor's guilt Original Characters - Freeform Begging Restraints Poison Sick Fic no powers Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes Hurt Bucky Barnes Blood Loss Nausea Branding Over stimulation Whumptober 2020 Panic Attack Bucky Barnes Feels he gets one Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier Accidents Breaking and Entering Protective Steve Cold reluctantly Hanging Dehumanization Power Outage Withdrawal Hurt Steve Rogers Headaches Pre-Captain America: The Winter Soldier auditory hallucinations Trespassing Amputee Bucky Barnes Sick Bucky Barnes Tired Bucky Barnes Acid dislocated shoulder Migraine Cryofreeze (Marvel) Steve Feels captain america the first avenger - Freeform Mentions of Nightmares scared Bucky sad Steve psycological torture beatings Art in chapter 4 Enemy to care taker Implied blood Captured by HYDRA trading places ONLY in chapter 11 Oxygen mask TBI Pre- Captain America Civil War tiredness talks of going awol wth am I even doing Steve thinks he's dying or dead broken glass assumed drowning Protective Bucky mourning a loved one depiction of a suicide attempt no one dies on screen Hurt Bucky Suicide attempt ONLY in chapter 20 Bucky Feels Bucky could be dying and Steve can't do anything but fret air raid sirens and a nap Mute Bucky Eye drops evil eye drops Could be classified as breaking Bucky training the winter soldier Hydra enjoys Bucky’s pain they're rude like that wind storms Bucky just wants to be out of the really bad weather and the shed was unlocked and open A cat - Freeform flashlights broken flashlight but not really because flashlights bucky really needs a hug Reluctant bed rest
Summary
Welcome to Whump-Tober, where we needlessly cause our favorite characters to hurt/be sad!Each day had a different prompt, the prompts will be the chapter title. They also help serve as warnings. All tags will be in the main tag section of the fic, all relevant tags to the specific chapter will be in the notes of that chapter.Each chapter is a stand alone one shot.Be aware! These are going to be heavy angst! Please read all the tags (at least the ones in the chapter), and take care of yourself! It's going to be rough.
Note
Warnings and Tags: Referenced OC character Death, Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes, reatraints, hanging, hurt, no comfort, chokingCharacter: Bucky Barnes (as the Soldier)
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Reluctant Bed Rest

The Soldier sits silently on his gurney, unflinching as the nurse finishes stitching him up.

The Handler had been pleased with how he performed. A soft hand in his hair, a bottle of water, then he was sent to medical. They even used anesthetic when they removed the shrapnel. The Handler must be in a really  good mood.

But the Soldier is tired. This last mission was longer and somehow harder than any of the others he’s done recently. 

The mission report had been given, and now he sits, waiting for orders. He’s exhausted, and hopes he’s done enough to rest. At least for a night. It’s a luxury that he doesn’t often experience, he thinks. But a night to sleep, then a new mission the next day. That would be nice. 

When the Handler comes into the room, he sits as straight as he can. The handler looks him up and down, and the Soldier rounds his shoulders, just a little bit.

“You did well on your mission, Soldier. We’re one step closer to peace. You’ve been an asset to our cause.”

The Soldier preens. Perhaps he'll get something more after all. “You’ve earned your rest, Soldier. The techs will get you ready.”

Any hope of a cot in  a small room vanishes at the words. He had hoped that he wouldn’t be put under again so soon. That he would be allowed to sleep, like he’s seen the Strike members do, and be sent out again. He had been brought out specifically for this mission. The Soldier isn’t ready to be put back.

He shifts, uncertain.

“Sir..” He says hesitantly. 

The Handler shoots him a dark look, and he sits very still, skin buzzing. 

“Are you going to argue with me, Soldier?” He says very quietly. Voice laced with threat.

The Soldier ducks his head. 

“No, Sir. Thank you, Sir.”

The Handler nods. He stands and pats the Soldier on the head, and leaves the room. 

Techs stream in a moment later. They begin to poke at the screens, add something to his IV line that gets him ready. It makes his blood tingle as it enters his system. 

It’s not long before they deem him ready, whatever they are monitoring reaching the correct levels. 

They remove the wires and lines attached to him. He sways a little as he stands, light headed from blood loss, from the adrenaline crash. The Soldier slowly follows the tech down the hall to his room. A guard follows. They step inside and the tech begins to program the cryo chamber.

He shivers, anticipating the cold. He doesn’t want to. Cryo will help him heal, he knows. But he hates it. He doesn’t want to. 

When the Tech finishes, they turn and order him to step inside. Slowly, the Soldier shakes his head, taking a step back. The guard presses his rifle into his back. 

Shaking, the Soldier takes the few steps into the chamber, submitting to the techs demands. Moving as they tell him to, and not fighting as they attach things to his skin.

Please,” he whispers. The tech startles. “Please, I’ll be good. Tell him, I don’t need this. I’m functional. Please.”

The tech hurries and closes the door on him. 

He shakes as the temperature drops. Grits his teeth against a scream as the burning cold envelops him. 

Then there is nothing.

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