WhumpTober 2020

Marvel Cinematic Universe
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M/M
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WhumpTober 2020
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Fluff Angst Suicidal Thoughts Choking Heavy Angst Not Canon Compliant Canon-Typical Violence Angst with a Happy Ending Hurt/Comfort Torture Nightmares Fear Hallucinations Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug Depressed Bucky Barnes Steve Rogers Needs a Hug Steve Rogers Feels College AU Protective Steve Rogers Established Relationship Whipping Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con Chronic Pain Non-Consensual Drug Use Implied/Referenced Character Death Pain Kidnapping Hurt Violence Some angst Modern AU Hurt No Comfort Self-Doubt Panic Aftermath of Torture Vomiting Gun Violence Sort Of Blackmail Sharing a Bed ambiguous ending? Rain Confusion Hospitals Dissociation Sleep Deprivation Art POV Alternating Grief Homelessness Cooking Broken Bones survivor's guilt Original Characters - Freeform Begging Restraints Poison Sick Fic no powers Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes Hurt Bucky Barnes Blood Loss Nausea Branding Over stimulation Whumptober 2020 Panic Attack Bucky Barnes Feels he gets one Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier Accidents Breaking and Entering Protective Steve Cold reluctantly Hanging Dehumanization Power Outage Withdrawal Hurt Steve Rogers Headaches Pre-Captain America: The Winter Soldier auditory hallucinations Trespassing Amputee Bucky Barnes Sick Bucky Barnes Tired Bucky Barnes Acid dislocated shoulder Migraine Cryofreeze (Marvel) Steve Feels captain america the first avenger - Freeform Mentions of Nightmares scared Bucky sad Steve psycological torture beatings Art in chapter 4 Enemy to care taker Implied blood Captured by HYDRA trading places ONLY in chapter 11 Oxygen mask TBI Pre- Captain America Civil War tiredness talks of going awol wth am I even doing Steve thinks he's dying or dead broken glass assumed drowning Protective Bucky mourning a loved one depiction of a suicide attempt no one dies on screen Hurt Bucky Suicide attempt ONLY in chapter 20 Bucky Feels Bucky could be dying and Steve can't do anything but fret air raid sirens and a nap Mute Bucky Eye drops evil eye drops Could be classified as breaking Bucky training the winter soldier Hydra enjoys Bucky’s pain they're rude like that wind storms Bucky just wants to be out of the really bad weather and the shed was unlocked and open A cat - Freeform flashlights broken flashlight but not really because flashlights bucky really needs a hug Reluctant bed rest
Summary
Welcome to Whump-Tober, where we needlessly cause our favorite characters to hurt/be sad!Each day had a different prompt, the prompts will be the chapter title. They also help serve as warnings. All tags will be in the main tag section of the fic, all relevant tags to the specific chapter will be in the notes of that chapter.Each chapter is a stand alone one shot.Be aware! These are going to be heavy angst! Please read all the tags (at least the ones in the chapter), and take care of yourself! It's going to be rough.
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Warnings and Tags: Referenced OC character Death, Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes, reatraints, hanging, hurt, no comfort, chokingCharacter: Bucky Barnes (as the Soldier)
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Blurred Vision

The Soldier is led to the chair and sat down. The guards escorting him take up position by the doors. He doesn’t wait long before a couple of maintenance techs walk into the room talking to each other. 

“Won’t this make him go blind?” The first one says.

“Due to his serum, he won’t be blind, just not able to see clearly. But I think that’s the point.”

“Why?”

The second shrugs. They walk up to a counter in the room and place their supplies on it.

“Some sort of training exercise? Makes him a better assassin? Not entirely sure. That’s for the trainers to worry about. We’re just supposed to prep him.” 

They stop talking about him, and start pouring the liquids they brought into smaller vials. They each grab one and walk over to where the Soldier waits.

“He’s not going to lash out and hurt us when we administer it to him?”

The second tech curses. 

“We’ll restrain him. Good call.”

The first hands his vial to the second, and orders the Soldier to sit back. The Soldier does so, and sits still as the tech attaches the straps around his arms, legs and torso. He stands and takes his vial back.

“Head back, Soldier.” The Soldier complies. “No matter what, keep your eyes open, and your head back, understand?

“Yes, sir,” he says

“Really think that’ll work?” The man on the left says.

“Worth a try,” the other says. “He’ll at least try. They made him good at following orders.”

“Do I want to know how?”

“Definitely not.”

“Right. On three?”

They count down and pour their vials into the Soldier’s eyes.

The Soldier screams, turning his head away as it hits his eyes. They burn, like a thousand needles in his eyes. He tries to wrench his hands free, but they’re fastened tight to the arms of the chair. He throws his head forward, hoping that helps. Someone turns on a stun baton and hits him in the stomach with it, and someone wrenches his head back by his hair.

Someone shouts, but the Soldier can’t make out the words, distracted by pain.

Something rubber is shoved into his mouth and they hit him with the electric rod again. 

“Shut up,” whoever holds his head back yells in his ear. He tries. His screams turn down to pained whimpers as he blinks rapidly. 

“Automatic response,” one of the techs says to the trainer in the room, although the Soldier doesn’t hear them. Too focused on the pain and keeping his cries to a minimum, lest they hurt him more. “Unless we tape his eyes open, we can’t make him stop blinking.”

The trainer watches, and shakes his head.

“We just want his vision impared. Not have him completely blind.” At the techs questioning look, he adds, “He’s going to learn to fight when he can’t see. To shoot when there’s not a clear line of sight. Not having his eyes will do that.”

The tech holding the Soldier’s head back pours water into the Soldier’s eyes.

The Soldier coughs and splutters as the water gets into his mouth as well. The tech lets go of his head, and he spits out the water. The water in his eyes helped, but they still sting. Blinking, his vision doesn’t clear. Everything is shadowy shapes against the light. 

“Soldier,” the trainer says. But the Soldier isn’t paying attention, still panicking over his blurry vision. “Soldier,” he says more forcefully, jabbing him with the stun baton again. “Status report.”

“I-I can’t see,” The Soldier says hoarsely, “not functional, I can’t see.”

The trainer smiles sharply.

“We’ll teach you to be functional, even without sight, Soldier. Shall we begin?” He says. The Soldier knows that this isn’t really a question. 

He shakes, tears streaming down his face. Of course he wants to be better. And if this is how his masters deem it to be done, he will do his best.

“Ready to comply.”

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