WhumpTober 2020

Marvel Cinematic Universe
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M/M
G
WhumpTober 2020
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Fluff Angst Suicidal Thoughts Choking Heavy Angst Not Canon Compliant Canon-Typical Violence Angst with a Happy Ending Hurt/Comfort Torture Nightmares Fear Hallucinations Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug Depressed Bucky Barnes Steve Rogers Needs a Hug Steve Rogers Feels College AU Protective Steve Rogers Established Relationship Whipping Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con Chronic Pain Non-Consensual Drug Use Implied/Referenced Character Death Pain Kidnapping Hurt Violence Some angst Modern AU Hurt No Comfort Self-Doubt Panic Aftermath of Torture Vomiting Gun Violence Sort Of Blackmail Sharing a Bed ambiguous ending? Rain Confusion Hospitals Dissociation Sleep Deprivation Art POV Alternating Grief Homelessness Cooking Broken Bones survivor's guilt Original Characters - Freeform Begging Restraints Poison Sick Fic no powers Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes Hurt Bucky Barnes Blood Loss Nausea Branding Over stimulation Whumptober 2020 Panic Attack Bucky Barnes Feels he gets one Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier Accidents Breaking and Entering Protective Steve Cold reluctantly Hanging Dehumanization Power Outage Withdrawal Hurt Steve Rogers Headaches Pre-Captain America: The Winter Soldier auditory hallucinations Trespassing Amputee Bucky Barnes Sick Bucky Barnes Tired Bucky Barnes Acid dislocated shoulder Migraine Cryofreeze (Marvel) Steve Feels captain america the first avenger - Freeform Mentions of Nightmares scared Bucky sad Steve psycological torture beatings Art in chapter 4 Enemy to care taker Implied blood Captured by HYDRA trading places ONLY in chapter 11 Oxygen mask TBI Pre- Captain America Civil War tiredness talks of going awol wth am I even doing Steve thinks he's dying or dead broken glass assumed drowning Protective Bucky mourning a loved one depiction of a suicide attempt no one dies on screen Hurt Bucky Suicide attempt ONLY in chapter 20 Bucky Feels Bucky could be dying and Steve can't do anything but fret air raid sirens and a nap Mute Bucky Eye drops evil eye drops Could be classified as breaking Bucky training the winter soldier Hydra enjoys Bucky’s pain they're rude like that wind storms Bucky just wants to be out of the really bad weather and the shed was unlocked and open A cat - Freeform flashlights broken flashlight but not really because flashlights bucky really needs a hug Reluctant bed rest
Summary
Welcome to Whump-Tober, where we needlessly cause our favorite characters to hurt/be sad!Each day had a different prompt, the prompts will be the chapter title. They also help serve as warnings. All tags will be in the main tag section of the fic, all relevant tags to the specific chapter will be in the notes of that chapter.Each chapter is a stand alone one shot.Be aware! These are going to be heavy angst! Please read all the tags (at least the ones in the chapter), and take care of yourself! It's going to be rough.
Note
Warnings and Tags: Referenced OC character Death, Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes, reatraints, hanging, hurt, no comfort, chokingCharacter: Bucky Barnes (as the Soldier)
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Sleep Deprivation, Exhaustion

His eyes start to close, and the air raid sirens go off again. 

His heart beats faster, the urge to run, to find shelter coming over him. He groans. 

Bucky blinks against the harsh lights in the room. He has no idea how long it’s been since they put him in here. 

His captors had dragged him into this room, and chained his one arm up so he’s standing in the middle of the room.  The cuff is tight around his wrist, and the chain isn’t long enough for him to move about the room. He can’t quite fall to his knees. It jerks him a couple inches from the ground, when he tries to kneel. 

Every so often, someone comes in and injects something that keeps him feeling awake into him. The first two times, he tried to fight it. He stopped counting after that, and doesn’t try to stop them anymore. Too tired to even think about it at this point. 

The light in the room is glaring, hurting his eyes every time he opens them. He swears it keeps getting brighter. 

Every so often, they play loud music, or someone screams, or the sirens go off. 

He just wants to sleep. Bucky almost doesn’t care if he breaks his wrist, if it would mean he could fall down and rest. 

There’s no sense of time. He has no idea how long between visits. They haven’t fed him, though he has no appetite. His eyes are dry and burn every time he opens them. 

Bucky sways, the sirens still going, allowing his knees to buckle again.

Like each time this happens, it jerks his arm, stopping him from reaching the ground. This time, there’s a pop, and he cries out as pain rips through his shoulder.

He’s already tried to reach the walls, to rest against them. They’re too far away.

The sirens stop, and he wants to cry in relief, though his ears still ring from the sound. 

He’s so tired. He’s about ready to do anything, just for the chance to sleep, to rest, to close his eyes.

All he can do is wait.

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