WhumpTober 2020

Marvel Cinematic Universe
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M/M
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WhumpTober 2020
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Fluff Angst Suicidal Thoughts Choking Heavy Angst Not Canon Compliant Canon-Typical Violence Angst with a Happy Ending Hurt/Comfort Torture Nightmares Fear Hallucinations Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug Depressed Bucky Barnes Steve Rogers Needs a Hug Steve Rogers Feels College AU Protective Steve Rogers Established Relationship Whipping Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con Chronic Pain Non-Consensual Drug Use Implied/Referenced Character Death Pain Kidnapping Hurt Violence Some angst Modern AU Hurt No Comfort Self-Doubt Panic Aftermath of Torture Vomiting Gun Violence Sort Of Blackmail Sharing a Bed ambiguous ending? Rain Confusion Hospitals Dissociation Sleep Deprivation Art POV Alternating Grief Homelessness Cooking Broken Bones survivor's guilt Original Characters - Freeform Begging Restraints Poison Sick Fic no powers Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes Hurt Bucky Barnes Blood Loss Nausea Branding Over stimulation Whumptober 2020 Panic Attack Bucky Barnes Feels he gets one Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier Accidents Breaking and Entering Protective Steve Cold reluctantly Hanging Dehumanization Power Outage Withdrawal Hurt Steve Rogers Headaches Pre-Captain America: The Winter Soldier auditory hallucinations Trespassing Amputee Bucky Barnes Sick Bucky Barnes Tired Bucky Barnes Acid dislocated shoulder Migraine Cryofreeze (Marvel) Steve Feels captain america the first avenger - Freeform Mentions of Nightmares scared Bucky sad Steve psycological torture beatings Art in chapter 4 Enemy to care taker Implied blood Captured by HYDRA trading places ONLY in chapter 11 Oxygen mask TBI Pre- Captain America Civil War tiredness talks of going awol wth am I even doing Steve thinks he's dying or dead broken glass assumed drowning Protective Bucky mourning a loved one depiction of a suicide attempt no one dies on screen Hurt Bucky Suicide attempt ONLY in chapter 20 Bucky Feels Bucky could be dying and Steve can't do anything but fret air raid sirens and a nap Mute Bucky Eye drops evil eye drops Could be classified as breaking Bucky training the winter soldier Hydra enjoys Bucky’s pain they're rude like that wind storms Bucky just wants to be out of the really bad weather and the shed was unlocked and open A cat - Freeform flashlights broken flashlight but not really because flashlights bucky really needs a hug Reluctant bed rest
Summary
Welcome to Whump-Tober, where we needlessly cause our favorite characters to hurt/be sad!Each day had a different prompt, the prompts will be the chapter title. They also help serve as warnings. All tags will be in the main tag section of the fic, all relevant tags to the specific chapter will be in the notes of that chapter.Each chapter is a stand alone one shot.Be aware! These are going to be heavy angst! Please read all the tags (at least the ones in the chapter), and take care of yourself! It's going to be rough.
Note
Warnings and Tags: Referenced OC character Death, Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes, reatraints, hanging, hurt, no comfort, chokingCharacter: Bucky Barnes (as the Soldier)
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Blood Loss, Trail of blood

“..easy in and out they said. The Soldier is a great stealth operative, he’ll get the mission done quick,” the handler rages on the phone, pacing. 

“And what does he do? He gets seen. And shot. And leaves a trail of blood, leading them directly to our safe house!” 

The Soldier does feel a little bad about that. Although, in his defense, he hadn’t realized that he had been shot. Or that he was being pursued. (Probably poor thinking due to the blood loss.) It was an excuse, he should have been more diligent.

After he had returned to base, it wasn’t long until their enemies came after them. There was no chance to dig the bullet out, and he had sustained more injuries during the following skirmish. They were forced to relocate.

As punishment (the Soldier presumes. The Handler hadn’t actually said) they have not removed the bullets or tried to stop the bleeding. Although the bleeding has slowed.

He knows that if left alone long enough, so long as the injuries are not fatal, they’ll heal on their own. But he would prefer to be allowed to pull the bullets out, before they heal over. Being reopened to dig out metal always seems to be worse than the initial injury. 

Glancing up at the handler, who is still raging to the higher ups, he tentatively pokes at the bullet wound in his side. It’s barely bleeding anymore, thank goodness. But definitely healing. He hasn’t been told to see to it, but he also hasn’t been explicitly forbidden. Using metal fingers, he probes at it and..

“Soldier.

His head snaps up to look at the Handler. His gaze is cold. Heart pounding, the Soldier lowers his eyes. Moves his hands away from the hole in his side, feeling ashamed for trying.

“Is the bullet still in there?” 

“Yes, sir.” 

The Soldier keeps his head bowed as the handler moves about roughly, looking for something. He comes back, wearing a glove.

The Handler orders him to sit up, and clasp his hands behind his back. The Soldier complies. With a warning look to behave, the Handler jams his hand inside the wound, making no effort to be gentle. The Soldier gags. He’s certain the handler is doing it on purpose, as punishment for ruining the op. He grits his teeth and bears it. 

After roughly digging around, the handler yanks out the bullet. More blood flows out of the wound. He inspects the bullet briefly, before pressing it into the soft part under the Soldier’s jaw. The Soldier tilts his head back slightly, but the handler follows the movement, pressing the bullet further.

“Do not,” growls the Handler, “ever get followed again. Do you understand me?” The Soldier nods, shutting down a wince at the pain under his chin. “If it happens again, you’ll wish it was just a bullet.” The handler lifts a bloody hand to the Soldier's face, leaving a trail from his temples, across his cheekbones, to the corner of his mouth.

The Handler stands, moving the bullet away. The Soldier drops his head down. The bullet bounces off his chest. But he does not look up.

Tsk. Go clean up.” The Handler dismisses him.

Wordlessly, the Soldier complies, grateful it wasn’t worse

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