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You lie awake in the bed aware of the terrifying presence besides you. Maybe if you pretend to sleep he won’t do anything to you. You lie in the bed for what feels like an hour, fighting back tears. You can't stand it anymore and you figure that you may be able to escape while Loki sleeps. Slowly you creep out of the bed relived to find yourself in control of your muscles. “going somewhere darling” his words send shivers across your body and you are suddenly frozen.
“Please” tears stream your face as you try to reason with your captor.
“Come over here” You find yourself turning towards him as he holds a hand out to you. Your hand reaches out to grasp his and you want to scream at the feeling of his cold hand drawing you in. “I don’t want to hurt you, I rescued you, we will be happy together” his words leave you weak and distraught. You had to find a way to escape him but with every passing moment it seemed less and less likely that you would be able to leave. He pulls you into bed with him and to your surprise he doesn't force himself on you. You spend the morning cuddling in bed with him. A small part of you enjoys the feeling of being protected after all you’ve been through even though it was Loki that did everything to you. You fall asleep but for the first time in a while you do not dream.
When you wake you notice that Loki is gone, at first this upsets you before you regain control of your thoughts and realise this may be your last chance to escape. You make your way to the bedroom door before exiting into the main room. You desperately want to run to the door but you can’t force yourself to do it overcome with the feeling of being so close to freedom but having your own body betray you leaves you feeling broken. You breakdown crying on the floor. Before too long Loki enters the cottage and sees you on the floor. He rushes to your side and lifts you up pulling you into a hug before setting you down. “Hey, Y/N don’t cry, everything is okay, you’re safe” the most chilling part of his words is that he genuinely sounds like he means it.
“You kidnapped me and now you are holding me here and I can't leave!” your voice catches in your throat a few times and they are barley legible through your crying.
“I didn’t stop you from leaving Y/N, I was waiting for you to run outside.” His words leave you hollow as you find you do have the ability to move your body, why couldn't you leave. “It’s okay, this part was always going to be hard for you, soon you will see how much I care for you and then you will be happy.” You stare into his eyes, noting the calming affect they have on you.
“are they coming for me? The avengers I mean” you could barely stand to think about them, they would have no reason to suspect that your actions were not your own. They must hate you. What else would they have cause to think, especially Peter you knew you had hurt him badly but he has survived a lot worse physically but you were sure that emotionally he would be broken. You had broken his heart he would have to most reason to hate you now. Your question seems to have taken Loki back as he tries to find the right words.
“I don’t know. All I know is that they believe you betrayed them and they are looking to locate and capture both of us” Even though he had only said what your already knew it hurt to hear them. You knew he has some way of tracking the avengers movement so it makes sense that he knows their plans.
“They… they think I betrayed them” the realisation fills you with shame and rage, not directed at Loki, but at the avengers. You hadn’t let yourself believe it until now but the avengers hated you for what you’ve done. Didn't they know you better, Tony had basically become your surrogate father and Peter, Peter said he loved you, did he even mean it. “No, I don't believe you” Your defiant tone sets Loki off as he reaches for your arm. “Don’t touch me, I hate you” anger surges through you as you stare at the man in front of you.
“Now now, don't be like that. I am the only person that will ever truly love you” he steps closer to you once again.
“Leave me alone!” he finally reaches his breaking point and slams you against the wall of the cottage, his eyes locked on you filling with a viscous rage. Without warning he wraps a hand around your throat dragging you back into the bedroom. Fighting for air you try to loosen his grip on you by pulling at his hands. This only angers the god as he throws you to the ground. Fear takes over as he walks up to you and you fight to get on your feet. With ease he keeps you down before unzipping his pants and allowing his already hardening cock to hang before you. He grabs the back of your hair pulling your head towards him.
“This is what happens when you anger me darling, I don't think you’re going to enjoy this as much as I am” he forces himself inside your mouth. Immediately you struggle to breathe as his girth overwhelms you. Suddenly he begins fucking your throat, the sensation is overwhelming, fear and pain dominating all your senses. Fast and violently he repeatedly slams his cock into the back of your throat gagging and spluttering you can barely stay lucid. After an eternity of this his movements become more erratic and he can barely contain his moans of pleasure. Without warning he cums down your throat before removing himself from your throat and slamming a hand across your face blocking your nose as well. “Swallow” tears cloud your eyes as you do what he asks. “There we go. Don't you feel better now?” you want to scream in his face but you know that would only anger him more. “I need to attend to some business. You will wait here in this room until I return.”
He leaves without even looking at you, leaving you a sobbing mess on the floor. Even if you had control of your body you are too exhausted to move. Hours passed while you stayed on the floor near the bed your mind wanders to the avengers. Would you ever get back to them, would they forgive you, would they believe that Loki was controlling you. You had to push the thoughts from your mind as it was becoming too much to handle.
You stay lying on the floor until you hear Loki return. “Good girl” he motions for you to come to him and you oblige, he holds you in a hug before pulling you into the bed. You lie with him until you fall asleep. Your dreams are peaceful at night and you wonder how long it will be before Loki abuses you again.