A new kind of nightmare
You wanted to scream for help but your mouth was not your own. You were powerless to do anything but follow him. you can't even turn your head back to see your friends, they must hate you now you think. Your mind turns to Peter, how badly had you hurt him, would he ever be able to trust you again. Still running with Loki he tightens his grip on your arm as he pulls you through the gates of the compound. You wonder where he is taking you and how was he controlling your movements. You managed to close your eyes hoping that when you opened them you would awake in your bed. It was no use, this was real.
It feels like you have been running for hours but your legs don’t feel tired, still, your breathing is erratic and you feel like you might faint.
After what seems like forever he suddenly stops running and turns to you, his eyes wild and feral. He puts his hands on your shoulders grasping you tightly. “hold on” he says as you are enveloped within a white flash of light. The feeling is strange and you feel your feet leave the ground. Suddenly your feet touch the ground but you aren’t where you were before. Loki must have used his powers to teleport you both.
You look around and you are surrounded by trees and in front of you is a small wooden cottage. “they’ll never think to look for us here” he smiles wide and you feel yourself forced walk into the cottage with him. As you enter you see how neatly decorated the place is. In the centre of the room lies a massive regal looking rug, there is a fire place and a very quaint looking kitchen. You look around the room and find that you have some control of you movements. Immediately you try to dash for the door but your body betrays you and you find that you’re frozen in space.
“Let me go” You’re able to talk freely although you still try to regain control of your body.
“Now why would I do that, we are going to accomplish so much together” he places a finger under your chin lifting your head to his.
“I will never help you” he isn’t surprised by your words but he is still annoyed by them.
“You have no idea what I can make you do” his words take on a cruel tone as he grasps your jaw tightly with his hand. Fear courses through your body as he pushes you against the wall trapping you between his arms. An evil smile emerges across his face as he looks you up and down like a meal.
A mix of fear and adrenaline courses through you as you are able to break his hold on you and push him back. You start sprinting for the door but it’s too late. He grabs the back of your shirt and pulls you back to him. Grabbing your neck he pushes you against the wall again, Fighting to breathe you struggle under his grasp. His face moves dangerously close to yours. “I’m going to enjoy this”. He moves his free hand slowly up your inner thigh. He relaxes his grip on your throat allowing you to breathe for a second before he quickly tightens it again. He suddenly puts his lips on yours forcing his tongue into your mouth. You try to resist the kiss but he must be in control of your body again. He takes his hand off your throat and grabs both your shoulders dragging you into the small bedroom. He throws you onto the bed before climbing on top of you.
“please, no” the words are strained as you fight against him with the last of you strength. He holds your arms above your head with ease, even without his mind control he could easily overpower you. His places his thigh between your legs slowly applying more pressure.
“you could enjoy this too if you let yourself” tears well up in your eyes as he tears your clothes off. You are powerless to stop him and are completely at his mercy. He takes his hand off your arms but you are still unable to move them as if he is still holding them there. He moves his hand down between your legs. He delicately brushes his fingers over your inner thighs. He stares into your eyes as he runs a finger along your slit. Before too long he begins rubbing your clit, circling your sensitive bud. You fell yourself getting wetter and wetter Loki seems to notice and begins undoing his pants. You couldn't speak or move as he pushes his cock against your entrance. Without mercy he slams himself into you, before you could react to the searing pain he pulls out, before quickly slamming back in. you find that you are able to scream but this only encourages Loki. He begins fucking you roughly.
“Stop!” you yell but he only laughs. He speeds up and starts using a hand to play with you clit. No matter how hard you fight it you feel a wave of pleasure build within you. As you come closer to your climax Loki notices and picks up the pace once more.
“that’s it, cum for me, show me how good I am to you” you try to hold it in but it’s too much waves of pleasure erupt over you as you scream out from the feeling. You feel yourself clench around him and Loki cums inside you. He slows down until he finally pulls out of you, he brings his face to yours. “now thank me for making you cum like the little slut you are” you try to refuse his orders but you realise you are already speaking.
“thank you for making me cum like the little slut I am” you want to scream as you try to fight the words coming out of your mouth that are not your own.
“why do you look so scared doll?” you couldn't answer him but you have to assume he is just being cruel, why would he expect you to be anything other than completely terrified. “You’ve seen nothing yet, would you like to see what real fear is” his expression hardens as you see true evil flash across his eyes. He firmly presses his forearm across you neck making it impossible for you to breathe. His face comes up close to yours and you can feel his breath on your skin. You feel yourself beginning to lose consciousness as he smiles coldly over you. “good night Y/N”
You find yourself in a hallway, trying to find your bearings your, head whips around from side to side until you see Loki. He is quite a ways down the corridor and he is holding a knife. He offers you an evil smirk and walks towards another figure, you squint trying to make out the rough silhouette. Peter. You start running towards Loki desperately trying to stop him from stabbing the man you love but it’s too late. He slashes Peters throat with the knife before disappearing into the shadows. “NO!” you continue running towards Peter as you see the blood pouring out of him, but it’s no use, no matter how far you run you are not getting any closer to Peter. You watch helplessly as he bleeds out. He calls out for you but you can't hear what he says over the sound of your own panting. You watch as he dies.
Suddenly you bolt awake into another nightmare, this time you and Peter are standing alone in an open field. You walk over to him but he flinches away. “get away from me” his voice filled with fear in the distance you see Loki walking towards both of you holding the same knife.
“please Peter you have to come with me, he will kill you” you try to grab his hands but he pulls away again.
“I will never trust you again after what you’ve done” Loki is getting closer now as you beg Peter to run. He doesn't listen and you are forced to watch as Loki stabs him through the back. Peter falls to the ground and as the life leaves him he looks up at you. “what have you done”
You open your eyes to a new situation where you watch Peter die. Every time he dies you find yourself somewhere else watching him die all over again. At first it is Loki killing him but after a dozen times you see yourself killing Peter. The look of betrayal in his eyes hurts you to your core as you are forced to watch on unable to save him. You are trapped in this nightmare for what feels like hours as you see Peter die at your hand what has to be hundreds of times.
You find yourself abruptly pulled from the nightmare still in Loki’s bed. He is right there next to you. “I hope you’ve learnt a valuable lesson Y/N. If you ever try to leave me or betray me I won't just kill Peter, I’ll make you do it” the immensity of his words his you like a freight train, you were powerless to fight him.
“you are evil” you find yourself in control of your words as you look up to the god beside you.
“You shouldn’t talk to me like that, but don’t worry, you’ll come around soon enough and you will learn to love me” how could he say that, you were sure you would never feel anything but hate for Loki and although he could control your body there was no way you would let him control your mind.