His plan
Your whole body aches as you pull yourself awake. Your mind cloudy as you try to shake the feeling of being watched. You think back to your dream. It was just a dream right. Tony had made sure the cell made Loki’s powers useless yet you were still consumed by his words and as you looked over to the clock beside your bed and saw 3:17am you could only bring yourself to do one thing.
You had to go to Loki.
It’s a bad idea but you have already made and it feels like you couldn’t stop yourself from going to him if you tried. You quickly dress yourself and you suddenly find your feet moving briskly towards the room where Loki is being kept. As you make your way to him you try to convince yourself to turn around knowing this can’t end well but no matter how hard you try you can’t turn yourself around you don't even want to in fact, you want to get there faster. You start walking faster now that you’ve made your way past the rest of the avengers apartments and it doesn't take you too long before you’re at the entrance to the room with Loki’s cell. Hesitantly you step into the room trying to organise your thoughts. What were you going to say to him. His eyes met your and you immediately realised you had made the wrong choice coming here. The cruel smile on his face informed you of all you needed to know. He wanted you to come here. “Nice to see that you finally decided to show up, I was getting oh so lonely without you” his words scared you and you tried to stop your hands from shaking but it was no use.
“what do you want from me Loki and how did you get into my dreams” your voice almost failing as you struggled to even say his name.
“oh darling, your mind is very weak it was no trouble at all, but don't worry I will fix you and by the way, sorry about your wrists” you looked down to your hands and the sight made you wince dark bruises circled you wrists and what appeared to be nail marks cut deep into the flesh.
“I don’t understand, what did you do to me” a tear falling down your cheek as you look up at the man who held so much power over you.
“I haven’t done anything to you… yet” as your breathing grows more rapid you suddenly realise the danger you are in, you demand to know his intension with you.
“tell me what you want with me, why are you doing this” barely holding back tears you barely managed to choke out all the words
“isn’t it obvious what I want darling” he stopped speaking for a moment clearly enjoying the terror he was inflicting on you. “I want you, and I always get what I want” his words were evil and you tried with all you might to turn and run away he couldn't control you, you wouldn't let him.
“Leave me alone” the words barely escape your lips and Loki give a chuckle.
“come now Y/N you were the one that came to see me, but don't worry, you’ll be back”
“leave me alone” you practically shout as you manage to break free from his glare. Quickly beginning to move out of the room. This annoys the caged god and he shouts back.
“you can’t leave me, you’re mine!” anger filled the air when he spoke as he brought your mind back to your dream. So it was him. Running through the compound hoping no one was up to catch your dazed sprinting you debated whether you should tell Peter what was happening, but that would mean involving Tony which would mean telling him you went to go see Loki and you were not about to do that. Eventually you made it to your room and curled up under you covers to scared to sleep because of who might be waiting for you in your dreams. As the hours past you couldn't hold off sleeping any longer and you peacefully drifted away.
“welcome back dear, I knew you couldn’t resist me for long” you fought to speak but you still couldn't make a sound. “I have big plans for you, together we are going to achieve so much” fighting to wake yourself up or do anything to escape him, you manage to turn your head away from him but this only angers him more. “it’s time to wake up doll, I’ll see you soon”
you bottled awake sitting up straight covered it sweat and tears, this couldn't be happening. You wanted to run into Peters arms but Loki’s warning rang loud in your ears and you were petrified of what he would do. Looking at the clock you saw that it was 6:15 maybe you wouldn't be late to training with Bucky for once, the thought of beating him down to the gym was enough to get you up and dressed. You made sure to put on a long sleeved shirt to hide the marks on your wrists, there’s no way you would be able to explain those if you were asked. On your way to the gym you passed Thor and he gave you a cheerful smile. “I hope my brother didn't get to you too much, he can be a real pain” he says trying to judge your reaction. Putting on your bravest face to hide your true fear you reply.
“yeah I’ll be fine, and besides he is locked in that cell, what’s the worst he can do” Thor accepts your response leaving you to walk down to the gym in peace. Walking through the doors you see that Bucky is not there yet and decide to do some warm ups before he arrives.
“well well well, I thought I’d never see the day, Y/N has beaten me to the gym” he laughs after he finishes but he does seems genuinely impressed.
“I just thought that since I’m so much better than you now I should get here early to do some real training before you came and slowed me down” you try squaring up to the super solider but he is over a foot taller than you and easily pushes you out of the way. Still laughing he says.
“oh ha ha yeah let’s see if you’re still so full of confidence after I knock you to the ground a hundred times” he playfully punches your arm as you both line up to fight. He comes at you hard and fast but you’ve seen him fight 1000 times so you expertly duck to the side and side swipe his legs, knocking him over. He falls down with a huff as you stand over the super soldier his groans. “I let you have that”
“sure you did Bucko” he grabs you ankle and pulls it out from under you causing you to crash to the floor on top of him. “hey that’s unfair!” you yell after having the wind knocked out of you.
“still counts shorty” you hated his nickname for you but you couldn't argue that your below average height was only exaggerated by his towering stature which had been enhanced by the super serum giving to him by hydra.
You went head to head against him a few more times, regrettably he beat you most times but on occasion you managed to gain the upper hand and best him. “tired out yet Y/N” you were absolutely puffed but you weren’t about to tell him that, his endurance was incredibly and he could probably last the whole day. you tried to last a few more rounds but it was becoming obvious you were completely spent, he beat you easily each time. “haha I’ll let you go now, go grab some breakfast pancakes or something”
while you were insulated by his tone you were grateful for the invitation to leave “see ya next week Buck” walking out of the gym you could hear him absolutely destroying the punching bag. They have to replace that bag a couple times a week due to it being attacked constantly by not one but two super soldiers. As you looked down the long corridor your mind drifted to Loki and his threats. What does he want from you, you couldn't help but imagining him snickering at the knowledge of himself occupying your thoughts. A wave of terror overtakes you and you long to be in Peters arms, he was probably in his room sleeping in so you make your way back to the apartments reserved for the avengers. Tentatively you knock at his door awaiting his reply to let you in. “It's me Peter” he lets out a groan of approval and you open his door to find the 21 year old sprawled out across his bed. You snuggle into his arms as he wraps you up into a hug and for the first time in hours you feel safe. You desperately want to tell about Loki but you can’t. Already exhausted from your early morning workout it doesn't take you long to fall asleep.
“Morning doll” his voice fills you with dread as you wonder what he could possibly want from you. “it's time you hear of my plan. Tonight you will come and release me from this cell and we will leave together, don’t even think about telling anyone of our plan, I will know and you don't want to make me mad” you looked up at the man invading your dreams you were certain you would not release him but he seemed convinced that you would listen to him. his figure engulfed you as you struggled to free yourself from his grasp but it was no use.
“Y/N wake up! It’s just a dream, it’s just me, I’m here with you, you’re safe now” Peter holds you tightly in his arms as you fight away Loki’s words. You know what he wants you to do and you know that you won’t do what he asks, it's not like he can control you.